A cup of tea is hot and cold, cold and hot, over and over again, and has long lost its original flavor, just like people.

After a busy day, the sky is getting dark, and the people who came to mourn during the day have begun to disperse.

Ah Sheng returned to her room, some old things she wanted to take away, but she didn't know where to start, she was shocked, she had a deep affection for each object.

In her room was a round rattan chair, and it was warm to sit in, as if she was being embraced.

Xu Qiu said: "I'm tired today, get up early tomorrow morning, I'll help you clean up, and then you can come back again." ”

Ah Sheng looked back at Xu Qiu, and couldn't say a lot to this sister-in-law, so he wouldn't say anything.

Let's not talk about how willful she was when she was young, but after marriage, she did go through difficulties with the Gu family again and again, regarded quicksand as her own daughter, respected Gu Cheng as a guest, and was filial to her mother-in-law...... After Ah Sheng thought about it, it was understandable that her mother refused to put her photo in the Gu family, after all, she was not a help but a burden to the Gu family.

She wanted to be alone, Xu Qiu left, and there was a conversation between the mourners and her brother outside, the sound was boiling, and there were footsteps through the hustle and bustle, and they entered the room again.

This time, Ah Sheng knew that the person who came in was not Xu Qiu, who went and returned, but his mother.

In a sudden cerebral infarction, although Shen Ya saved a life, she was slow to move, and the function of her right hand had not fully recovered.

After Ah Sheng sobered up, it was the first time for a mother and daughter to get along alone like this.

The room was silent, and the language about "mother" had been abandoned by Ah Sheng for too long, and she had long been unable to squeeze in the slightest sunshine, and she couldn't say warm words to Shen Ya, and the obscurity of the past contributed to the silence, allowing the weeds to be miserable.

Shen Ya suddenly remembered 07, and it was almost seven years from now. What happened at that time was like a nightmare for her, and she tried to forget it for years, only to find it clearly like an inescapable original sin.

She returned to her hometown, looking at the familiar scenes, familiar photos, and had long forgotten how she had come step by step in the past few years, she could see the traces of time on her skin, how it ravaged her health, and devoured her heart, but she began to not recognize herself.

The world is changing, and people are also changing, from the outside to the inside, first the taste of dressing, and then whether the handling of human feelings is sharp, is it all sleek...... The most repentant is nothing more than family affection, but it is family affection, which has already increased in 07 years in vain.

"I know you hate me in your heart." She was already trying her best to restrain her emotions, but Shen Ya still couldn't resist choking in her throat when she spoke.

Ah Sheng was silent for a long time, looking out the window, where Lu Zichu was talking to Xu Fei, and he couldn't see anything clearly except for the two slender figures.

Ah Sheng said: "In the past seven years, I have traveled to major cities, from the United States to China, and I have seen countless stars at night when I have insomnia, but I always feel that no matter where the stars are, they are not as bright as at home. When I was a child, no matter how late I got out of school, you would leave a light on and wait for me to come home; When the weather changes, you come to wake me up, and you will always put the clothes that day to ward off the cold neatly beside my bedside; When the neighbors visit me and praise me, you are happier than me; When my father came back from a business trip, even though I was already in junior high school at that time, he would still pick me up like a child, saying that he missed me very much outside; What does home look like in my eyes? Grandpa is not in good health, and when my brother comes back from school, he will help him wash his feet and massage his legs; Dad is working in the study, and tomorrow he will appear in court to defend him, and he forbids me and my brother to go in and disturb her; You sit in the living room with your grandmother watching TV and choosing vegetables; I'm in my room doing my homework while listening to your gossip...... Isn't that how the days should be? At that time, I thought we were the happiest family in the compound, but then everything started to change beyond recognition. I'm starting to be scared to come back, scared to see you. When I was in San Francisco, you were crushed by reality, but I didn't completely despair, although I opened my mouth to ask the man I liked to borrow money, and it was tens of billions of yuan, which would make me unspeakable, but in order to save my father, I was still willing to give it a try. Why not wait? I have been looking for George for several days in a row, and as long as I convince him to accept the repayment, my father will not avoid the fate of being sentenced, but at least the sentence will be reduced. There's nothing to be afraid of going to jail, we're a family, and I even thought about it, I won't go back to China, I will live near the prison in the future, I'll go to see him every once in a while, and I'll watch him out. But you're afraid, in your eyes, love can be cultivated, as long as others are good to me, that's love, I married Han Yu, my father commuted his sentence, everyone is happy, I don't understand you now, but I will know that you are for my good in the future. If you knew I went crazy later, would you still think you were being nice to me? Before '07, I never imagined that one day my mother would treat me like that. You made me see heaven at night, but hell after dawn. I don't want to say anything more, you see my 28-year-old face, but my heart is full of wrinkles. After waking up, six years passed in an instant, and I suddenly wanted to let go of everything and hate others, undoubtedly torturing myself, I have been tortured by you for so many years, and I really don't want you to control my life anymore. Do you know? Before you locked me up, I saw my father, and when I was sober, my father said to me, and he said, "In the future, you and your brother will take good care of your mother......"

Hearing Gu Sheng mention Gu Xingyuan, Shen Ya's tears were somewhat uncontrollable.

Ah Sheng finally turned to look at her, his eyes shining like water: "You said I hated you just now, who made you my mother?" You see, I see that you are not angry, that your words are not out of control, and I speak to you calmly, because I no longer hate you, but I will never forgive you. ”

"Ah Sheng......" Shen Ya looked at her daughter painfully, her eyes were sad, just because she knew that it was difficult to break the mirror.