“…… Every actor has a different way of coping with this kind of thing, but I keep a diary, and I start writing from the day I feel that I am not in a good state......"

At the round table used by the crew for dinner, there were three people sitting next to it, the atmosphere was a little weird, Han Xiaozhu told the method she used to get out of the state of entering the play, but her eyes kept sweeping over Han Weiyi and Lin Weiran. The former is a character she has heard of since she entered the industry, and according to common sense, it is really surprising that such a beautiful woman in the entertainment industry is not a star but a freelance producer similar to a broker. As for the latter, Lin Weiran's name has only become louder in the circle in the past half a year, and the agent has repeatedly reminded her that she needs to be careful, just because Lin Weiran only has fame at this time, but has no reputation.

Han Weiyi is an excellent listener, even if Lin Weiran takes out her mobile phone and looks absent-minded, she can still let the conversation continue.

"Representative Lin, what do you think of this method?"

It was Han Weiyi who asked the question, but Han Xiaozhu was also faintly concerned. A person here doesn't drink water and says so much, but there is only one audience, no matter how you think about it, you lose a lot of money.

Lin Weiran didn't raise his eyes, but just said.

"Roh Moo-hyun is dead."

"Huh?"

Han Weiyi was surprised, and a cute look of stunned expression appeared on her charming face.

Lin Weiran raised his eyes: "I said that Roh Moo-hyun is dead." ”

He put away his mobile phone, ignoring the presence of Han Xiaozhu, who was also confused, and said directly: "The second X-file incident is estimated not to cause too many waves." ”

The atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing.

Han Xiaozhu and Han Weiyi spoke in unison.

"I'm going to shoot again." "You're not going to shoot?"

The two of them were stunned together, but Lin Weiran's chuckle suddenly came from the side.

"Miss Hyo-joo still has a job. We won't keep you. ”

Lin Weiran opened her mouth, which can be regarded as relieving Han Xiaozhu, she immediately left her seat and walked all the way in the direction of director Chen He. Looking at the back, it is relatively calm, but the feet are a little fast.

"The X-file has something to do with you, too?"

After Han Xiaozhu left, Han Weiyi asked directly, and his face became serious: "This matter is not small now, are you not clean hands and feet?" ”

Lin Weiran just looked at Han Weiyi and didn't say a word.

Somewhat hairy by his scrutinizing gaze, Han Weiyi remembered his warning, knowing that Lu Dao and the guy were out-and-out madmen now. In a fit of rage, he pulled her into the corner, and she couldn't resist as a weak woman, right?

The man in front of her slowly smiled, Han Weiyi actually felt that this smile was a little good-looking, and she immediately denied herself the next moment. I felt like I must be crazy.

He asked, "You've done so much just for the sake of a partner?" ”

"After so many years in this circle, I have come to understand that no matter what business you do, you will do it with people, and a suitable person is the best investment project in the world."

Han Weiyi threw away those thoughtful thoughts in an instant. Straighten your eyes and say: "The basis of cooperation is trust, I don't know what plans you have, but I know that you don't trust me." ”

Lin Weiran looked at Han Weiyi in front of her seriously, and suddenly became a little curious about what this woman really thought. He stretched out a hand and smoothed a few strands of hair from her ear. At the same time, he whispered, "You all want my trust, but you never trusted me. ”

He withdrew his hand. As if he hadn't noticed Han Weiyi's complicated gaze, he got up from his seat and left directly.

Lin Weiran, who said goodbye to Khmer medicine, did not go back to the company, but went on the road alone, he drove to the Industrial and Commercial Bank in the center of Seoul, and learned at the window that the account that no one would withdraw money again had been cancelled. He went to sit at Uncle Yang, who opened a Chinese restaurant, and it happened that business was good today, and Uncle Yang, who was the head chef, didn't say anything to him. He went to the Chinese gathering place in Seoul, bought a lot of common daily utensils in China, and then came to the community full of gardenias, and put things one by one in a house that had never been inhabited.

In this way, the sky gradually darkened, and Lin Weiran, who was on the road alone again, sat in the Mercedes-Benz, drove for a while, stopped on the side of the road, and then drove another section, aimlessly. Then, he received a text message from a girl he had almost forgotten about in this time, and she said that she wanted him to listen to the radio, if he had time.

Parking the car on the side of the road again, Lin Weiran opened the window and lit a cigarette, and the sound of the radio echoed in the car, dispelling the silence that had lasted all afternoon.

Earlier, Kim Taeyeon, who had not yet arrived at the Broadcasting Bureau, returned to the dormitory, and the preparations for the new album had begun, and the dance moves of the new album's main theme were specially added to the daily practice, but Lin Yuna, who could not return to the team in time, still made the team members mutter, even if the shooting was really so nervous, the new album practice would not be added, no matter what. As usual, I reported the doubts of the members to Kim Yeonpyeong, and the other party really looked like he was struggling, and Kim Taeyeon didn't break it, but went about his work and life normally, and didn't think about how long this normality could last.

Finding what she needed, Kim Tae-yeon, who was about to leave, caught a glimpse of the doll placed at the head of the bed, green and fluffy, and everyone said it was ugly when she brought it back, even if she showed the inside of the bean, it was still positioned as uncute by the members of the Appearance Association who had no taste.

Kim Taeyeon picked it up and pulled it away, looking at the three beans that were squeezed into a ball inside, and during this time, she thought that her peaceful and unfulfilled life seemed to be missing something in this instant.

"Taeyeon."

It was the agent outside the door who was calling her, and Kim Taeyeon immediately threw the green and fluffy thing aside, as if she was secretly reading an unhealthy magazine but was caught, she hurried to the door, adjusted her breathing, cleaned up her expression, but stopped at the moment of going out and hesitated slightly.

"Wait."

She responded, then went back to the bed, stuffed the three rolled beans back into the beans, put them back at the head of the bed, thought about it, and felt that it was wrong, she immediately took out one and put it on the side, looked at the cute smiling face printed on it, and made a compromise to herself.

……

After smoking one and lighting another, Lin Weiran turned a deaf ear to the laughing dialogue on the radio, at this time he had no concept of time, just simply waiting.

Wow, it's the best five minutes of the day, taen520xsve time. ’

Qiangren's voice came from the radio, Lin Weiran snuffed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, 'taenggu' is Kim Taeyeon's nickname, Lin Weiran didn't know what this meant, and when she heard it for the first time, she thought it was a little funny.

'Love you is a common saying, what is the reason for Taeyeon to choose this song today?' I saw it when you and the writer asked for it! ’

Kim Tae-yeon's voice is a bit grandiose: 'Actually, it's nothing, I just like ......'

Qiang Ren mobilized the atmosphere: 'It's not enough to just like it, we have to give it some complex meaning, how about singing to your future boyfriend?' Or sing to Zhao PD outside, he is a fan of Girls' Generation. ’

Kim Taeyeon was helpless: 'This is a song about breaking up. ’

Qiang Ren, who was reminded, was stunned for a moment, and then said: 'Then when I don't say anything, ...... next'

'Wait. ’

'Oh? Is there really any complicated meaning? ’

There was silence on the radio for a while, and then Kim Taeyeon's voice came: "Actually, sometimes we all lose some important people, which is a very helpless and sad thing. But I think it's better to accept his departure than to be immersed in sadness, after all, people who leave don't want to see us depressed. ’

It's a song about breaking up, and the man who breaks up is not so good...... Okay, then, please be quiet, Kim Taeyeon, love you this common saying. ’

The piano sounded with a low sadness.

Lin Lingwei didn't say a word, just told him to grow up; Lin Yun'er left everything behind and went to China to accompany him; Han Weiyi sent Yuna to China and tried her best to get him back on track; Khmer Medicine ignored it at first, but just took him to see Gao Jinxiu and showed his grief.

The song sounded, pouring out the heart that he wanted to express.

Everyone thinks that Lin Weiran is not an ordinary person, the ups and downs he encounters must be ups and downs, if he can step through, there will be a new world, and if he falls, he will definitely not be able to get up again. Only Kim Taeyeon said comforting words to him that seemed to be painless and ineffective.

Lin Weiran listened quietly, listening to Kim Taeyeon singing this song about breaking up, as if she was whispering, and as if she was by her side, singing softly.

Lin Weiran raised a hand and wiped his eyes, but he couldn't touch it cleanly. He looked around blankly, breathing heavily, instinctively suppressing the sadness that came up, and the lights of the car flickered, through the mist in front of him, he couldn't see clearly. He leaned back in the saddle, raised one hand, propped his elbow on the edge of the window, and opened his palm, covering half of his face, and his body shook slightly.

At night, Mercedes was still parked on the side of the road, and when everyone thought he should do something and what state it should be, only one person told him in her voice that she did not ask him to do so.

……

……

Kim Taeyeon sang very carefully, she didn't know if Lin Weiran would listen to it, and she didn't know if she was doing the right thing. She thought someone must have told him something like this, but for a moment she could only think of it.

At the end of the radio broadcast, Kim Taeyeon and the writer, who walked out of the live broadcast room, said goodbye to PD, and were praised and humble as always, and in these formulaic processes, a mobile phone ringtone interjected.

She picked up her phone, and there was only silence in the earpiece. She took her phone and found a place to carry the person, and then fell silent.

Soon after, she asked, "Can you win this time?" ”

Lin Weiran replied: "Li Xiuman has already lost. ”

She said, "Well, when it's over, you can tell me about it." (To be continued......)