"Miss Ji, have you really decided that you don't want this child anymore?"

It was the doctor who asked about it last time.

Due to identity issues, Ji Wei can't line up with the public to be a person = stream, otherwise if she is recognized, the hospital will be occupied by reporters for the first time.

In order to avoid this, the doctor also felt that it was necessary to perform a separate procedure for her.

Of course, Ji Wei paid more.

There wasn't much in the vicinity of the operating room, just doctors and a few nurses, as well as an anesthesiologist dispensing anesthetics.

"Don't."

Everyone here has received Ji Wei's money, and they are suffocating herself to death when she is pregnant, and she is destined to rot to death in her stomach.

"Wei Wei ......" The anesthesiologist is a man, after dispensing the anesthetic, he lifted his sleeve, exposed his arm, and handed the pen over, "Sign me!" I've always liked you since your debut!! ”

He really didn't expect to see an idol today.

I didn't expect that this would be the case.

However, Ji Wei has not taken the route of a pure jade girl since her debut, except that she was very young at the beginning, and then she went to the road of a sexy royal sister and never returned.

Although I am still a little disappointed after knowing that my idol is pregnant, people are not sages, idols are also human beings, and they also have seven emotions and six desires, and it is understandable that this kind of thing will happen.

"Just sign this?"

"Yes, yes!"

Ji Wei smiled and signed his exclusive signature on his arm.

It is estimated that this arm will become his key protection object, and he sleeps with it every night!

Almost face-to-face, Ji Wei signed intently, while the anesthesiologist looked at her at a very close distance.

It's really beautiful......

Goddess......

That smile made his whole body numb and he had no strength in his body.

I thought that the goddess on the red carpet was already beautiful, but I didn't expect the goddess to be even more beautiful at close range.

How to say it, the former is the beauty of distance, and the latter is the beauty of intimacy.

Ji Wei looked up at him in a daze, and still smiled: "Shouldn't the amount of anesthesia be enough later?" ”

The anesthesiologist came back to his senses and shook his head: "No...... No, it won't! I'll be careful! ”

"Sign me too!" The little nurses all gathered around.

"Ji Wei, who is that man?"

"Is it Bai Ze, who has had a scandal before? You've all disappeared for a while, haven't you gone on your honeymoon during that time? And then ......"

Of course, Ji Wei would not answer this kind of question, raised her eyelids, and looked at them with a smile, "If you shouldn't ask, can you not ask?" ”

"Uh......" everyone laughed sheepishly.

That's when the doctor said, "Stop talking! Report physical examination findings. ”

"One month pregnant, blood pressure and other things are normal, and the surgery can be started."

There was nothing left for the nurses, only one was left to fight, and the rest went out.

Those who wear masks wear masks, and those who wear gloves wear gloves, and the breath of the scene suddenly becomes cold.

Her eyes were white, and the smell of disinfectant and other medicines was intense, stimulating her senses......

Ji Wei was lying on the production chair, and her hand holding the armrest was tighter than just now.

Under such an atmosphere, Rao is Ji Wei, who has experienced countless ups and downs, couldn't help but get nervous at this time.

Call......

She took a deep breath.

The doctor stood in front of her, observed her face, and said, "You're a little pale, are you scared?" Or is there something wrong with your body? If you don't feel well, say it early, and we can schedule another time. ”

"I'm fine......"

It was clear that she was the former, frightened by the atmosphere of the scene.

What she is doing is killing a living little life in her body, what does it mean to be a woman who once wanted to but couldn't be a mother for a long time?

She couldn't be indifferent.

There's tension, there's terror.

"Don't be nervous," the nurse on the side comforted her, "This is a very simple negative pressure uterine suction operation, the whole operation can be completed in 5-7 minutes, very small operation, we often say painless person = flow, don't be afraid, it doesn't hurt." ”

Whether it is really painless person = flow, she doesn't know, what she is afraid of will naturally not be pain.

I was so panicked that I couldn't calm down.

So Ji Wei didn't speak, grabbed the handrail and closed her eyes, her mind full of the appearance of the child curled up in the mother's body when it was formed.

Maybe after this surgery, she really won't be able to become a mother......

"Take off your watch and earrings first." The nurse spoke softly and helped remove the sharp and hard object.

"Then I'm going to start intravenous anesthesia," Ji Wei, who didn't dare to look with his eyes closed, heard the anesthesiologist's voice getting closer and closer, and he was making some preparations on his arm, "Don't be afraid, it won't hurt, the anesthesia effect is also very fast, you will fall asleep in about thirty seconds, and when you wake up, the operation will already be over." ”

Although Ji Wei didn't say anything, her trembling hands gradually turned into a lot of trembling all over her body, which explained everything.

She was afraid, her heart beating as if it was about to jump out of her throat.

There was a cold sensation in my arm, and I felt the needle piercing my skin.

Every second seemed to pass very slowly, and I don't know if it was because her consciousness gradually began to blur, but in her mind, there was always a small voice calling her mother......

No......

Over time, the anesthesia gradually took effect.

But Ji Wei suddenly panicked, she struggled in the dark, wanting to shout.

Don't!

She didn't do it, she was reluctant, she wanted to stay with this child!

Even if he would be crippled and deformed in the future, she would stay...... Baby......

But because the effect of anesthesia has begun to work, she can't make a sound at all, and at this moment, people outside her consciousness can't detect her psychological ......

The doctor may have seen tears flowing from the corners of her eyes, but this is the reaction that many mothers will have when they have a human = abortion operation, and they don't take it to heart.

I vaguely felt that the operation was about to start, and I was struggling to tell them that I wouldn't do it, but the feeling of powerlessness in my body filled my body.

She knew that she was anesthetized and her body could not move at all.

No......

After a few more seconds, she even lost consciousness and fell asleep completely......

……

After about an hour, the anesthetic effect finally passed.

Ji Wei opened her eyes in the middle of her embarrassment.

It's still a familiar white.

She was in a clean and comfortable single room, the air conditioning was not very low, and she didn't feel cold, but she felt as if she was in an ice cellar, very cold, very cold......

I don't feel pain in my lower body, is it because the anesthetic effect has not completely disappeared?

Or is your heart numb and you don't feel pain?

Water was hanging on the back of her right hand, and she moved it and set it aside.

The child is still gone......

Ji Wei stared at the ceiling blankly, and her left hand slowly slid to her abdomen.

Life is born here......

There are no more......

My heart suddenly became empty.

She turned her head to look at the green leaves outside the window, but suddenly saw a figure standing in front of the window, not knowing if she was looking at the scenery or something.

At that moment, she was shocked.

Xicheng ......

How could he be here......

Frightened for a moment, he couldn't speak, and Xi Cheng, who heard the slight noise, also turned around.

Seeing her wake up, his frowning brow showed his displeasure.

"Weiwei," he began, walking towards the hospital bed, "Weishenme didn't tell me if she was pregnant?" ”

Thinking of something, Ji Wei turned her face, didn't look at him, and continued to look at the ceiling.

What's the point of saying that now, it's too late, isn't it?

"Didn't the doctor say you couldn't get pregnant again? What's going on? ”

"Miracle ......," she said in a hoarse voice, choked slightly, "The doctor said it was a miracle...... And I snuffed out this miracle ......"

"......" Xi Cheng was silent.

"Once it's you, once it's me...... The two children were buried in the hands of you and me...... Our hands...... It's all covered in blood......"

Her voice sounded tired, and she raised her left hand, trying to see something.

Tired, she closed her eyes and wanted to rest for a while.

"Give birth." After a long silence, Xi Cheng said.

Ji Wei slowly opened her eyes and turned her face to look at him, "What?" ”

[10 years ago]

"The winner of the Best Newcomer Award is...... Mi Bridge! ”

At the award ceremony, there was warm applause.

On the crowded street, many people stopped to watch the award ceremony being broadcast on the big screen outside the building.

Ji Wei and Mu Lele are one of them.

Mu Lele muttered very unhappily: "It's clear that you are the one who won the award, ...... right."

Because Ji Wei should have gotten the contract for the dancing shoe advertisement.

Miqiao's advertisement for her received a great response after it was broadcast, and Miqiao's youthful and lovely image was loved by the audience, and he became a hot new artist for a while.

"Forget it......" Ji Wei smiled, "Miqiao can win this award, which proves that she also has a certain strength." I've seen her commercials, and they're pretty good. ”

"What's the use of having strength...... Mu Lele said, "like you, you have strength, but you are buried." Weiwei, if you come to shoot, it must be even more popular than this! ”

At the award ceremony, Miqiao was holding the trophy and giving an excited speech.

"And who knows if her dad helped her this time? Something behind your back. ”

"Who knows, let's go, Miss Mu Lele, there's nothing to see, I'll win the award in the future, you can post it and see it!"

"Ewei Weiwei wait for me—" Mu Lele chased after him, "I'm going to have a final test tomorrow!" Director Zhang Da will come to see our performance as a special guest to watch, I heard that his new movie is still short of the role of the second woman, if Director Zhang takes a fancy to it, the day of emergence will come! ”

Not to mention the second female, in the play of a famous director, it is the role of a casual little girl, if you have that life, there is only one shot, maybe you can also be popular.

"I thought you were quite likely! You scored higher than all of them in your acting class! Mu Lele said, his mouth pursed, "But now Miqiao has won the Best Newcomer Award...... When the time comes, if she behaves a little better, Director Zhang may choose her! ”

"Okay, just do your best, why do you care so much about others?"

……

On the day of the final test, Miqiao, who had just won the Best Newcomer Award, naturally became the focus of the day.

As early as when the advertisement was popular, Miqiao no longer took other students in the same period into account, let alone a small achievement now.

Before graduating in the company, she has become popular, and she is the only one in this batch of students.

Mu Lele has always been worried that Miqiao has already built a way today, and the so-called performance is just a name.

But Ji Wei was distracted and not very interested in the outside world, and when the others took turns to start performing, she sat in her seat and listened to the song leisurely with headphones plugged in.

"Hey...... Vivi! When is it, you don't listen to songs! Aren't you nervous? Mu Lele ripped off one of her headphones.

"Why are you ......" Ji Wei glanced at her, "Nervous and can't add points, why should you be nervous?" ”

"......" Mu Lele was speechless and choked.

Isn't that what you say!

As if she was nervous, she barely nervous if she could add points......

"Ah, no matter what...... I memorize lines! Mu Lele was stirred up like a psychopath by her, scratching her hair.

Ji Wei stuffed the headphones back and continued to listen to her songs.

It wasn't until later that Mu Lele pushed her violently, "Weiwei! ”

Ji Wei opened her eyes and found that everyone was looking at her, so she took off her headphones.

Mu Lele said softly: "It's your turn......"

And Mi Qiao just finished the performance, and got off the stage with a refreshed face, and when her eyes swept over Ji Wei, she was triumphant, as if she had already won the role of the second female lead.

No one expected that Ji Wei's performance would be a dance.

When everyone saw it, they all laughed, this is the final test! It's not a dance competition, she actually performs a dance without a single line??

But soon, the people sitting on the judges' bench noticed something different.

It should be said that it was a dance with a story.

Every look, every action, has a strong sense of tragedy.

Others don't know, but Director Zhang is in a trance, as if he saw the role of the enchantress in his new movie.

At the same time, the other person in the guest seat also squinted slightly, watching her dance intently.

The slender willow waist, waist-length black waterfall-like hair, and steady pace make people addicted to the rapid rotation in place.

The spinning speed slowed down slowly, and as the sad music also entered the closing measure of Zuihou, Ji Wei twisted her body and sat on the ground, her unpowdered face facing the guest seat.

The eyes full of inner drama looked at the guest seat, and a tear fell from his eyes just right, dripping down the floor along his eyelashes.

It was the final scene of the enchantress in a play in zuihou, because she fell in love with the king and couldn't complete the task assigned to her by the lord, she drank poisoned wine and danced zuihou for the king once.

The moment the music stops, it is also the end of the life of the enchantress, and the tears that fall in that place will be the wonderful tears buried by that scene for the audience.

After the onset of poison, black blood will flow from her mouth, and here the camera will zoom in, she will die in the arms of the king, and with the sentence "My king, the enchantress will not have the opportunity to see you in the world in her lifetime", pushing the tragedy to the climax.

"Good!" Director Zhang stood up and praised loudly, his excitement beyond words.