Chapter Thirty-Six: No More Peace
The night of Valentine's Day was like an accident to me, causing ripples on my calm lake, and I couldn't calm down for a long time. And that kiss is the gravel that stirred up this ripple, and is the culprit of it all.
It's been a week, and this week the relationship between me and Wu Yao has changed very subtly. Although he no longer shushed me as he used to, my eyes and ears were still trying to learn about him.
"Wu Yao, he... Do you have a cold? How did I hear him coughing today? Before Li Man went out, I gently pulled the corner of Li Man's clothes and asked. After all, the relationship between her and Wu Yao is relatively close, so it is better to ask her.
Li Man was putting a layer of lipstick on her wet lips, but when she heard me say this, her hand stopped moving, "Why did you suddenly ask Wu Yao about it?" Did you change your mind and want to be with him? The strange smile on the corner of Li Man's mouth sent chills down my body.
Actually, I don't know what I was thinking, maybe it was because the kiss that night was too lingering. "No, it's just asking, nothing else." Because she couldn't be sure what she was thinking, she couldn't tell Li Man easily, lest she would tell Wu Yao in a hurry after she knew it, so that he would misunderstand.
But how could she believe my words? She blinked and walked towards me step by step with her sly little eyes, observing the clues on my face like Sherlock Holmes, "Are you really not interested in Wu Yao?" You don't like him? ”
"When... Of course I don't like it, I just treat him as a friend. When I said this, my ears felt as if they had been burned by fire, and my cheeks were also hot from the heat.
Li Man sat next to me and said casually, "Alas~ That's my hard work in vain~ I have created so many opportunities for the two of you in vain." She fiddled with her pink nails.
"Opportunity to create?" After she said this, my brain seemed to be illuminated by a spiritual light, and I immediately understood all these things, "Did you deliberately let me and Wu Yao have so many opportunities to be alone?" Are you trying to match me with him? I asked her with wide eyes.
"That's right," a matchmaker-like smile flashed on her face when I asked, "Wu Yao has begged me many times to give me more opportunities for the two of you to get along, and he also said that he wants to rebuild the old relationship with you." ”
I don't know why, when I knew that Wu Yao was involved in this matter, I only felt very uncomfortable, because at the beginning, I thought that it was an accident between me and Wu Yao, and my feelings for him were also accumulated in this time alone...
"So last Valentine's Day, was it your idea, or Wu Yao's attention?" Because the events on Valentine's Day are more important, I just ignored the previous ones.
Li Man didn't seem to know what I was thinking now, nor did he know the anger that was accumulating in my heart, so he still looked proud, "Of course it's him~ How could I think of such a good way?" Originally, I wanted you to go for a meal, but he mentioned the movie again~um~ He's such a genius! ”
Li Man praised Wu Yao endlessly, as if his calculations against me were something earth-shattering. "Are you my friend or not? How can you do that! While she was intoxicated, I interrupted the fantasy of indulging in the results of her and Wu Yao's scheme.
"I... What's wrong with me? Am I doing this for your own good? Li Man looked at me puzzled, and his pink fingers froze in the air.
"Help me? Don't you know what happened to me and Ouyang Ze before? Don't know where I'm now? You're not helping me, you're hurting me! I still have my parents' revenge to avenge, and I still have your affairs to settle accounts with Ouyang Ze! If I get along with Wu Yao now, what is this! ”
I yelled at her, but she was still confused... I really hope that she is still depressed now, at least she doesn't look bad for me, and can understand my purpose.
"You two can do these things together. When the two of you are together, he can help you. "Hearing Li Man say this, I think she is a stupid X, and she still can't see some things thoroughly.
"You're brain-dead! What's the difference between that and me using him to help me? "I wanted to throw something to vent my anger, but there wasn't anything next to my hand where I could vent.
"How can it be considered utilization? You are in love, you are together, he should help you, besides, don't you also help him because you like him? As he spoke, Li Man's face showed a smile like that of a matchmaker, as if he had seen through my heart.
But she won't know, she'll never understand my heart that she can't even see through herself. "I owe him that, that's why I helped him, not like him!"
"That's... Leman wanted to continue arguing, but she couldn't hold back anything at this time, and could only stare at me with her big eyes.
The confusion of that night is now finally figured out, the reason why I have feelings for Wu Yao again is because of the strategy of the two of them, and they want me to "fall in love for a long time", so they gave me and Wu Yao a chance again and again.
However, I can't accept these opportunities, I can't like him, even if I have feelings for him now, but these feelings are all unreal, they are all calculated, so they don't count!
"In the future, you don't get involved in the affairs between me and Wu Yao, if I find out that you are helping him in private, then I will never pay attention to you again! Deal with the matter of you being XXOO that day! ”
When I said the first half of the sentence, Li Man had not reacted, but when I mentioned the events of that day, the expression on Li Man's face stiffened. The events of that day were a pain in her life, a wound that would hurt even if it was scarred. I know it hurts, but she won't let go without poking it at her most sore spot.
"All right," Liman replied in a low voice.
"Alright, let's go." I said this to Leman and turned to the window, pushing open the glass that had been closed all night.
Listening to the sound of Li Man's high heels hitting the ground, I had a day with mixed feelings.
My feelings for Wu Yao did not arise from my own heart, but the germination of the seeds they planted in my heart. I can't let it continue to grow, so be sure to cut it off!