Chapter Thirty-Six: Close at Hand, Far Away

"Are you questioning He Lao's inference?" Zuo Yan looked directly into Shi Wei's eyes.

Shi Wei shook his head and smiled, calm and relaxed: "I don't question He Lao's inference, but I always feel that marriage problems will affect the fortune of a person's life, if Shi De doesn't like Biyou, but for various reasons, there is no way to live with Biyou for a lifetime, which is so depressing." Even if it is a case with eyebrows, it is difficult to calm down in the end

This sentence touched Zuo Yan's heart, she was stunned for a moment, and only said faintly after a while: "The capital is a good relationship between gold and jade, and I only think of the former alliance of wood and stone." In the air, the mountains are full of crystal snow; Never forget, the lonely forest of the world. sigh in the world, the fly in the ointment is today's letter: even if it is a case with eyebrows, it is difficult to calm the meaning in the end...... Shi Wei, I'm still uneasy, what about you? ”

"I'm relieved. Life is a drama and a dream, and when the play is over, the dream wakes up, and they go their separate ways. On the stage, who are you, who I am you, off the stage, are just strangers. In the dream, you love me, life and death linger, after waking up from the dream, the world is quiet in an instant, I don't feel the love in the world, and I don't come and go, who are you and me? I was so scared in my heart, I didn't feel two tears, I used to be a red dust guest, and I didn't look back. ”

"After waiting for a result, Shi Wei, where will you go?" Zuo Yan didn't know what she thought, and suddenly her eyes turned red, "We don't come and go, who are you and me?" Sometimes I feel that this sentence is very ruthless, and sometimes I feel that it is very in line with life. Who were you before I knew you? After knowing you, you are my husband. Who are you in 100 years? I can't think about life, and when I think about it, I feel that the family, friendship and love in the world are just passing clouds and clouds, and I am a hundred years old in the blink of an eye. ”

"Where will I go? Don't go anywhere, go home. Shi Wei smiled indifferently, "I once read a lecture by a high monk, saying why enlightened people cry ......"

"Why?"

"Why is there fear in the hearts of enlightened people? After countless tribulations, I have done so much bad karma, the red dust is rolling, and I don't look back, and today I realized that I was too stupid and had to practice hard. Some people cry for days, some people cry for hours, and I tell you that there is no one who does not cry, and there is no one who is not afraid. Suddenly I don't know who is my relatives in this world, who is my dependents, who is who, all of them are fake. It's not that as soon as a practitioner becomes enlightened, he loses his human touch. Rather, they know that this body cannot live forever in this world under any circumstances. No matter how good the current relatives are, they can only be alive for a few decades, too impermanent" Shi Wei shook his head and sighed, "The words of the high monk, I can't understand it now, because I am not enlightened yet, and my understanding is not enough." Maybe one day I'll be enlightened, and I won't even care about it. If you can't let it go, you won't be at ease. ”

"Things are coming soon, if you want me to see it, it is estimated that it will be clear in another year and a half." Zuo Yan glanced at Shi De affectionately, although it was not far away, it seemed to be close at hand, but because of the glass, it seemed that there were thousands of mountains and rivers away, and the feeling of being close at hand but far away from the end of the world made people feel helpless, "Didn't He Lao say that after De'er's life has finally settled on his marriage problem, there will be a huge turning point, and then he will know all the truth." ”

"I don't know if I won't be able to accept the reality after I know the truth?" Shi Wei sighed again, "Actually, I don't really want De'er to roll in the red dust, if I want to pursue the so-called success and fame, even if he hides from the world, I will not object to being a master outside the world." ”

"The big is hidden in the city, the small is hidden in the wild, Shi Wei, your realm is still not enough, you just want to hide from the world, you are a man." Zuo Yan took a step back, making her figure hide deeper in the night, lest she be discovered by Shi for half a point, "It is the Mahayana way to have the courage to enter the world and do the things of entering the world with the heart of birth." ”

"De'er is still young, his heart is not firm enough, in the rolling red dust, it is inevitable to be contaminated with many bad habits, in case he does something bad that there is no way to turn back, isn't it ruined his life? It is easy to say that the thing of entering the world with the heart of birth is also right, but how many people can really do it? Shi Wei shook his head, "I also hope that De'er can play the world without being tied up by the prosperity of the human world, but I don't have enough confidence in him." I think when I was young, I was also full of ambition and wanted to become famous, so I took such a big detour......"

"Shi Wei, do you think He Lao is really good for Shi Wei?" Zuo Yan remembered what He Zitian had said to her, and then thought of Shi De's current situation and He Zitian's inconsistencies in dealing with Shi De's marriage issue, and couldn't help but be suspicious.

"I think ......" its implementation is based on He Zitian's handling of the inconsistencies of Shi De's marriage, and he also has an idea, he used to be obedient to He Zitian, "He Lao may want to use Shi De's marriage to make some articles, maybe just to confuse Bi Wentian and Du Qinghyun, it's just a strategy, not really want Shi De to marry Yuan Yuan or Fang Mu." ”

"But why did He Lao personally say to Biyou that Shide's marriage would fall on Biyou?"

Shi Wei thought for a while: "Maybe it's to appease Biyou, so that Biyou can get through the current difficulties smoothly." ”

"It still doesn't make sense." Zuo Yan shook her head, "I always feel that He Lao's approach this time is a big failure, completely subverting his calmness and calmness for decades, it seems that the layout is very hasty, passive and sloppy, the impression of He Lao, has always been calm, what happened this time?" ”

"I don't know." Shi Wei couldn't figure out He Zitian's contradictions, he stared at Shi De for a moment, stretched out his hand and pulled Zuo Yan, "People are not as good as heaven, forget it, let Shi De choose his own life path, when the opportunity is right, when He Lao allows, we will tell Shi De the truth, and then say goodbye to him, which can be regarded as an explanation to him." ”

Then, the figures of Shi Wei and Zuo Yan disappeared into the vast night, and the figures of the two merged with the twilight, as if they had never appeared.

Shi De didn't know anything about what was happening outside, and after he had dinner with Xia You, Zheng Wenting and Xia Hua, he went home.

When I arrived at the door of the house, I subconsciously glanced at the door, and the door was closed, thinking that it was the New Year, and Mu Fang should go home. Thinking about it again, I haven't known Mu Fang for a short time, and I don't know where Mu Fang is from, but listening to her accent, there is a little Beijing flavor in Mandarin, is it a Beijing person?

Judging from his appearance, Mu Fang is also a northerner.

Shi De took out the key to open the door, and as soon as the key was inserted, he suddenly felt a chill in his back, and felt that someone was rapidly approaching, and then the slightly cool air mixed with a dangerous aura rushed straight in.

Not good, someone sneaked up

Shi didn't have time to think about it, and immediately opened his body to the left side by one meter, bent his waist, bowed his legs, and was ready to fight back.

I thought it would be a business rival who sent someone to attack him, but when I looked at it, there was a stunned girl standing in front of her, she was wearing a black trench coat, her skin was better than snow, and she simply tied a ponytail on her head.

It's Qi Mei.

Shi De put away his fist and was stunned: "Why are you, Qi Mei?" How do you know where I live? ”

"Of course I know where you live, because I'm Sherlock Holmes." Qi Mei glanced Shi De up and down, "What's the matter, put on a fighting posture, do you want to fight with me, or do you want to play hooligan?" ”

Hooliganism? Shi De was stunned for a while, and after thinking about it slightly, he remembered the accident in the old building last time, and couldn't help but smile: "That's not called playing hooligan, okay, take 10,000 steps back, even if you play hooligan, you are forced to play hooligan." ”

"Dare to do it, don't dare to be it, it's really not a man." Qi Mei glanced at Shi De, stomped his feet and his hands, "It's so cold, you still don't open the door and invite me to sit?" ”

"You haven't answered me yet, how do you know I live here?"

"I was passing downstairs just now, and I happened to see you, so I followed. Don't think I've a crush on you, I have to follow you, I just happened to meet you. Qi Mei was afraid that Shi would misunderstand, and said emphatically, "To tell you the truth, the man who can impress this girl and make this girl's heart secretly promise has not appeared so far, maybe he hasn't been born yet." ”

Shi didn't bother to raise his eyebrows, opened the door, and made a "please come in" gesture: "Please, Miss Qi." But I can state in advance that it's night, and there are no outsiders in the house, and there are lonely men and widows together, so don't blame me if something happens. ”

"I'll be afraid of you?" Qi Mei snorted, and strode into Shi De's room with his head held high, "Don't scare me, just rely on your guts, and don't dare to do anything to me." Besides, even if you have any restless thoughts, I have a way to nip your restless thoughts in the bud. ”

Shi De smiled: "You mean, you can beat me?" ”

"What, you're not convinced, are you? Do you want to try again? Qi Mei opened the stance, as if she was going to fight with Shi De again, she just put on a stance, and was stunned by the decoration in Shi De's room, "Wow, isn't it, Shi De, your decoration is too luxurious, tell me honestly, how much money do you have?" ”

The decoration of the house is not luxurious, the stone and solid wood are not used much, and the furniture is also a very ordinary style, not an expensive solid wood, but due to the careful design, it looks very luxurious and visually impactful.

"Where do I have money, I am a poor man." Shi Dewei poured water for Qi Mei, "If you don't stay at home at night, what are you going to run around?" Does Secretary Qi know where you are? ”

"I don't know, why don't you let him know? By the way, do you want him to know that I'm in your house? Qi Mei bit his lip and glanced at Shi De defiantly.