Chapter 21: Finally Finding an Organization
From that day on, after Xuan Ying and jealousy broke up because of dance and music, the relationship between the two can only be accurately described in these four words - cutting off the robe and breaking the righteousness.
Jealous of his narrow-minded and withdrawn personality, although he invisibly has a good impression of Xuan Ying, but this kind of ethereal and ethereal good feeling is too easy to shatter, such as a dispute between the courts, which can restore this hazy ambiguity to the original strangeness.
β or, even more indifferent and resistant than strangers.
Xuan Ying has been secretly observing him, he is different from other ordinary men, he is simple and ignorant in terms of emotional experience, at his age and royal status. Generally speaking, this situation is very beneficial to Xuan Ying, after all, it takes a lot more time and energy to attack a man who has countless experiences and has people in his heart who will never forget than this kind of emotional blankness.
But whenever she thinks he should like her, but in fact, his favorability has been hovering on the critical line of breakthrough, always up and down.
She thought that the reason for her failure was still on the word "fear" in that tip.
Jealousy is a person who is strong on the outside but fragile on the inside, and his personality is too extreme and stubborn, he doesn't dare to like something too hard, which is related to his miserable childhood, although he is used to being cold, but his heart longs for warmth, so when he has a favorite and interested collection, he can do whatever it takes, as long as she wants it, and he has it, he will do everything to please him.
But he is not simple in terms of intrigue and murder, and the past events he has experienced slowly refined his soul and thoughts, so that he has the concept of right and wrong that can only be possessed by violent and hard-line means, and once he has radical ideas, he also has a bottom line that cannot be touched - that is, what he wants, he will never be allowed to be taken away by others.
In fact, jealousy is an extremely contradictory person.
He was afraid of the darkness, but only by staying in the darkness could he live sane and not lose all reason, like a walking corpse.
Although he was afraid of the darkness, he always laughed wildly in the darkness, hissing and laughing.
He was afraid of being hurt and taken away from what he wanted, and he clung to everything within his reach, but he couldn't keep anything after that, such as his biological mother, his father and emperor who he longed for but couldn't reach, his once warm and beautiful palace, and the ragdoll he never wanted to let go......
Everything, everything...... At the end of the day, he could only watch the loss of ......
He hated himself for being so incompetent, cowardly and ugly, and he also hated those who could easily get everyone without effortβMeng Suji.
Compared to the time when he sent people to his subordinates, looking at the strange faces of the mother and son who adopted him, he was trembling every day for fear that he would be abused by them again, starved and frozen, and Meng Suji, who was dressed brightly and dazzling like a luminous object and was surrounded by everyone to please him, he was simply too good!
The same identity is the prince of the Eastern Imperial Kingdom, he has the respect of thousands of people, the respect of the palace servants and guards, and he also lost his biological mother, but he has the love of his father and the emperor, and the support of hundreds of officials, and he is also adopted, but his mother is really in love with him, and he has not even raised any biological children for him......
For what? He thought bitterly, why did they treat each other so differently?!
People can become very vicious, as long as you have tried the taste of jealousy.
From that moment on, from the moment he learned that there was a trembling Meng Suji in this world, his eyes were red with jealousy, and he hated him deeply.
Not for anything else, but for him to have everything he dreamed of!
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If the absence of childhood is an original sin, well, Xuanying decides to tolerate a lot of jealousy.
Although she killed her biological parents from birth and became an orphan of a red fruit, she has not lacked family affection since she was a child, because her grandmother dedicated the love of her parents to her together with her own love, as well as those who loved her and pitied her and worked hard for her, although her childhood was not smooth sailing, but there were no regrets.
Yes, in order to succeed in the strategy, in order to successfully find the Lord of the Seven Evils, during his rebellion, she took great care of him.
But everything she eats, she collects raw materials by herself, and then asks Hua Cheng to go to Wule to ask for a recipe to replenish qi and blood, and then cooperate with the various medicinal materials in the carriage (the third carriage is all contained with various food and clothing utensils and medicinal materials) and specially boiled medicinal food.
In order to reconcile, she made a bloody investment.
Whoever drank it took a lot of thought to brew it with all kinds of precious herbs to heal wounds, and it was served hot and fed in a carriage with his own hands.
Fortunately, he did not forcefully drive her out of the carriage, but apart from accepting all her courtesies as a matter of course, he arrogantly and despised the fruits of her labor, and the rest of the time, he directly regarded her as dispensable air and ignored her completely.
Since you don't want to pay attention to her and don't want to see her, why do you have to accept it reluctantly?
For his behavior of taking off his pants and farting, through the fact that the Thirteen Riders always intentionally or unintentionally prevented her from approaching anywhere except the carriage where Jealousy was, Xuan Ying came to a reason after the last.
Presumably, although he was disappointed and angry with her, he was also afraid that she would "hook up" with Wule again during his anger.
β¦β¦ I said jealousy, don't you dare to distort your personality anymore!
Before going to bed at night, she looked at his dark figure with a cold back, even if he was wrapped in a thick fox fur that still exuded a heavy cold body outline, so she consciously lay down to warm the bed for him, although he always pretended to be very asleep and very heavy, even if you don't wake up no matter how you get it, but when she touched his body, the body's instinctive reaction couldn't hide from her.
A man wants to save face, and when he can't pull down his face to pretend to be forced, of course she can't be self-righteous and think that as long as he demolishes him and exposes his reluctance to her mind, he will be able to change his mind and turn from winter to spring.
Doing so will only intensify the conflict even more, because the resentment in his heart has not completely disappeared, and he needs a process of reconciliation.
Every morning, Xuan Ying will get up a moment earlier than him, as for what he can know in advance when he will wake up every time, this is of course because every time this arrogant teenager will deliberately "hum" a few times, move his body to send a "reminder" signal - wake up quickly, uncle, I have slept enough!
Regarding his extremely bad attitude of taking advantage of people, Xuan Ying felt that when the strategy was finished, he would write down the accounts one by one for future crusades.
He was born noble, even if he was once a down-and-out nobleman, he was still the prince and grandson, and he said that he disdained such pediatric things as dressing and grooming!
This matter is actually very easy to solve, even if the thirteen horsemen outside are not as good as the eunuchs and palace maids who are specially waiting in the palace, but wearing a dress and handing a wet handkerchief to wipe their faces or something, they should always do it, but the problem is that jealousy does not let them get close at all, and even does not allow any of them to step into his realm (carriage) step.
So, in the pleading eyes of the thirteen horsemen, Xuan Ying felt that the latest punishment game of jealousy was to reposition her into a position that was more like a servant than a servant.
If she had doubted that he had taken her with him as a retinue eunuch or as an object of affection, now she was sure that she had been demoted to a lower position than the eunuch with herβa laborer, or the one who worked hard and did not receive a salary.
However, this childish mode of getting along still has an advantage, such as the fact that she has a lot more independent time at her disposal, and she does not need to be supervised by jealousy all the time.
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The spring is melting, all kinds of gorgeous flowers are blooming, all are so gorgeous and dazzling, especially the golden wild rape flowers like a yellow butterfly, the breeze is gentle, and the beautiful golden butterflies are flying all over the sky and dance softly and gracefully under a blue background.
"What did they want from you for you?"
Among the wild rape flowers, a tall and a short figure is like a shadow, and the taller figure is dressed in a plain black robe and moves in the wind, bathed in the dawn of the fragrant spring morning, elegant like a beautiful butterfly that leaps and spreads its wings.
The shorter figure sat on a wooden wheelchair covered with red silk cotton, with long inky hair tied with a jasper hairpin, and although the back was weak and bony, it was in the frame of a man with a clean and charming posture.
"These days, you patronize and take care of your jealousy palace, don't you really care about my illness?" The voice of resentment was like a deep resentful woman, humming from the man's mouth.
"Answer me." The woman is not used to being beaten sloppily when she is seriously questioned, and her tone is slightly cold.
"If you want me to answer, answer me first!" The man was stunned for a moment, and then choked back even more vigorously.
"...... "Xuan Ying, no, it's time to change back to Yu Ziying, at this time she doesn't need to continue to disguise, her black and white pupils stared at Wule, and the dark gold color flashed and dimmed: "I don't have much time." If you want to inquire about the woman named Seed Moon, I can tell you that she is fine for the time being, as long as you finish what they have told you to do. β
Wule's face was a little embarrassed when she heard this, and she didn't expect that she would take the initiative to mention Seed Moon to him.
Indeed, he was tied to the carriage on the way to a coma, unconscious, and when he woke up, he found that the seed moon that was with him was gone, thinking about the situation in the dungeon before, and he wanted to ask someone in a panic, but he had no one else to ask except Yu Ziying.
However, after meeting her privately with this kind of thought, when he really saw her tear off the bandages on her face and stand in front of him like a summer flower, he found that all the questions in his mind only revolved around her.
Seeing her treat him so coldly like a stranger, I felt a sense of loss in my heart; Seeing that she was busy before and went, she only knew how to care about jealousy, and she was full of grievances in her heart; Seeing that she and Hua Qian specially set up a trick to bring him out, but they didn't care about his illness at all, his heart was even more resentful and bitter.
This feeling was very uncomfortable, it was even more painful than when he learned that Ziyue was secretly in love with Qi, he sniffed, as if he didn't want to be seen by him the emotions surging in his eyes, the glimmer of light flowed, and he turned his eyes away.
"They went to great lengths to arrest me in order to learn about the Seven Sects of the Teng Snake."
"Teng Snake Seven Sects, what do you mean?" When Yu Ziying heard this, Su Se asked.
In the matter of the Seven Sects of Teng Snake, she no longer plans to continue to be the shopkeeper, and since she is concerned, she will no longer be indifferent.
Wule didn't want to hide it from her, although he wanted to ask her what it had to do with jealousy, where did Jiulan Qiqi, who drove back to save her in a carriage that night, go, and why did she say that she didn't know him at all...... But his mind subconsciously avoided these dangerous questions, and he didn't want to...... Don't want to ...... after learning the truth The two of them really can't go back to their original ways.
β¦β¦ He didn't want to.
"In fact, I am not a pure-blooded Central Plains person, my biological mother is one of the clansmen who are lucky enough to survive in the Teng Snake clan, for so many years she has been keeping her duty and conscientiously being an ordinary harem concubine, all because she is the Teng Snake clan is responsible for the inheritance of medicinal books, but unfortunately she died early, and there is very little knowledge that can be taught and passed on to me, and some of them are instilled with some things within the Teng Snake clan, and the secret about the Seven Sects of the Teng Snake happened to be mentioned to me, so after her death, I am the only one in this world who knows the Tao. β
His mother turned out to be from the Teng Snake Clan?
Yu Ziying had an intriguing look in his eyes: "You say...... Are you from the Teng Snake Clan? β
Although he is a mixed race, looking at his pure eyes, he must not have the ability to inherit the bloodline of the Teng Snake at all. But it was undeniable that she could feel that kind of intimacy from him, no wonder ...... She has always felt that she is not a good person, but she has always been involuntarily a little more tolerant of him, and this is the reason......
"That's right."
And you too, and you are the only remaining snake royal family in this world, he covered his intertwined thick eyelashes, his black eyes drooped, and the warm pale gold warm sun lingered on his face.
The stakes were high on the issue of her identity, and he couldn't just confide in it.
This is also because no one else knows the way, but he knows so many things about the Teng Snake clan.
"Evidence."
As if he had expected Yu Ziying to say this, he smiled on his lips, and slowly untied his clothes, the long black hair like a crow's feather swept over the front, and the clothes slipped off one by one, revealing a waist and abdomen that was fairer and more flexible than a woman, his snowy jade back leaned on the wheelchair, and the exposed ice muscle and jade bones were illuminated by the misty sun, lined with the golden rape flowers around it blooming brilliantly, with an ambiguous and subtle glow, looking from a distance, it was actually white and swaying without any flaws.
For his body, which was more seductive than a woman, Yu Ziying's eyes were very flat, like watching a hairless rooster, sparse and ordinary, and her eyes kept roaming over him until they stopped at his waist, where there happened to be a lifelike and delicate snake mark
"Will it always be there?" Yu Ziying frowned and wondered.
"That's right, it's generally indelible...... Unless, after taking a specially refined, colorless water, it will not manifest except when an adult sends a letter or when the body is 'excited'. After all, Wule is a doctor, and she is not shy about many words, she understands what Yu Ziying is referring to, so she solves her doubts.
I see...... She pondered for a moment before she said, "If he wants you to tell you the secrets of the Seven Sects of the Snake Sect, you can focus on telling him some selectively. β
"Are you worried about my safety?" Wule's eyes lit up, and there was a faint joy in his heart.
But Yu Ziying's next sentence directly shattered his illusions: "Since you can tell the Lazy Emperor, why not tell one more person?" β
Wule's face changed, and he looked at Yu Ziying suddenly: "I ......"
"Emperor Jing was able to successfully subdue a sect, it must have something to do with you, why did he tell the two of them about the seven sects?" This must not be just a coincidence, and his approach, when you think about it, is a bit like ......
He knew that with her ingenuity, this kind of thing would soon be exposed, since she knew all the way, Wule was no longer nervous, he stretched his eyebrows, glanced at Yu Ziying, and then cast his eyes on the bright and dazzling rape flower field dancing: "You must have guessed it, that's right, the snipe and the clam fight, and the fisherman profits, I don't do this for their good, but I don't want to let them live well!" β
The eyes that flew freely were like butterflies with broken wings in an instant, screaming bitterly, with a gloomy hatred in their eyes.
"Your legs...... Is it lazy to interrupt? β
She examined his leg injury, which was clearly paralyzed from a fall from a height.
ββ¦β¦ Be. β
After getting the answer, Yu Ziying looked at the sky and said, "Go back." β
As soon as he heard that he was going back, Wule's expression tightened, and he said hurriedly: "As long as it's your request." Well, if he asks, I'll tell him. β
Wule secretly thought sourly - I'm just guarding for you, anyway, those are the property left by your Teng Snake clan, you can use it as you like, he listened to her question just now, it is not difficult to guess that she must have more or less begun to doubt her background.
But in this case, she also wants him to tell Jealousy the secrets of the Seven Sects, which means that the relationship between the two of them has ...... Inseparable.
As soon as he thought about this, Mairaku's face became very ugly like the unstable moon.