No matter how complicated her feelings are, now is not the time for her to leave, hearing Yoo Yihan's roll call Kim Taeyeon show her head, listening to the director with the male lead actor under the gaze of everyone, training for several months, even the most obscure scene Taeyeon is very familiar, but she is still willing to nag these nagging, and her eyes are more serious than usual, no matter whether she can recite Liu Yihan's words backwards, she really needs something to distract her energy at this moment, and the biggest source of breakup pain is to be reminded, A dialogue, a piece of cake, and even a passing scenery will remind her of their past, and the sudden stunned is because of sadness, and the text message from her ex-boyfriend is tantamount to re-exposing everything that day to her eyes.

These days, Taeyeon often has a dream, in the dream the moonlight is fine, the sky is cloudless, she is in the lawn that is full of candles, watching them arranged in an orderly manner, she stands in the center of the candlelight, but she is alone, it seems to be waiting for something, and it seems that she is just regretting, but it will not rain in the dream, and there is no man standing alone in the candle flame looking at his distant figure, it will not bring heart-rending pain, but it will bring a faint melancholy like a fish in the throat, Whenever Kim Taeyeon wakes up in such a dream, she will do one thing, she opens the drawer at the bottom of the bed, takes out a deeply hidden lighter from it, and then throws it wherever she wants during the day's outing, at first she will go to the place where she lost it to take a look, but when the first lighter disappears inexplicably, she begins to force herself not to look for it anymore.

In the empty bathroom, Kim Taeyeon kept her head down and didn't look at herself reflected in the mirror on the sink. She didn't burst into tears, she just felt extreme tightness in her chest. She propped her hands on the edge of the sink, feeling that it would be okay if she didn't show up for the next premiere. She stared at the marble pattern on the sink in a daze, because her eyes could only be fixed there.

The breakup hurts more than she imagined, but it doesn't hurt as much as she imagined, getting used to it is the same as getting used to the stage and getting used to other people's gaze, when Taeyeon knows and has experienced this first-hand, and has enough confidence that she can complete this journey alone, just a text message from that person easily breaks her defenses, she feels that even if she meets by chance, she can stay normal, she feels that she can stay normal even if Yoona introduces him to all of them one day, but this text message tells her. You can't be normal in the face of the person you love, no matter what.

She gave herself several reasons to persevere, to leave beautiful memories, for the sake of everyone, to change back to her former self, and to end a wrong relationship, but there were many reasons to support her to act like this, but let her act like this. It seems that there is only jealousy. If he says that he broke up with Yoona, if he says that he only loves himself, even if he just imagines Kim Tae-yeon, he knows that he can't stick to it, so the whole reason is just that she has found a 'right' coat for herself. Because she didn't have the real motivation to go back to being alone.

She couldn't say that she loved him in the act of breaking up, because in those days of isolation, she felt that he could give up everything for her.

She didn't admit that she was persecuting him by breaking up. Because in those isolated days, she even did a good job of being so nameless and pointless. has always accompanied his decision.

She felt that he loved herself more than Yuna, and she felt that she would keep looking for such proof. Rather than drifting away from him in the process of searching, it is better to give up like this.

She foresaw the deterioration of the future, so she gave up, leaving only the good ones, but if he felt that he couldn't lose himself and gave up Yuna, then she would go back and replace or win that position......

"Will everything be okay?"

Raising his head and asking in the mirror, this is a question that can only be answered from waiting and time, and at this time, Kim Taeyeon does not seem to have the ability and courage to know the answer.

……

After the twenty-minute meeting, there was only half an hour left before the start of the performance, everyone was making the most post-show preparations, no one knew where Kim Taeyeon had gone, Liu Yihan, who had just finished dealing with the front-door riot, returned backstage, refused to be accompanied by the person in charge of the venue, and was full of irritability to carry out the most post-show procedures before the performance, but the heroine who was about to play in the second act has not yet seen a figure, if it weren't for her good health, it is estimated that she would really have a heart attack.

When Kim Taeyeon reappeared backstage, Yoo Yihan, who concluded that he had a lot of good faces, immediately rushed up, but just when the onlookers were worried that his reprimand was too serious and would affect the state of the actors, they found that the director suddenly lost his anger, he softened his tone with a shocked face, and vaguely heard some words floating over, all of which seemed to be shushing the cold and asking for warmth, everyone was surprised, although curious, no one dared to inquire about it, and noticed that the director's gaze glanced over, and the people who were still looking at it immediately bowed their heads, Each of them went about his own business.

Letting everyone retreat with his gaze, Liu Yihan turned his head and looked at Taeyeon's face again, he glanced at the much lighter wine bottle in his hand, and lowered his voice very worriedly, "Is it really okay?" ”

"Yes!"

Kim Taeyeon replied crisply, but there was a smell of alcohol in her voice, "Don't worry, director, I won't have a problem, and I'm sober now." ”

Listening to her clear words, Liu Yihan was indeed comforted a little, but he was worried about the iron wine bottle in his hand, he still couldn't be completely relieved, although the capacity is not large, it can also hold a small half bottle of soju, and it should be no problem to separate a little bit, but looking at the appearance of this girl, she should have drunk it all at once.

Stage actors, actors, and even drama actors will help perform by ingesting a small amount of alcohol before going on stage, partly because of the psychological effect, partly because of the relaxing effect of alcohol on people's spirits, even if they have starred in thousands of stage plays, they will be nervous, and alcohol can help actors put more energy into the performance, but this does not mean that the more they drink, the better the performance, Liu Yihan has seen that some actors have gained more than they have lost because of this little trick, and it is unimaginable for ordinary people to be hot under the stage lights. In addition, Kim Taeyeon, who is playing music for the first time, may be affected by the strength of alcohol, and one of Yoo Il-han's hearts is completely downloaded to Kim Tae-yeon.

Maybe she's one of them?

Seeing Taeyeon smiling and luggage some seniors, Yoo Il-han automatically dispelled this idea, it was when a girl grew into the most beautiful woman, and Kim Taeyeon, who seemed to have a cheerful personality, how could she be an alcoholic?

Liu Yihan, who ordered Kim Taeyeon to prepare for the stage, is still not at ease, and has been following the neighborhood to observe the actor's state, if she is really affected, even if she is scolded to delay the performance time, Liu Yihan will not mess up a premiere, but Kim Taeyeon performed very well, she came and went in the performance team, greeted everyone seriously, she talked properly, and her steps were not vain, and then returned to the position of her heroine, After nodding to the male protagonist next to him, he looked at the first stage that was being urgently arranged behind the curtain, and it didn't look like he had drunk at all.

Stage plays are different from TV dramas and movies, if everything before depends on the director, then after the show starts, it depends on the actors, except for these actors who do live performances, none of the well-known movie stars in the world can control such a stage, but the stage actors can, because once on stage, each of them is their own director.

Offstage, the audience is already full, there are fans, reporters, simple musical theater audiences and those who want to see their idols starring in musicals, Kim Taeyeon of Girls' Generation is a well-deserved star, even if this theater can only accommodate less than a thousand people, don't expect to make her full without any appeal.

Fourth, the lights suddenly dimmed, the audience who were talking quieted down suddenly, they focused their eyes on the stage, the red curtain was still, carrying the expectation in their eyes, Kim Taeyeon in the darkness in the background looked at the other end of the stage, only felt a dazzling light flashing, the seniors and assistants next to him walked onto the stage, almost at the same time as the last person arrived at the designated position, the curtain was slowly opened, the lights were lit up one step ahead of the music, and Kim Taeyeon, who could not adapt to this light and dark transition, squinted his eyes, The sound of music in her ears told her that the show had begun.

The stage play Song of the Sun, adapted from the work of Kenji Banto, tells a story of love, in which the heroine Woo Yin Kaoru played by Kim Tae-yeon can only live in the moonlight, while the male protagonist loves surfing and lives in the sun Hyoshi.

Love is a miracle.

When she first came into contact with the script of the opera of the Sun, Kim Tae-yeon had such feelings.

Circumstances change with the passage of time.

If you let the current Kim Taeyeon explain it, then miracles are equal to too many coincidences, as well as stories from fairy tales.

Before fully adapting to the lighting on the stage, Kim Taeyeon's gaze crossed the edge of the stage and looked at a certain position in the audience, not standing on the stage, and at this angle, she could vaguely see that position.

It was an empty position.

It was the only empty spot in the whole field.

It was a place she had deliberately vacated.

Kim Taeyeon occasionally thinks that when Hyo-ji wants to take Kao-hoon to walk in the sun in the story, and the dreams of the two people are diametrically opposed to reality, will they still love each other like this? Or at the beginning of their love affair, Xiaozhi already knew that he would never be able to take Kaoru in the sun?

The story ends here in a very perfect place, perfection, which means that it is unassailable, and under the general theme of love, the song of the sun only tells about love, and the author does not care about what happens after love, and the audience does not care.

Perhaps, love is an art that ends here, and it needs to be clever in its beginning and perfect in its end.

People who can't be together probably shouldn't expect the miracle of love, and even if they do, they should know when the road should end here.

The reality story after the song of the sun ends in a fairy tale perfectly, this is Kim Tae-yeon's love, and this is also her end here. (To be continued.) )