Ah Han also smiled slightly, and said, "No one will say anything more about what you write." ”

I sighed, "I know where others dare to say anything." It's just that I don't feel comfortable myself, after all, I'm not doing anything good to save the common people. ”

Ah Han patted me lightly on the back and said, "If you're tired, throw it down," he said softly, "I'll change someone who knows how to write the rest for you, okay?" ”

I shook my head and said, "No need, if people can see that there is a big difference between the front and back, or if you find it and I don't think the writing is satisfactory, it's all a problem, I'll take my time." ”

Seeing that it was useless to persuade me, Ah Han frowned lightly and said, "I knew that I wouldn't be looking for you, but who knew that you would still bother so much." ”

I smiled and said, "It's late." I saw that Ah Han was full of worries, so I smiled lightly, "Actually, I'm not very tired, that's all, I'll just write it down." ”

Ah Han sighed, and then didn't say anything to me persistently, but just turned around and called Miao Wu to say a few words. Where is there still time to spare in the New Year, Ah Hanluo sat down and left.

I didn't get up to say goodbye, but sat there and buried my head in the booklet, and looked at the cumbersome list again. Miao Wu looked at me, sighed, and went to the small kitchen to make me soup and put it on the table, telling me to drink it while it was hot.

After a few days of busy work, nearly 100 people were finally selected before the end of the New Year's Festival, and the rest were all unsuccessful. I was a little relieved and had a good night's sleep.

Ah Han didn't say much, but when he came to see me, he told me that he was tired for a while, so he had a good rest, don't go out again, just recuperate. I was also obedient, I was tired, so I was lazy and rested for a few more days.

It's just that most of the show girls who were not selected accounted for the majority, and there were gradually a lot of words in this palace that I was a jealous person with a small belly. At first, I didn't think about it, but even the little palace maid who was cleaning outside the Chenji Palace dared to blatantly say this loudly outside, and I was angry enough.

It is said that the anger of pregnant people is more vigorous, and I removed the monthly money of several palace people for a month, so as to close their mouths slightly. It's just that it's getting worse out there.

Nobody is around, I do know that what I did is wrong, and if I restrain myself a little, this thing will not get worse. It's just that there are still more than a hundred or so to brush them all down, and I don't dare to start because of a lot of gossip.

There was another snowfall, not as heavy as the previous snowfalls, but it was also sparse and sparse for a day. I still have some leisure, I didn't take them with me, I took an umbrella out, dressed thickly, and walked around the palace.

It's just that before I got out of the palace, I heard the whispers of the two little palace maids who were sent to the palaces with charcoal in front of me. It's just that the more I don't want to hear it, the clearer it is.

One said, "Have you heard?" Even the court knows that our imperial concubine is jealous! ”

The other, apparently surprised, asked, "Is that true?" ”

The one said, "How is it not true? Speaking of our queen's mother's maiden grandfather, Liang Xiang took the lead in the recital, saying that the imperial concubine Niangniang was so ignorant of the general situation and hindered the thousands of generations of the country, and she was really not qualified to be the imperial concubine, and united the minister to ask the emperor to abolish the imperial concubine. ”

The other approached and said, "Isn't the imperial concubine miserable?" ”

This one scoffed, "How so? The imperial concubine is a holy favor, and the emperor said at the time that this is his family matter, and there is no need for ministers to worry about it! ”

……

It was just a few words, but it reached my ears clearly. I have mixed feelings in my heart, and it is strange that Ah Han has been telling me not to go out these days, I am afraid that I am pregnant and will be bumped, it turns out that this is the reason.

The snowflakes were still fluttering, and I didn't bother to wander elsewhere. I just stood for a while and then turned around and walked towards Chenji Palace, and my tears welled up in my eyes several times, and I could only wipe them away indiscriminately. The feeling of being misunderstood is just too depressing. I was very innocent at this time, but I was not completely innocent, and I didn't know whether I was right or wrong.

It's just that as an imperial concubine, not only can I not take Ah Han for myself, but I also can't cry in front of everyone. It is more difficult to endure tears than to endure the pain, as long as the pain is not manifested on the face, the internal organs are already in pain, only if they do not show it, the clouds are light and light, and no one will find out. And tears, I know I have to hold back, but I don't know that even if I hold back, there will be a steady stream of rising mist in front of my eyes.

After walking a few steps, thinking about the heavy snowy day, there were many fewer people coming and going, and I immediately arrived at Chenji Palace, crying and crying, just don't care. It's just that I still remember not to be too sad, so I'm afraid my heart can't bear it.

But the tears fell a little more, and I couldn't cry anymore. It's a sad thing to have no tears! Because I don't know what other way to vent.

Chenji Palace was close in front of me, but I walked like thousands of miles away, and I don't know why my steps became heavier and heavier. I strengthened my mind, and I still tried to step over, Wang Ning had already cleared the snow and saw me staggering back, so he hurriedly threw a broom and ran over to help me.

Wang Ning asked, "What's wrong with the girl?" It's such a cold day, and I'm sweating profusely. ”

I shook my head, just feeling inexplicably uncomfortable. Just because he didn't want others to find out, he asked Wang Ning weakly: "The snow hasn't stopped yet...... Are you ...... at this point What kind of snow did you sweep? ”

When Wang Ning saw me asking, he just said: "Although the snow has not stopped, it is just swept down and down, for fear that people will slip." The girl is pregnant, we are all careful! ”

I was only moved in my heart when I heard it, but I didn't have the strength to say anything, so I just smiled reluctantly. Wang Ning saw that I was not very good, and as soon as he entered the door, he hurriedly shouted: "Sister Miaowu, Sister Yuyu, come and see what's wrong with the girl?" ”

Miao Wu and Yuyu heard him shouting urgently, so they also hurried out of the house. When they saw me, they were all startled, and hurriedly helped me into the house, Yuyu turned around and ran out to ask for a doctor.

I grabbed Yuyu and said weakly: "Don't make a noise first, just say ...... I'm asking for a doctor...... Come and ask for the ...... of the pulse of peace Don't shout that the palace is full of ...... Got the ......"

Yuyu nodded solemnly, and ran out in a hurry, and Miao Wu helped me in and lay down.

As soon as I lay down in bed, I felt tired and relaxed. I just said it, but I didn't know that my heart was faintly painful, so the doctor was about to arrive, so I waited slowly.

Miao Wu asked anxiously, "Girl, what's wrong?" It's not worry-free all day, and no one follows it. ”

I smiled faintly, not having the strength to fight her. Miao Wu saw that I didn't speak, but was just covered in cold sweat, so she felt even more uneasy, and just asked, "Girl, where are you uncomfortable?" ”

I slowly spoke: "Heart-to-mouth ......"

Miao Wu's face instantly turned pale, and she was at a loss, she didn't know what to do, she just gently covered me with a quilt, and then opened the curtain several times to see if the doctor was coming. Before long, the imperial doctor hurriedly followed Yuyu.

I was already in a vague and half-asleep state, but suddenly I had a chill or two from outside, and I gently opened my eyes and saw that the Imperial Doctor had arrived. I also smiled, and the Imperial Doctor hurriedly knelt down to say goodbye. Miao Wu pulled up the imperial doctor and said, "Don't ask for peace, look at our girl!" ”

The doctor wiped his sweat and hurriedly asked for his pulse. Miao Wu and Yu Yu looked nervously at the Imperial Doctor. After a while, the Imperial Physician lowered his hand, breathed a sigh of relief, and was no longer so nervous. Walked to the table and wrote the recipe, and handed it to Miao Wu.

Then he saw that I hadn't slept yet, so he said respectfully: "Niangniang has been wasting her hard work recently, she must be tired, and I hope that Niangniang will pay attention to maintenance in the future," the doctor paused, as if thinking about how to tell me, and said after a while, "Niangniang should know the main blood of the heart, and the qi and blood of the whole body must flow into the heart, and the doctor said that the soul of the five internal organs is hidden here." The mother was probably in a mood or two at the end of a quarter of an hour, or frightened, happy, sad, sad, or nervous. Niangniang, you are already lacking in spleen and lungs, losing heart, yin ~ essence loss, lack of qi and blood, and imbalance of yin and yang, so you have to bother to recuperate. ”

I smiled faintly and asked, "This time...... But does it matter? ”

The imperial doctor's face was soothing and said, "This time it can be supported, Niangniang doesn't have to be nervous." ”

I nodded faintly, and gently closed my eyes and closed my eyes. When the Imperial Physician saw that I was not talking, he also withdrew.

When the imperial doctor went out, I opened my eyes and saw that Yuyu was still beside me, and Miao Wu probably went to grab the medicine and decoction. I called, "Yuyu? ”

Yuyu hurriedly squatted on the edge of my bed and asked, "What do you have the girl's instructions?" ”

I said softly, "Except for the Imperial Doctor...... You don't have ...... Vocal, right? ”

Yuyu nodded and said gloomily: "According to me, girl, let's not be angry with this!" She said indignantly, "The emperor also spoils you, why bother wading into this troubled water?" ”

I just smiled slightly, and Yuyu said, "I know that the girl must have heard some foul language or seen something when she went out." Yuyu sighed, "Why should we? Girl, you're still pregnant, no matter what! ”

I asked lightly, "You guys...... Heard too...... What, right? ”

Yuyu said: "Let's live our own lives, regardless of them!" ”

I smiled and said, "Exactly...... Right and wrong...... Let's just take care of ourselves......"

Yuyu saw that I was tired and stopped talking, so I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. I knew I would be told like this, and if it weren't for Ah Han, I wouldn't want to mix it up. I also know that I am only saying this to comfort Yuyu. What can we do if we live our own? We are still alive in the eyes of others, and we can't escape. The saying that well water does not violate the river water is not suitable for the harem.