What does Chang Jing mean to Han Yu?

In 1990, Han Yongxin filed for divorce from Chang Jing, but Chang Jing did not agree, and the two parties were deadlocked and separated for many years. Two years later, Gu Qinghuan entered Xinyao Investment Company, with talent and intelligence, and his position rose rapidly.

Faced with her increasingly close husband and new love, Chang Jing was disheartened and went to the United States to join her relatives, and later her relatives died in the United States, and she stayed there for a long time. She is a stubborn person, and in the face of a hopeless marriage, she resolutely refuses to divorce.

From the moment Chang Jing decided that her husband was cheating, there was a thought settled in her mind: once divorced, Han Yongxin and Gu Qinghuan were bound to go to marriage hand in hand, so she couldn't sign the divorce agreement.

The world is selfish, and when it hurts, most people are accustomed to ignoring the pain of others and magnifying their own wounds.

After settling in the United States for many years, Han Yue couldn't rest assured that his mother lived with her.

A person who was once so proud dedicated the only humility in her life to marriage, and she also tried to compromise and change during the separation, but it was undoubtedly ridiculous to smile like that.

Han Yu can't laugh, how can he laugh at his father and mother as a son?

A failed marriage has created more than ten years of resentment and pain for the mother.

The love she once believed in knocked her down, and she has been in a state of collapse ever since. Swiping his father's card during the day, shopping on a spree, and can't sleep at night, he needs alcohol to fall asleep.

She wasn't like this, but after being stimulated, she seemed to be a different person. Many times, she looked at her drunken and hazy self in the mirror and felt that it was not her.

At first, Han Yu would do everything he could to stop his mother, but then he didn't stop it, and he sadly found that his mother was terminally ill.

A family that was once so happy fell apart overnight, and his mother lived like a drunkard, and as their son, it was impossible for him to remain indifferent.

For many years, she suffered from depression, which was suppressed by medication.

In 01, my father came to the United States and asked my mother to go out, which was nothing more than to talk about divorce, but even so, my mother was very happy, tried on a skirt, ran to the study and asked him: "Is it good-looking?" Your dad will like it when he sees it? ”

He didn't speak for a long time, how sad, his father no longer loved her, but she still loved his father persistently.

He thought that she was his mother, and he couldn't crush her joy with words, even though he knew that her joy would not last long, and that maybe it would collapse in an instant after meeting her father, but at the moment she was happy, she hadn't been so happy for a long time.

Sure enough, when she came back that day, she hugged him and cried very sadly.

She eventually got divorced.

On the way, the two got into an argument and almost got into a car accident. For the rest of his life after the catastrophe, his father's voice was tired: "Ah Jing, let's get a divorce!" I'm really tired. ”

That night, Chang Jing shed a night of tears, and many years later, Han Yu had forgotten what her mother looked like when she was in tears, but she deeply remembered her eyes when she was desperate.

She didn't expect it, and he didn't expect it, that her father would marry Gu Qinghuan so soon after the divorce.

My father got married very low-key, and he didn't do anything big, and my mother learned about it relatively late, and the news reached the United States, and it was already noon the next day.

She committed suicide and cut her wrist, only then did he realize that her depression was on the rise.

He has always known that Chang Jing is not a good mother, and Han Yongxin is not a good father, because they are more selfish than him, but the blood relationship is destined to wander in the bodies of the three of them for a lifetime, and some bonds will follow him for a lifetime.

Chang Jing committed suicide twice, once he found it early and rescued it in time; Another time is now, when I found it late, and I can't go back.

On the morning of the 1st, he saw his mother lying quietly on the bed with her hands folded, her breathing stagnated instantly, and she walked to the side of the bed very slowly, and first called "Mom" softly.

The sound of "Mom" was said lightly, but she didn't respond.

Fingers snooped into her snort, the blood flow suddenly hit the brain, no amount of strength could support the weight of his whole body, and the moment his eyes were fogged, even he didn't expect that one day he would cry out in such fear.

The cry, as if it had rolled in his throat several times, burst out after a muffled swallowing sound.

After the incident, all the Lu family rushed over, and Han Yu stood so sadly, not daring to think about his mother's expression when she died, it was a scar, no matter how many years passed, he would never forget it.

While Han Shuhui was in tears, she scolded Chang Jing for being too selfish.

Han Yu pulled his lips, he obviously wanted to sneer, but in the end he couldn't laugh, his mother was really selfish, so she left without worry, how could he ever think about what would happen to him after losing his parents?

I have watched some inspirational films, scenes of family suffering, or the unexpected death of a husband or wife, and the person who stayed behind has also collapsed and despaired, but after they have gone through a trough, they will grit their teeth and live strong for their children...... Now that I think about it, movies are related to life, but there is also a disconnect from time to time, and some of the inspirational and tragic histories staged are pure nonsense in front of today's Han Yu.

When Chang Jing died, there was a photo on her chest, a group photo of her and Han Yongxin in college, at that time, the summer flowers were brilliant, he and her stood under the shadow of the flowers, smiling beautifully.

Is there him in there? No. Abandoned by his father, and then abandoned by his mother, it seems that for them he is just a superfluous person, or they think that he is strong enough to withstand all the changes and the weight of life.

The heart was clenched together, after the death of the father