45. [44] Think of her with a cigarette time
Xiao Shengye casually held the steering wheel and galloped on the coastal road, the summer in H City was very hot, he wanted to blow the sea breeze and sort out his thoughts.
"Brother, when I'm in a bad mood, you can accompany me to the beach!"
"Why do you want to go to the beach?"
"Because the sea breeze takes away your troubles."
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Thinking of Anqi again, Xiao Shengye evoked a helpless smile. Every time he was in a bad mood, he would think of Angel, because thinking about her made it feel like everything he was facing in front of him was nothing.
He can even give up the love of his life, what else can't be lost?
Xiao Shengye parked the car on the side of the road where there was no one, leaned on the car, lit a cigarette, let go of his long-suppressed thoughts, and the picture of being close to An Qi on the plane came to mind, it was the first time in six years that he and her were so close, she was by his side, as if he could touch her as soon as he stretched out his hand, but she would never belong to him, which was decided from the very beginning of their meeting-
He was eight years old that year, and Angel was four years old.
He lives in an orphanage on the outskirts of the city, and she lives in a villa in the middle of the city.
Maybe they wouldn't have crossed paths, but one day Xiao Zhenting and Lin Qiaoen took An Qi to his orphanage, and they said to An Qi: "Yuxin, haven't you always wanted a brother?" Just choose one of these children. ”
At that time, he had no idea that his life was about to change because of this little girl, and he was still fighting with another child.
"Auntie, Xiaoliu, he beat me, woo."
He pushed the child to the ground and broke his own knee, but the child first complained to the orphanage aunt.
The aunt came to him with a feather duster, and he thought he was going to be beaten, so he stubbornly leaned on the ground and refused to get up.
At this time, a fleshy little hand stretched out to him: "Brother, your knee is bleeding." ”
It was the first time he had seen Angel, she was dressed in a white dress, holding a bear doll in her hand, with pigtails and a beautiful little red face.
"Are you an angel?" He was stunned for a moment, how could there be such a good-looking little girl?
Angel didn't understand what he meant, just squatted down and knelt on the ground and exhaled to his knee, "Brother, are you hurt?" ”
He never cried because of wrestling, but because of Anqi's question, his eyes were covered with a layer of mist.
"Who are you?" He knew that she was certainly not a child of the orphanage.
"My name is Xiao Yuxin." Angel smiled sweetly at him.
Xiao Yuxin, a nice name.
Xiao Zhenting and Lin Qiaoen also rushed over, and An Qi turned her head to them and said, "Daddy, Mommy, I want him to be my brother." ”
He was stunned, when her brother? Looking at Xiao Zhenting and Lin Qiaoen, who were well-dressed, he immediately understood that they had come to adopt children in the orphanage.
"What's your name?" Lin Qiaoen bent down and looked at him with a pleasant face.
"My name is Xiaoliu." He was the naughtiest kid in the orphanage, so every time someone came to adopt a child, he wouldn't want him.
Sure enough, the aunt in the orphanage explained his situation to Xiao Zhenting, and immediately saw him frowning.
"Yuxin, there are still a lot of children here, can you choose another brother?" Lin Qiaoen touched Anqi's little face and said softly.
Anqi was so aggrieved that she cried, and hugged him tightly, "Don't, I want him to be my brother." ”
Her little hands are so soft, her taste is so fragrant, and her tears are like crystal pearls, which makes him want to protect this little angel for the rest of his life.
Later, he changed his name to Xiao Shengye and became the adopted son of the Xiao family and Anqi's elder brother......
The past was like smoke, a cigarette burned out, Xiao Shengye returned to the car, stepped on the accelerator fiercely, and the speed exceeded 100 yards per hour, he did not allow himself to have the slightest soft-heartedness and guilt.
He could only think about her with a cigarette, because he couldn't protect the angels, so he had chosen to turn into a demon.