Chapter 532 Push the Heart Knot
"What can't I do? You make it clear, why do you seem like I'm making trouble? Regardless of whether her temperament is gentle or not, from the bottom of her heart, Lin Yu is still a very arrogant person, and she herself does not deny this.
After watching her finish speaking, biting her lip and looking at herself, Bai Feiruo suddenly remembered what Pei Yi had said to him, if a woman is angry, grab her and kiss her, and kiss her out of breath. And the girl in front of her is so beautiful, with a beautiful face with tear stains, beautiful eyes slightly red, and attractive red lips......
Anyway, by the time he came back to his senses, he was already immersed in the kiss, and the girl in his arms was a little resistant at first, but slowly began to respond, until her face was flushed and her breath was short, and they gradually stopped the kiss.
Then Lin Yu felt a lot less sad in his heart, but unfortunately he was annoyed and angry, and as soon as he tiptoed, he bit his lip, and his sharp teeth bit his lip, obviously it was a smell of blood, but there was a strange feeling of charm.
Bai Feiruo's heart beat a little faster, and his body seemed to have some kind of strange feeling, although he also knew that this was normal, but he was still a little cramped and uneasy, and took a few deep breaths before suppressing that strange feeling. Glancing at Lin Yu again, fortunately, her current mood is shame, sadness, sadness and disappointment, if she is as calm as usual, I am afraid that she has already noticed her body.
Xiaobai breathed a sigh of relief, but her hands still didn't relax, she gently pecked the tears on her cheeks, sighed and said, "I'm silent." But if I'm not angry because of this, I'm angry that you hide from me. ”
"Why are you hiding it from me? What was going on that day? Since we are an unmarried couple, we will be people who will spend our lives together in the future. Am I such an untrustworthy person in your heart? ”
"Is this my fault? How can I talk about this kind of thing so easily? Lin Yu let out a long sigh, "And I didn't mean to hide it from you, I was tired and messy when I came back on the first day, and didn't I go to the throne on the second day?" And then today, before the decree comes, I was going to say to you, isn't that something? ”
Lin Yu said. Xiaobai also recalled that she wanted to talk and stopped talking before, thinking that it was for this matter, and she was also relieved. It seems that he didn't speak because he was shy, but he was still very angry, "Then you shouldn't doubt my sincerity, it's just a silence." You think I'm going to regret my marriage? You simply underestimate my feelings for you. And degraded my character! If something like that really happened, I feel sorry for you too late, how could I leave you at that time? ”
"Isn't that when you're going to leave me?" Lin Yu glanced at him and said a little provocatively.
"Lin Yu! Can you trust your husband with all your heart? Xiaobai said a little frantically.
To be honest, for ancient men, Lin Yu admitted that she was a little prejudiced, so she hesitated. Still sighed and said the truth. "I trust you very much, but I don't have full faith. Look at those men, how many of them can be consistent? When the dynasty was relatively open, what man did not have requirements for women's chastity, but he had three wives and four concubines? There are no concubines on the surface, girls in the room, and even hooked up with the Oiran singer of the Qinglou Chu Pavilion. ”
The general environment is like this, she feels that it is really difficult to fully believe that an ancient man can really meet his own requirements, not to mention how fortunate men are since ancient times, but how infatuated women are, born like this.
"I mean really, you think about it, if that situation really happens, your idea is not to force you, although I escaped this time, but I don't know when the political situation in Ludao will stabilize, and what kind of turmoil will there be in the future."
Lin Yu let out a long sigh, the wind blew on her face, bringing her a bit of a bleak smile, "If you can't really be in the same boat and get along with each other, then it's not bad to forget about each other, at least in this way, you can always smile when you meet in the future." ”
Hearing Lin Yu make him think about it seriously, Xiaobai was actually quite angry, he felt that his heart had been completely displayed in front of her, and she was still so hesitant, completely distrusting her performance.
But obviously the sun was so bright, the autumn light was just right, but her expression was so sad, his heart was soft, his fingers trembled a little unconsciously, stroked her face, and sighed softly.
"How could I blame you, in fact, who am I to be angry? After all, I didn't protect you well, so you were so frightened. ”
Lin Yu thought about his answer, but she didn't expect him to take the responsibility on herself, she was moved and surprised for a while, but at the same time she also noticed his knot.
Lin Yu didn't know if there was a relationship with the real perfection of Lu Dao, but she knew very well that the relationship between them was not so simple and beautiful.
Just as Lin Yu was insecure because he left his hometown and was reborn in ancient times, Xiaobai actually had a knot in his heart.
He is a free-spirited, frank, and sincere teenager, but for various reasons, he has to be in the chaotic situation of the capital. However, Lin Yu climbed too fast, and what Yin Susu left behind was an extremely difficult situation. If he has always been a troubleless teenager, who will not gradually mature and learn to take responsibility as he grows older?
Xiaobai is a very good man, so naturally he will not shirk his responsibilities and be a coward. However, with Xiaobai's experience and character, it is indeed impossible to bear all this in a short period of time.
So Lin Yu's problem is uneasiness, and his problem is fear, not fear of responsibility itself, but worry that it will be difficult for him to protect Lin Yu.
Seeing Lin Yu face one difficulty after another almost alone, he was really afraid, afraid that one day he would not be able to protect his lover.
At this moment, Xiaobai could not control his emotions, and he couldn't help but say it for a while, and Lin Yu realized that all this had given him great psychological pressure.
Of course, Lin Yu also understood that the cause of this pressure was Xiaobai's concern for himself, so how could he not have a little ripple in his heart, and said with great emotion, "But this is really not your problem, and you should believe me, after all, I am not a delicate flower that grows dependent on others." ”
Looking at Lin Yu's sincere eyes, Xiao Bai was just about to speak, but a servant ran over without knowing each other, winning his angry eyes.
"County Lord, someone is coming!"
"Is it Pei Gongzi?" Lin Yu asked strangely, "Go and inform King Qi." ”
"No, it's Mrs. Zhang here." (To be continued......)