- Chapter 20: Prayer Bead Bracelet (1)

The night breeze is cool, and it seems to be able to cool people's hearts. The wind in Nanjing has never been cold, but it can cool people's hearts.

I don't know if it's weishenme, there will always be a pain like Ling Chi in her heart, but she can't say anything!

That time, she didn't cry. Maybe it's subconsciously that there's nothing to cry about. Perhaps, in the end, it is deep love, and she is unwilling to save anything with tears!

Indeed, there is nothing to cry about, and there is nothing to cry about! Looking at Guan Er'er's happiness, maybe for her, it may not be another kind of happiness.

For her now, watching Guan Erer be happy is more important than anything else, but now, she no longer has the opportunity to watch Guan Erer be happy.

At that time, she smiled, rubbed her somewhat sore nose, threw herself on the sofa heavily, and silently thought in her heart again and again, you are happy!

Guaner, you want to be happy, okay?

She didn't know how she fell asleep that night, all she knew was that when she woke up, everything would be fine. Later, it did get better, but she always felt that something was missing, and if she really wanted to say what was missing, she couldn't say.

Perhaps, from that night on, Guan Erer accepted Lu Jiashan from the heart!

These, although Guan Erer didn't say it, she could feel it.

Their relationship continues to heat up in a tepid life, but she loses temperature in this tepid life, she can't feel the temperature of people's hearts, and she can't feel the temperature of her body, she always says, if you are well, it is a sunny day.

Later, she slowly got used to it, used to the fact that there was one more Lu Jiashan between her and Guan Er, and she was used to Lu Jiashan's existence in her life, but she would be Guan Er's most friend, she would not lose Guan Er, she always thought so, always been.

Things will always backfire, and it seems that what happens to her Su Tianyu will always backfire.

Guan Erer loves Lu Jiashan, she thinks, at least it will be much more than love her, indeed, she is not wrong at all, but later, Guan Erer accepted Lu Jiashan both mentally and physically.

She never thought that one day, Guan Er'er, who hated being touched by others so much, would accept the touch of people other than her, and would abandon all of them for the sake of a Lu Jiashan.

Until that day came, she still didn't want to believe it, but she finally understood that Guan Erer was not hers. Perhaps, it has never been hers, after all, Guan Erer is not her, or perhaps, Guan Erer has not even been another Su Tianyu.

However, in the end, she is in love, she can't give up anything, even if Guan Erer is a woman, but it is still what she loves. She didn't want to change anything!

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That day, she and Xiao Ran and Cheng Yan together, with Guan Er, wandering around the business district in the center of Nanjing, looking at the dazzling array of goods, she only fell in love with one, which is extremely rare, shopping, she was always empty when she returned.

It was a rosary bracelet with forty-nine sandalwood beads, although it was not eye-catching, but that bracelet would be the most suitable for her, seventy-eight thousand, not cheap, but for her, it was nothing.

She once sent three purple jade Maitreya pendants to Xiao Ran, she does not believe in Buddhism, but has an almost crazy love for the items of the Buddha, when the heart is unbearable, she always likes to hold the rosary bracelet, reciting Buddhist scriptures over and over again.

She never thought that that day, it was because of that sandalwood bracelet that she would not regret it for the rest of her life.

Guan Erer contacted Lu Jiashan that day, saying that he wanted to get together with his friends, and she heard Guan Erer say, "Jiashan, accompany me and my friends to dinner!" At that time, she understood that Guan Erer accepted Lu Jiashan completely.

There are only three people in Guan Er'er's core circle of friends, and Xiao Ran and Cheng Yi have never seen Lu Jiashan.

Guan Er's shijie, maybe the three of them have an extremely important position, seeing them, in fact, this is enough to witness Guan Erer's feelings for Lu Jiashan.

It's just that Lu Jiashan wasted such true feelings, in the hearts of others, perhaps, it would be a bit too much to say that it was in vain, but in her Su Tianyu's heart, Lu Jiashan's was indeed in vain.

Lu Jiashan that day rejected the invitation because of the company's temporary incident, and at the same time, he didn't explain much, leaving Guan Er'er who was standing in place, and his whole expression was stunned.

In a few seconds, Guan Er'er, who had woken up, smiled, but the alienation in that smile was even worse than at the beginning.

"Three, Qi Lu once introduced me to a blind date, do you want to meet?" Although it was a statement and a little mischievous words, she didn't know that she would sound like a winter wind.

They who are familiar with Guan Er's mind will not refuse, and Qi Lu introduced them, and they take it for granted that they will be reliable.

It's just that sometimes, what people take for granted is always unexpected!