My heart really needs to hurt so hard, maybe I was still running away from it, but now when I see Wu Yao's appearance when he is injured, and when I see Li Man's distressed appearance crying into tears, that needle is really stabbed hard, and my feelings for Ouyang Ze are really like the broken red wine bottle, even though there are seven fragments of feelings, but I can't collage completely...

"Ouyang Ze, I want to have a good talk with you."

When I returned to the ward, I found that Ouyang Ze was still waiting for me at the door, and when he saw me, he also showed a smile of relief on his face.

It's just that now it doesn't matter to me what his expression is, and it is impossible for any expression to arouse my love for him anymore, this time I have to deal with this matter rationally, and deal with our relationship that is on the verge of collapse.

It was already dusk, and the reddened sky outside the window was like a painting made by Monet, and the birds were also brought to life by Monet's pen.

It must be a fitting place for a young couple to talk sweetly on the beach, or for a twilight couple to sit in a rocking chair and relax, but it would be a different feeling to cut off the love in such a view...

"Since you were still in love with Qing at that time, why did you look for me again."

Qing is a pain in his heart, except for the last Christmas when he confided his heart, he will avoid every time he mentions Qing, and this time is an exception.

He still had the idea that we could reconcile, and thought that we could turn the page over with a few casual quarrels as before, so that when he spoke, there were lingering love words and useless apologies.

"You know, I love you, because I love you, so I look for you."

If these words come out of the mouth of an ordinary young man, they will definitely deceive a lot of ignorant girls, but how can I, who have already experienced so many things, believe his nonsense? Think he really loves me?

"Forget it, Ouyang Ze, you and I both know it, just make it clear what the purpose of you came to me at that time, it's really boring to deceive like this, and when I know the truth one day in the future, I may be even more disgusted with you."

I sat on the bed and slowly put the quilt on my lap, waiting for Ouyang Ze's explanation.

He didn't look at me with the seductive girl's eyes anymore, nor did he say any more sensual love words, but closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Do you really want to know? Even if the truth is so disgusting to you, I... I'm not like you once thought? ”

His tone suddenly became formal, and the series of movements of pulling the chair and sitting down looked also bohemian.

"Yes, I want to know, I want to know what you're hiding from me."

Hearing me say this, Ouyang Ze was still a little helpless. He said to me as he peeled off his dirty coat.

"Can't we really go back? Can't really start over? ”

Listening to his tone, it seemed like his last effort, the last time he asked me what I thought, as if he would gladly accept whatever result I gave him this time.

"Ouyang Ze, you should understand, you did that kind of thing to my father, and used such indiscriminate means against me and Li Man, how can you let me start over with you? How can I love you again? ”

Every word seemed to pierce his heart, so that his trembling lips didn't know what to say to keep me...

"Okay, then I'll tell you the truth..."