Chapter 219: Thinking about people in the old land is unbearable

Longji's mind suddenly drifted, and he couldn't help but recall the many clutches and dispersions in this flashy world, and suddenly felt that the mortals who were at the mercy of emotions were really the most bitter souls in the world! Partial and helpless, unable to escape or hide.

Seeing that he was silent for a long time, the two princesses on the side were a little in a trance, feeling that the atmosphere was a little embarrassing and indifferent.

Yu Zhen raised his hand and patted his brother's forearm, narrowed his eyes and slowly became careful: "Does the third brother support my sister's decision?" ”

Long Ji Fang came back to his senses, looked at his sister's eyes with a trace of pity, hooked his lips and smiled: "The two younger sisters have made up their minds, and even their father and emperor have no objections, what can I say?" ”

Hearing what he said, he had such a face that did not show displeasure, and the two princesses were relieved and smiled back.

With fragrant tea and fruit, the three brothers and sisters, who had never been together for a long time, sat together and talked about many old childhood things, and naturally they couldn't avoid talking about their hard-working mother.

Concubine Dou De entered the palace with Empress Liu to visit Emperor Wu that year, that is, these two people never came back once they went. Obviously, Emperor Wu handled these two dissatisfied daughters-in-law privately......

The death of the mother and the queen has always been a knot in Longji's heart. He always thought that when he was a child, he scolded Wu Yizong a few words and said things such as "This is our Li family's court, what do you have to do with outsiders", so he aroused his grandmother's suspicions, thinking that what the children said was taught by adults, and it must be the queen who was the mother-in-law and the concubine De, who was the biological mother, always said this day after day, so the children who didn't understand anything learned it, so the image of the two daughters-in-law was greatly reduced, and the two were removed.

In fact, these two things have been separated for many years! Where can it be relied on by LONGi?

yes, no one really thinks that these two things are necessarily connected, and no one really blames him. Can't escape from this inner prison, and the resentment has not let go of this burden so far, only Longji is alone!

This self-suffering is really distressing.

"I will not give up on finding a burial place for my birth mother." Separated by the light of day, Longji set his mind.

Jin Xian and Yu Zhen gradually fell silent, and there was a tacit possibility, none of them said: that is, their mother and Empress Liu had been thrown away or scattered......

In the years when the power of the world was returned to Li Tang, my father, and their brothers and sisters have been looking for the burial place of their mother concubine and Empress Liu, but so far they have found nothing.

But even if he found nothing, Longji never admitted in his heart that his mother was dead and had no place to be buried!

As long as it has not been found, then there is still a glimmer of hope; He will continue to look for it, and he will continue to look for it for a lifetime, even if he ascends the throne as emperor in the future...... In fact, he did. Of course, that's an afterthought.

Jin Xian sighed slowly, and looked at his brother with a deep gaze: "Third brother, it's been so long, and some of the baggage that is attached to the body...... Don't overthink it! Epilogue: A sigh.

Longji's heartstrings were tugged at and understood what his sister meant between the lines, she was telling him that the death of his mother and Empress Liu had nothing to do with him, and told him not to have too much burden.

In fact, over the years, my father, my brothers and sisters, and my friends...... All the people who knew about this and were close to him basically persuaded him to some extent. But I'm afraid that he will only admit this one obsession for the rest of his life! People who are obsessed are terrible, and it seems that it will never be possible to see the truth of the situation, and they only blindly cling to their own beliefs, so they are useless.

Even though he knew that it had no effect, Jin Xian couldn't help but persuade him like this. This is also an obsession.

After Longji calmed down, he nodded to his sister: "Hmm." "Understatement perfunctory.

Jin Xian didn't say anything more, and sighed in his heart when he bowed his head, slowly, a little helpless.

Yu Zhen on the side saw the gradual sparseness of the atmosphere, his mind swayed slightly, and he took the initiative to turn the heavy words. She laughed and talked about the past with her sister over the years, because her father Li Dan had a period of imprisonment in the palace when Emperor Wu was there, and the mother of the two sisters went early, and they couldn't go to their own fiefdom compared to the prince, and they were young, so their growth was like a lot of people.

Among them, there is also Princess Taiping's share!

They had received the help and support of this young aunt, and perhaps their thoughts on entering the Tao were more or less influenced by the peaceful young entrants.

Longji suddenly heard the stubble of Taiping, and his heart was ...... Taiping, how is it peaceful everywhere! His world really can't escape a "peaceful" image!

But in front of his sister, he couldn't let this emotion attack a little, so he had to hold and hide his thoughts in his heart, and the smile on his face was stalemate, echoing, and far-fetched......

Some people and some things, with the turn of the years and the changes in the sea of mulberry fields, are destined to not return to the old appearance. What cannot be recovered, such as what has happened, the traces of the imprint, the wounds that have been given...... are destined to only be put in the heart, sewing and mending for a lifetime, slowly healing, slowly calming down, but never able to do not have a trace and return to the same as before! .

After resigning their younger brother, Jin Xian and Yu Zhen walked on the palace road outside the East Palace that was soaked in Wenyang's dissolving color. Perhaps it was due to interest, and when he was about to pass through the lotus garden outside the East Palace, Jin Xian asked Yuzhen to go back to the dormitory first, saying that he still wanted to walk and relax again.

Yuzhen also quit her sister and went back first.

Jin Xian sent off the palace people who were standing on the left and right, and walked into the small garden alone, during which he walked and enjoyed. The wonderful eyes swept over the scenery here, looking at the evening lotus that was still blooming all over the lake, and I was grateful for the bricks, stones, flowers and trees here, and suddenly I had mixed feelings, as if I could touch the breath of that person in the past, his shadow. It seems that he is still ......

That person is her cousin, and even more so her beloved, the prince of Jiechou, Li Chongjun.

The heavenly wind swept over from a distant LangLang, and the momentum suddenly changed from the peacefulness of the square to a little fierce. Jin Xian raised his hand and wrapped a short cloak around his shoulder, his mood suddenly empty, and his thoughts drifted high and far with the wind.

Suddenly, she fell into memories of the past......

She and he have known each other since childhood, and that was as early as when she was still the lord of Xicheng County, and they had already been close to each other!

This bold and perverse love affair is really against etiquette, but the world of two young people has always been simple and clean. They don't care so much, they don't have any worries, and they are even a little greedy for this kind of private movement without telling their parents.

No matter how close the situation in the outside world is, no matter how dangerous the situation is, it has nothing to do with them, they are immersed in the paradise of their love, walking in the meantime, slightly drunk, looking at the green grass, red flowers, blue sky.

They quietly gave the gift of Nacai in private, she said, "Toast for me, and make three wishes with you: one wish that the world is peaceful; Second, I wish to be physically strong; Three wishes to come to the old man, and see you in the number".

He said that there is no separation......

I think I was really young and naïve at that time, and the plainness of the whole body seemed to have a wisp of boyish madness! Really credulously believed in arrogant and ignorant statements such as "man will conquer the sky", and really thought that making a promise and making a vow would be such a long-term thing for a lifetime?

Scold.

Now, this round and round has passed for many years. In the dream, I didn't see Danqing, and after a long time in the world, those distresses and sorrows were still clear. But he suddenly realized that it seemed that he had never left him......

Jin Xian raised his hand, stroked the willow silk on one side with his fingers, leaned his face over, and felt the softness of the tender willow brushing his cheeks, and suddenly fell into an illusion when he closed his eyes, as if it was him by his side, and it seemed that his breath was entangled all over his body.

But her heart was filled with the ultimate peace and joy, which was a true portrayal of the real otherworldly, looking down on everything and earning out the illusion.

This secret word fell in my heart, and it was said to him only secretly, and only he could hear it: "You said that you like to watch the sunrise of Huashan, and you said that you yearn for Zhongnan Mountain to die with me." It turns out that you can't wait like this, it turns out that you have been one step ahead of me and buried for a long time...... Okay, then let me take you with a trace of ghostly spirit, and in my lifetime, I will see the sunrise of Nahua Mountain. Finally, I will take you with me and accompany you back to the end of your life......"

This kind of atmosphere is too ecstatic, ambiguous and restrictive. The old place and the old scene, but it is no longer the old people......

Jin Xian was too immersed to notice that a gaze was falling on her with deep meaning. It's her father, Emperor Li Dan!

Dan felt melancholy in his heart, so he walked aimlessly along the palace road, and unconsciously walked to the sleeping hall of the prince of the East Palace. Walking into the lotus garden, I saw my daughter who was self-harming and lonely from a distance.

Through the hazy mist and the warm sunshine, looking at his daughter's face, he was faintly teased in his heart!

A heartfelt affair between her daughter and her cousin, Prince Chongjun, she hid it very well, and no one else knew about it; But he, as a father, would not be unaware.

In the early years, when Emperor Wu was there, Chongjun once forgot to cause any trouble and was reprimanded by Li Xian, who was not yet the emperor. Coincidentally, he and Jin Xian were guests in Li Xian's mansion, and they were caught up.

As he was talking, Xian casually picked up the paperweight on the side and hit the child who was becoming more and more alienated from him, no one expected that the moment it fell, Jin Xian suddenly pounced on it and blocked it with his body. Even if Li Dan was busy pleading on the side, this matter would be stopped.

But since then, Li Dan has paid attention, and has noticed many times that her daughter saw her cousin, the different look on her face when she mentioned her cousin, and Chongjun's subconscious response...... He already knew what was going on in this little child's mind!

This daughter has always been sensible, well-behaved, intelligent and filial, and always warm, smiling, modest and soft in front of people; How many hidden hearts and sorrows there are in the queen, but she always chooses to face and bear it alone, and she is so strong......

The wind passed through the trees, and the flirtatious willow branches and leaves danced, but Dan quietly turned around and did not disturb his daughter who was immersed alone.

The soft boots stepped on the cobblestone path, and his mood was overflowing, and he smiled silently with his lips hooked, and his expression was a little self-deprecating: "What kind of sin has our family created?" What kind of lives are these? The interrogation was silent, and I really didn't know who I was asking, and I only smiled bitterly in my heart!

He and Wan'er, Jin Xian and Chongjun, Longji and Taiping...... People who love each other are destined not to be together as they wish; They are all destined to be powerless to fight when they are alive, and they can't break through the separation of fate when they die!

Tricks, tricks......

What a trick? And what a poignant and honored!