479 New Love, Old Love, Man's Choice! (No. 5 Supplement)
Mu Yunhe stood at the fork in the road, he had walked this road countless times, but today, for the first time, he saw an extra fork in the road, he stood there and didn't know where to go, there seemed to be the rich sweetness between his lips and teeth, and the real stinging on the tip of his tongue, like a knife cut, from the softest lips to his heart.
It hurts so much!
In a trance, there seemed to be Luo Zhiheng's crying murmur in his ears: "Yunhe ......"
Her voice was so familiar, so melodious and almost desperate, and his cold tone shattered in the air was like tearing his heart.
In the past three years, without the feeling in Mu Yunhe's memory, the strong impulse and longing made him crazy and irrational at that moment, and the kiss later turned into a hurt and crusade between the lips and teeth of the two people.
She used all her strength to bite him, he didn't want to resist, the deep sadness in his heart made him at a loss, he felt like a little beast venting inexplicable anger and horror, all he could do was indulge her, endless spoiling, even if he knew that he was hurting himself, he just wanted to indulge her.
He thought that he must have forgotten some very important things or people that belonged to Mu Yunhe, but what did he forget? It is related to Luo Zhiheng, the feeling of déjà vu, the obsession that is deep in the bones, a kiss, he even fantasizes about being able to end the day. Even when he opened his eyes, none of his shijie was still at home Luo Zhiheng, only the woman in front of him and himself.
He didn't want to hesitate and doubt anything anymore, he had a vague guess in his heart, but this guess was really a bit unbelievable. He looked at the fork in the road, in front of him was Luo Zhiheng's masked face, there were only those eyes in his eyes, clear red, clean and delicate, as if entangled in the deep pain of sin, he was brought into her pain, and he also felt the severe pain.
"I can't wait to bite you to death, so that you can belong to me alone!" Luo Zhiheng's words were clear and profound, with strong hatred and deep affection, looking at him with tears in her eyes, while smiling and laughing fiercely, she traced his lips with the tip of her tongue in distress, and the bloody taste on it was sent into her mouth by her tongue, and the two of them tasted the warmth and sweetness of the blood together.
Mu Yunhe trembled in the center of the painful kiss, it was the first time Luo Zhiheng had said such a clear and clear thing to him. She wanted to have him, and she was too selfish to tolerate a second person. After listening to it, he was not disgusted, but sad and happy.
"If one day you find out that I'm gone, remember to panic, because that's when I don't want you." The entanglement between her lips and teeth, she said that she would not admit defeat and would not allow herself to lose, the domineering oath, with her unique charm and sharpness, in a word, not a joke, she said it, and she could do it!
That was the first time Luo Zhiheng gave him clear boundaries and time, he seemed to have just fallen in love with the woman in front of him, and he was ruthlessly sentenced to stay together, she wouldn't wait for him too long, if he couldn't do what she was satisfied with, she would leave without hesitation, at that time, she didn't want him at all, and he was afraid that he didn't have a chance if he wanted to regret it.
Mu Yunhe has never felt so sad, he has to admit that he likes a woman, special and beautiful, she is presumptuous, she is flamboyant, she is different, but she is extraordinarily delicate.
She couldn't tolerate him having other women, she loved clearly and boldly, and her love was natural and justified. In front of her Aiqing, Mu Yunhe felt very humble, he could always feel the emotion in her eyes, although it was only a brief contact, but he couldn't deny the irresistibility of Luo Zhiheng.
At the moment when he was just sure that he really liked a woman other than Luo Zhiheng, he didn't even have time to panic and feel guilty and retreat, he was clearly told by this woman that if he chose me, there could be no other woman. Don't want me, when I can endure it to the limit, then you won't have a chance to be with me.
Mu Yunhe had no fear, guilt and retreat at that moment, there was only hatred and helplessness for this woman who loved and hated very much, and there was a deep panic. He thought that he had always loved and hated her.
"So you're going to fall in love with me before I don't want you." She wrapped her arms around his neck tightly, her gaze seemed to be playful and careless, but he didn't dare to slack off on her words, dare not be careless in every word.
She pushed him away, and when he was about to drop a deep kiss again, she smiled amorous and ruthless without any nostalgia, and said so frighteningly: "Mu Yunhe, do you love me?" Love me and go back and kill that woman. If you don't love me, leave. ”
Too many things broke out at once, and before he had time to sort out and digest them, she didn't allow him to back down and gave him one problem after another.
The woman in the family is Luo Zhiheng, he betrayed Mu Yunhe's idea of not loving Luo Zhiheng first, and he incredibly fell in love with another woman, he is already an unkind and unrighteous bastard, how could he kill Luo Zhiheng in the family?
Suddenly, Mu Yunhe's heart was shocked. Don't love! Only then did he realize that he had been negligent to Luo Zhiheng all along, even if he took care of her for three years in a coma, he couldn't make his heart move and heartache, it turned out that he didn't love her!
He doesn't love Luo Zhiheng anymore? Or maybe Mu Yunhe doesn't love Luo Zhiheng anymore?! But how is this possible?
Because of Luo Zhiheng's existence, Mu Yunhe's remnant soul remained in the world. Luo Zhiheng is still alive, Mu Yunhe will not die, if he doesn't love Luo Zhiheng, how can he still be safe and sound?
Mu Yunhe was very confused, he didn't understand what was going on at all. The problem in my heart is very simple, if I don't love Luo Zhiheng, Mu Yunhe's tortured remnant soul will completely dissipate between heaven and earth, and he will die completely. Only if he, the remnant soul, still loves Luo Zhiheng, can he continue to exist.
But he doesn't feel anything about Luo Zhiheng at all, but he's still alive.
What went wrong? He froze in place, his mind a little unable to turn.
Luo Zhiheng's smile retracted, and he was cold inch by inch, pointing to the door and raising his voice: "You let me out!" ”
Mu Yunhe's face changed, and he subconsciously grabbed her hand tightly, he didn't want to let go of her, he couldn't deceive his heart anymore, she said that if she didn't love her, she would leave, and she let him go, just decided that she didn't love her?
"What are you doing now? If you don't love me, why do you want to make a love like the sea? Between us, it's just a meeting in the water. Luo Zhiheng smiled coldly, the smile was the same as no temperature, and the cold Mu Yunhe's heart was trembling.
"If I didn't love you, do you think I'd kiss you with my self-control?" Mu Yunhe pinched her chin, and his voice was uncontrollably cold and hard.
He seemed to see something similar to a smile in Luo Zhiheng's eyes, but in a flash, he thought he was dazzled again. Because Luo Zhiheng's voice was even colder: "Men don't have a good thing, and when they see a beautiful woman, they naturally can't control it, besides, you don't take advantage of such a big advantage, and you are not a fool, will you not take advantage of it?" ”
Mu Yunhe, who has always been moody, is really crying and laughing, the woman in front of him is his nemesis, right? Because whether her words were right or wrong, even if he could find a thousand to refute, he would not be willing to refute her, and felt that as long as she was happy, nothing else mattered.
At that moment, Mu Yunhe's heart was soft, just because her red and swollen little mouth was slightly pursed, and her bright eyes were shining and charming, even if it was just a little smile, it could make him have a strong impulse, and he couldn't wait to send the most haode things in the world to her with both hands, just to make her smile.
"I'm not stupid, I know how I feel about you, you let me go out like this now, you really don't want me anymore, Ruilin, I'm not an irresponsible man, I like you, but I can't live up to Luo Zhiheng, she, as far as I am concerned, is not only a wife, but also my responsibility, and Mu Yunhe's life." Mu Yunhe's zuihou mentioned Mu Yunhe's name in a sentence, and he thought, he likes other women just because of his personal emotions born from his third personality, right? This emotion should not belong to the complete Mu Yunhe. He can't be selfish because of himself to be sentenced to Mu Yunhe.
"You mean, you choose the woman in your house?" Luo Zhiheng really didn't know what mood it was, she had always known that Mu Yunhe cared about herself, but when she heard Mu Yunhe herself say that she said his life, it felt unpleasant.
Not in a dilemma, this is not good.
The two of them fell into silence for an instant, and then Luo Zhiheng gave Mu Yunhe something, which was a delicate and beautiful ruby ring, and when she handed it to Mu Yunhe, she said: "I know your responsibility, and I have heard the story between you and Luo Zhiheng, it is very touching and respectful, but Aiqing has never come first, and there is no reason to speak of it." I, Ruilin, is a selfish woman, I am in love with you, I want you, and you can only belong to me. But I'm not a strong man. ”
"So Mu Yunhe, I give you a right to think and choose. You hold this ring, and when you decide who to choose, you put it on and give me the answer, and if you don't want me, you don't have to give it back to me, just destroy it. I'll only give you three days to think about it, and I won't wait for the expiration date! ”
Mu Yunhe left Luo Zhiheng with mixed feelings.
The ruby ring glowed dazzlingly in the sunlight, and the sparkling gem resembled Luo Zhiheng's eyes, blooming lonely in his pale, almost transparent palm. Slowly clenching his palms, he seemed to grasp the hope of being with her.
At this fork in the road, he finally chose the sheep intestine path that had never appeared. The road was too rough, with a lot of thorns and weeds on the way, and it was muddy and difficult to walk, and his body was extremely weak and tired, but he persevered. The journey home was only half an hour, but he did not return to the mansion until late at night.
After Mu Yunhe left the path, the demon girl put away all the illusions and returned to Luo Zhiheng.
The demon girl asked puzzledly: "Master, don't you tell Mu Yunhe directly that you are Luo Zhiheng?" ”
Luo Zhiheng lazily touched her mouth, smiling like a stealing cat, happy and expectant: "Then what's so fun?" He didn't recognize me at first, this is a lesson and torture for him, and when he knows it later, how much he will regret and be annoyed and anxious, I am now looking forward to what he will look like when he finds out. ”
The demon girl thought that Mu Yunhe was now entangled in the face of Luo Zhiheng like that, and was so naughty that Luo Zhiheng was played, and she was so sad that she was entangled in the dark, and Luo Zhiheng was still young and had no conscience to watch the excitement on the side, so she felt funny.
"Then the master is not afraid that he will choose that imposter when he goes to Zuihou? After all, this matter is too incredible, who would have thought of such a shocking conspiracy? ”
Luo Zhiheng smiled confidently: "No, he won't choose any woman other than me." However, now he is still so hesitant, it is estimated that the answer he gave me in a few days will also make me very angry, after all, my psychology in Mu Yunhe is so important, Luo Ningshuang is now pretending to be me, Mu Yunhe is so responsible, he should give up his feelings to complete Mu Yunhe and Luo Zhiheng. ”
"What then?" The demon girl exclaimed, and said with a sinister face: "When the time comes, if he really chooses that practice, the old lady will destroy him!" ”
"Don't get excited, don't get excited, if Mu Yunhe chooses me directly, I will feel sad and sad. You see, he and I have only known each other for a few days, although there is a special feeling between us, but if he really gives up the former Luo Zhiheng without hesitation because of his feelings and this sensor, what is the difference between that and giving up on me? He can cut through the mess so quickly, and he is also an irresponsible, selfish and affectionate person, if Mu Yunhe is really like this, how long can the relationship between me and him last? Luo Zhiheng smiled slowly.
The demon girl also rarely showed the bear king's straightforward and tangled expression that was about to die: "Why is it so complicated?" Don't understand. Does the master want Mu Yunhe to choose you, or to choose the impostor? ”
Luo Zhiheng changed her posture and said lazily: "You are fundamentally wrong. I can see that Mu Yunhe has the slightest feeling for that trampling person, and Luo Ningshuang lost this battle from the beginning. was left out. From the very beginning, this battle was a battle between myself and myself, between my choices and my past. So no matter who Mu Yunhe chooses after three days, I am happy, of course, I am more inclined to choose my past. Because that means that he is affectionate and not unkind. ”
"Didn't he love you in the past?" The beautiful face of the demon girl was almost wrinkled.
"You are wrong again, Mu Yunhe doesn't love me, he thinks he won't love anymore, he doesn't have love, in fact, it's just because the person he has been guarding for three years is not me. He loves me, not my person, even if he has the exact same face, he doesn't feel it. Luo Zhiheng said, and the smile on her face deepened a lot.
She also recently finally figured out Mu Yunhe's complicated feelings, why don't you know love and can't love? , it's just because the woman he loves has changed. Luo Ningshuang is a stranger to Mu Yunhe, how can he fall in love?
"In this way, your feelings are very deep. Even if they don't recognize you, they will still be so strong that they will not give this love to others! The demon girl obviously understood, and her face was deeply shocked and envious.
"But master, if Mu Yunhe really chooses that imposter according to your guesses and ideas after three days, then why don't you want him?" The demon girl is worried.
Luo Zhiheng's beautiful eyes narrowed, and she laughed coldly: "How is it possible!" That's my man, the rules of the game are set by me, all the words and things are just to torture Mu Yunhe, and I won't want him at any time. What's more, how could I give up Mu Yunhe to Luo Ningshuang's vicious practice! ”
"That's it! However, Luo Ningshuang's practice should also wake up now, it must be very painful, that illusion has a special effect, that is, even if the illusion disappears, it will still make the caster painful, and any painkiller is not good. The demon girl smiled gloomily, obviously disgusted and hated Luo Ningshuang.
"What is this pain? Luo Ningshuang, who was not completely tortured, was in pain, and tasted the torture I had suffered before, how could I let her go? There was a strong hatred and murderous intent in her casual words, and suddenly she said with a soft expression: "Which path did Mu Yunhe choose just now?" ”
The demon girl said with an ambiguous face: "You know him so well, don't you know which path he will choose?" Tell your subordinates, what does that path under the illusion represent? ”
Luo Zhiheng's smile deepened, and she said crisply: "Which road represents me." I am the extra path, full of unknown challenges and adventures, and the difficulties and dangers along the way can also cost me my life. Choosing a familiar continent, or choosing an unfamiliar path, represents Mu Yunhe's heart. He chose the path, and he chose me. At that moment, his heart was actually tilted against me. ”
"Oh......" The demon girl stretched out her voice and looked at Luo Zhiheng, who was not shy at all.
"Get out of here, I'm going to rest for a while." Luo Zhiheng was embarrassed by her and impatiently drove people away.
The demon girl laughed and twisted Xiaoman's waist and left. Luo Zhiheng looked at the top of the bed, a smile spread in her eyes, thinking about the kiss he had just now, thinking about her name that Mu Yunhe inadvertently shouted between her lips and teeth just now.
Maybe he didn't even notice that he had already found her, right? His heart and his soul already recognized her, right? Otherwise, how could he have called her name so casually?
She hugged the quilt full of joy and expectation: "Yunhe, after I let Luo Ningshuang experience the pain of breaking my bones, I hope you have recognized me." ”
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Mu Yunhe looked at Luo Ningshuang on the bed, she was still in a coma, I heard that she had woken up once before, but she was unconscious again because of the pain.
He slowly approached her, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at her eyes and mouth peeking out under the bandages, even if the face was ruined, it was still the same as it was remembered. Mu Yunhe frowned, his eyes were fixed on Luo Ningshuang's mouth, his eyes were almost terrifying, his face was struggling, he slowly leaned down/leaned over, and the action looked like he wanted to kiss Luo Ningshuang!
But when he was only two inches away from Luo Ningshuang's lips, he suddenly stopped. At that moment, there was a thick color of impatience and disgust in his eyes!
He couldn't treat her the same way he treated Ruilin! Even a simple kiss, he couldn't do it to her! He had a strong feeling in his heart and kissed her, disgusting!
Mu Yunhe was so frightened by this thought that he hurriedly jumped up from the side of Luo Ningshuang's bed, and looked at Luo Ningshuang with some surprise: "How can this be?" I can't get close to her, I hate her! ”
It's one thing to think about it, it's another thing to really prove it, he doesn't believe that he can not love Luo Zhiheng for no reason so much, he doesn't believe in evil and approaches Luo Ningshuang again, lowering his head again and again, every time he is about to kiss, and every time he is stuck at a critical moment.
Mu Yunhe was depressed. Is this an evil sect? The person in front of him was obviously Luo Zhiheng, but he didn't have the slightest feeling for her. When he hugged Ruilin, he felt guilty, but it was more of a heartfelt happiness and satisfaction, he couldn't control Ruilin's feelings and couldn't extricate himself, and his feelings for Luo Zhiheng in front of him were also very strong, and he couldn't restrain his disgust and resistance.
The more he likes Ruilin, the more he hates this Luo Zhiheng.
Mu Yunhe wanted to cry, could he be the potential of a negative man? Mu Yunhe in the past, it was really Luo Zhiheng's eyes, he would be obedient immediately, Luo Zhiheng beckoned, and he would immediately pounce happily. If Luo Zhiheng was hurt and sad somewhere, he was even more sad than her.
But now? A peerless good man like him has turned into a negative man Chen Shimei!!
Not to mention that Luo Zhiheng is not a bad wife at the moment, even if she is really disfigured, with Mu Yunhe's love for Luo Zhiheng's heart, it is really the sea and the rocks will not change. Why did he change his taste?
Mu Yunhe despised himself again and again, and hated himself again and again, but the more he was like this, the more he missed the charming Ruilin wearing a golden mask. He also childishly threw away the ruby ring that Ruilin gave him, not looking at it, not thinking about it, and even trying to forget it, he thought that in this way he could forget the woman Ruilin.
But damn it, he can't forget Ruilin!
He clearly remembered that he had put the ring under the pillow, he couldn't control his steps and walked over, felt the ring from under the pillow, rubbed and looked at it carefully, as if he saw Ruilin's bright and beautiful eyes, really special eyes, so red, so pure, why did he forget to ask her, her eyes weishenme are red?
Mu Yunhe is like an extremely contradictory child at the moment, when everyone is excluded by him, in the dark room as if he was still sick in bed a few years ago, he is surrounded by loneliness and darkness, more than three years ago, Luo Zhiheng, a bright star, suddenly descended to illuminate his gloomy life. Today, more than three years later, Ruilin accompanies him, even if it is just a ruby ring that belongs to her.
"Who are you? I'm so familiar with you, so irresistible, the first day you appeared, I felt that you were the person I had been staring at for ten thousand years, I didn't dare to tell you, I didn't dare to tell anyone, I don't know if I was sick again, my eyes would follow you, I would worry about you being anxious about you, obviously we have only met a few times, but all my feelings about you are so intense and logical, where have we met? ”
"Are you someone from my last life? I'm not the powerful Mu Yunhe, I can't spy on your secrets, and I can't see my future and past, but I always feel that you are very important to me. Little thing, don't you say? Your master is someone very important to me, right? ”
Mu Yunhe was lying on the bed alone, muttering as many years ago, looking at the spring/palace/picture with Luo Zhiheng on his back, rubbing the ring in his palm, and his attitude was serious, as if he was talking to a confidant and friend. His eyes were bright and clear, and the rubies were rubbed clean and thorough, clearly reflecting his simple and clean countenance.
"But I can't remember who she is, can you help me?" Mu Yunhe placed the ring on his heart, and his gaze gradually became empty.
In three days, Mu Yunhe felt even more difficult than the long and empty three years.
He didn't care about everything outside, he didn't care about Luo Ningshuang's injuries, no matter how the murderer was tracked, and he didn't pay attention to Ruilin, he tried to think carefully about his future life. Three days later, when he came out of the room, kicking out the rare childishness, he was a calm and restrained, handsome and extraordinary priest.
It's just that His Excellency the priest is a little decadent today, and the mustache stubble shines brightly on the clean chin of the past, and it is a little more mature and beautiful.
And today, his gaze is deeper and deeper than every day.
"Master, I still haven't been able to find the murderer who hurt the princess." After three years of training and polishing, Xiao Xizi has matured a lot and is much more stable, but at this moment he can't help but blush, and bows his head guiltily.
"It's okay, you just keep looking, I feel that the murderer should have gone south." Mu Yunhe said calmly and steadily.
He gave Kiko a wrong direction, and he said that he felt it, and Kiko happily believed it without doubt. And Mu Yunhe is guilty, Ruilin is in the north, he doesn't want them to find clues about Ruilin. So he could only feel sorry for the woman lying on the bed.
Although he no longer loves her, although he can't give her an explanation and fairness like Mu Yunhe in the past, he will use the rest of his life to make up for the mistakes she did for Ruilin.
Ruilin hurt Luo Zhiheng because he was jealous, Mu Yunhe didn't want to scold Ruilin, he could only say sorry for letting Luo Zhiheng be wronged, but his choice should be enough to make up for Luo Zhiheng.
There was a pain in his heart, his throat was chapped and aching, looking up at the blue sea and blue sky, Mu Yunhe's eyes could no longer set off a trace of wind and waves.
He is a divination priest, even if he is not the powerful Mu Yunhe in the past, but his duties and conscience do not allow him to do such a dirty and despicable thing as abandoning the chaff and finding a new love! What's more, Luo Zhiheng's face has been completely ruined, and he can't abandon her at this time.
So Ruilin, I'm sorry.
So Ruilin, this love, I can only bury it in the bottom of my heart!
The ruby ring in the palm of his hand will be completely sealed by him in the near future! Just like his love for Ruilin, it can only be buried in the dark.
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