With a person 6 years younger than me, XXOO has already broken through my limits, and I still listen to the promise he gave me... How could I possibly believe it.

I was hunched on the box, breathing hot air from every pore on my body, and a thin layer of sweat was on the surface of my skin. And Zhao Lei was also wheezing on my back at this time, and the blowing again and again also made me even hotter.

The strong aroma of male hormones in the air, when the gas is mixed with the smell of sweat and perfume, also has the effect of paralyzing human nerves. "Brother, I'll call you Rui Rui in the future, okay?" As he spoke, he kissed me lightly on the earlobe.

My whole body suddenly shuddered, and the nerves that had been paralyzed by the smell suddenly regained consciousness. Although he was pressed against me, it was not heavy, and I turned around and pushed him up, "Don't be stupid, it's impossible between us." ”

I tried to stand up, but when I lifted my leg, I realized that there was a burning pain in the back. Because I didn't use the film, the white, cloudy liquid also ran down my legs, and the room was dimly lit, and when I reached out to touch the liquid, I felt that it was more than just the slime.

"Brother, I really like you, I really want to be with you!" He pleaded with me, his voice begging for "candy" in my hand, and as he spoke, he leaned over to me.

Because of the pain in my lower body, I couldn't move, so I had to lean on the box and refuse him. "Xiao Lei, you have to know, you like girls, you and me... It's also your bad mood. I gently twisted the mucus stuck to my fingers and continued, "That's all for today, I don't know what to do, you better find a good girl to be with in the future." ”

I also felt a little strange because the lower half of my body was still flowing with fluid, and when I raised my hand and ran my fingers across the tip of my nose, in addition to the strong fishy smell, there was also a faint smell of blood...

Sure enough, I haven't been "active" for a long time, and my body really can't bear it because of him making such a fuss. "Brother, actually... Actually, I..."Zhao Lei said hesitantly, when he approached me and I resisted him, he also obediently stood half a meter away from me.

"What's wrong? Are you really gay? "I wanted to joke with Yuan Qinqin's words just now, but I didn't expect the answer he gave me to be a positive look...

"Are you sick? Do I need to see a doctor? "I reached out and touched his forehead, and I didn't feel any signs of fever other than that wetness." How can you like men? You can't do this! ”

He grabbed my hand and forced me to put it on his chest. "Brother, do I really like you? What do I have to do for you to trust me? Do you want me to dig out my heart and show you? ”

The more he spoke, the more outrageous it became, and I also pulled out my hand and gave him a resounding slap in the face. "Wake up! You have a girlfriend, how can you still like a man! ”

After being slapped by me, Zhao Lei's already hazy teary eyes once again surged out tears, and my scolding echoing in the room also stimulated his already injured self-esteem again and again.

He gradually lost the strength to stand and began to crouch down slowly, and the moment he sat on the ground, I saw no longer the usual sunny boy, but a wounded child.

"Don't cry, don't be ashamed! I cried a few times today! I said angrily, but he still didn't stop crying, but raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Although I know that it is impossible between us, it is undeniable that I do have a crush on him. Seeing him like this, I couldn't bear it, "Okay, okay, don't cry." It's okay, let's forget about this matter today, and none of us will mention it in the future. I bent down and hugged him and patted him gently on the back.

He also wrapped his hand around my waist, "Brother, why don't you accept me?" Am I so bad? Didn't you just say you wouldn't abandon me? He asked, choked up.

"Age, generation gap, gap, I admit that I like you very much, but these are simply impossible for us to be together like ordinary couples, and if we force this to happen, we can only get hurt in the end." I persuaded him softly, much calmer than before.

"Actually, I kissed you on purpose that night—" he stopped crying. After a while, he also took my hand from behind his back and put it to his mouth and kissed it gently, "I'm drunk, but I'm sober, and I just don't want you to feel embarrassed by the name of Qinqin." ”

I was speechless and could only stare at him. "I also knew that it was impossible between us, and I told myself to treat you like my own brother, but... But I can't. ”

Listening to him say these words, my defenseless heart was attacked by him again..."Every time I encounter something, you help me, although you usually scold me or tease me, but I feel very happy." Am I cheap? He chuckled.

"It's not... It's not cheap. I reached out and touched the bangs on his forehead, just like Ouyang Ze touched me that day, "My parents didn't care about me since I was a child, and I talked to Yuan Qinqin because she cared about me and treated me well." Zhao Lei continued.

"But I found that I didn't like her, let alone love, but dependence. I can only treat her like a friend, there is always a ditch between them that cannot be crossed. After saying that, he also held my hand in his palm, "Then you give her the ring back?" I asked.

He was a little embarrassed, "At that time, she asked for it, saying that she wanted to be with me, and I didn't think much about it at the time, so I bought it for her." ”

After squatting for so long, the back was still painful, so I simply sat on the ground to rest, but when my butt touched the cold ground, it was also a heart-piercing pain. "Shhh The pain forced me to stay locked and gasp.

"What's wrong? Was it that I could hurt you just now? Zhao Lei asked with concern, and then he also wanted to see the injury behind me, "It's okay, just rest for a few days, I haven't done it for a long time, it's really a little painful to be cold..."

"You're also a big boy with good hardware, why do you like men?" I asked.

"This...", his words flickered slightly, "Actually, I don't like men, I just like you..."

This sentence really stimulated goosebumps all over my body and made me just feel sick to my stomach. "If you don't come, it's okay to deceive children with this kind of talk, I won't believe it."

"It's true!" He grabbed my hand and strengthened his strength, "I didn't come to your store many times at that time, but every time you smiled at me, I felt happy, and then after I broke up with you because of Qinqin, I came to work in your store, and that feeling became stronger." ”

This is simply the plot of an idol drama, listening to his words, I also moved back a little, "You are so early... Why didn't I notice? "I'm asking him and I'm asking myself.

"Because I wasn't sure how I felt about you at first, until today—" He moved towards me, and though it was dimly lit, I could see that the thing that had been on me was getting bigger and bigger, and it had my blood stains and white slime on its surface.

"When Yuan Qinqin told me that she was pregnant, I just felt sad and aggrieved, but when you comforted me and told me about you, I was heartbroken, the kind of heart-rending pain." He spoke in a colorful voice, forcing me to believe his words.

"Especially when you say that you won't lie to me and won't abandon me, I know that the person I love is really you, and..."

It was his sentence that convinced me even more of a famous sentence in the book: Men are animals that think with their lower bodies...

"Don't disgust me, it's not right for you to do this, you know?" I searched my mind again for the words of the interpreter, "How did I go wrong?" Isn't it right that I like someone? Isn't it right that I want to be with someone I like? I want to be with the person I like, XXOO, right? ”

Before I could say a few words, he was left speechless by a barrage of questions. "It's... This..."

I ran out of words and his words were reasonable, and I really had no reason to refute them. Because loving someone can really ignore age, and even gender.

I was a little moved by him, and he kept stimulating me and moving me, and I was a little shaken..."But with me, you will be despised and ridiculed, and your family will definitely oppose it." ”

"What does that matter?" Without thinking, he replied, "As long as I'm with you, no matter what others think." ”

"You're too young to have experienced this, and if you do it one day, you'll regret it."

"It's okay, I'll go through it with you again. Even if the consequences are serious, I will accept it, and I will never regret it for my own love! He said his promise firmly, and I saw my shadow in his pupils.

I didn't say yes to him, but he was as happy as a child, and after wiping away the tears from his face, he also hugged me into his arms, and his hands bound me tightly, and the "behemoth" that hurt me was also pressed against my abdomen. "Thank you, brother, I will definitely be good to you!"

Smelling the fragrance on his body, as well as the imperceptible stench, I also gently touched his head and responded to him. "Okay, I believe..."