She read his book, and always felt that the notes he wrote in the book must represent his thoughts, and she read a lot, and felt that between the lines, this Xie Wen was a cynical, dissatisfied with the status quo, dissatisfied with living in this world full of poison, and his words revealed the resentment of wanting to get rid of and escape from this place.

It feels like that kind of withdrawn and radical youth, lacking maturity and wanting to change, but lacking courage and courage, just keep expressing his anger in the book.

And she and this man these days, although there is little contact, she feels that he is too different from the person in this book, so there is a big doubt in her heart, can people really change so much?

So she was a little impatient to verify it.

"The me in these books represents the past me, but it doesn't mean that xiàn is here, after all, it has been a few years." Jun Sanshao looked at the map again and ignored him.

Ye Lu couldn't find his loophole for a while, he was right, a few years is enough time for a person to make earth-shaking changes, which can't prove anything.

Maybe it's because I'm thinking too much.

She looked at him for a long time, and couldn't help but smile bitterly secretly, how could it be him.

If it was him, how could he see himself so grief-stricken, and indifferent when he saw himself fainting, if he had already died of distress, how could he bear to let himself suffer!

She just wants to find the illusion of mirrors in other men.

Alas, it is better to leave this mountain village early, to leave this sad place.

"I still don't take these books." She lost interest, stood up, her face gloomy, and prepared to leave.

Jun San rarely saw her melancholy and sad expression, and couldn't help but speak.

"I heard that your health is not very good, and the medical conditions in this area are poor, so you still leave early, and it is safer to go to the big city, after all, you don't want them to suffer more, do you?"

"Thank you for your concern." Ye Lu replied politely, his eyes were blank, and he didn't want to say anything.

She walked out of the door and into the courtyard, and saw that the yard was full of green, full of vegetables, full of hope, and her heart was even more bleak.

Her eyes inadvertently fell on the shelf full of melon vines, and she was suddenly stunned when she saw a pedicle flower, which had just been thanked and grew two small tender melons.

The hand subconsciously stroked his stomach, and suddenly what the man said just now flashed in his mind, as well as what he said in the clinic before, his face was shocked, all kinds of doubts flashed in his eyes, and his breath froze.

She turned abruptly, picked up her skirt, and hurried back into the hall.

Jun Sanshao heard her rapid footsteps, and saw that she actually ran, so frightened that his heart stopped, and he was very annoyed in his heart, she was pregnant, she dared to run like this, what if she accidentally fell?

He pretended to be on the bookshelf to get something, then stood up and took a few steps forward to prevent her from accidentally falling, so that he could help her in time.

"What's the matter, did you miss something and didn't take it?" He asked, confused.

Ye Lu panted and ran to him quickly, his eyes were blazing, his eyes were like electricity, sharp and pressing, and he looked at him for a moment.

Jun Sanshao suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart.

She suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed his shoulder, ignoring her heaving chest, and her voice was anxious and with a thick question: "You just said them." ”

Jun Sanshao's heart was shocked, and he secretly screamed badly, he understood what she meant by her words that had no beginning and no end.

What she was talking about was that he had accidentally slipped out of his mouth when he had just comforted him.