She wiped it lightly with a tissue, the blood was far from the color of the previous aunt, this abnormal bleeding came suddenly, calculate, her menstrual leave will not come until ten days, so many days in advance, there may be problems with the body.

It took almost a lot of paper towels to wipe it clean, put two sanitary napkins on the underwear/pants, flushed the toilet, An Xiaonuan took out a lighter and poured the dust into the toilet after burning the paper towels in the paper basket, and flushed it again.

After calming down, she changed her clothes, wore a black bobtail coat, her hair was scattered, and she went downstairs wearing sunglasses.

"Xiao Nuan, where are you going?"

"I want to go shopping."

Gu Changqing chuckled, "Shall I accompany you?" ”

An Xiaonuan's face was as usual, "No, aren't you going back to the old house?" I want to go around myself. ”

Gu Changqing nodded, "Okay, do you bring enough money?" Not enough for me to give you another card. ”

An Xiaonuan took out the card she gave her before, "More than one million of them are still there, I can't spend them at all." ”

Gu Changqing hugged her at this time, "Go ahead, pay attention to safety, and buy whatever you want." ”

An Xiaonuan broke free, "Okay, I'll go first." ”

She hitchhiked all the way to the Maternal and Child Health Hospital in City A and wore a mask to the doctor's office.

There were several women who saw gynecology inside, and An Xiaonuan went to register first and queued up here.

When it was her turn, the doctor first asked, "What's your name?" ”

An Xiaonuan didn't dare to say her real name, so she had to say casually, "It's called An Nuan." ”

"How old are you?" The doctor asked again.

An Xiaonuan had to conceal her age," 26. ”

"What are the symptoms?"

"Menstruation was ten days early, and there was heavy bleeding, there were a lot of blood clots, and the lower abdomen hurt."

When the doctor heard this, he put down the pen after writing, and his face was a little solemn, "When did you start to have this symptom?" ”

An Xiaonuan had to say truthfully, "I felt some pain in my lower abdomen this morning, so I went to the bathroom and found that it was about the same amount as menstruation, but after I went down to eat, I felt a little unstoppable, a lot." ”

The doctor bluntly said, "You're not a good sign, go for an ultrasound diagnosis first." ”

An Xiaonuan took the order and went for an ultrasound examination.

Skirting the corridor, she pushed the door and entered with the words 'color ultrasound room' written above the door.

Handing the list to the doctor in the ultrasound department, she immediately looked at An Xiaonuan after reading it, "Are you holding your urine?" ”

An Xiaonuan nodded, "I really want to go to the toilet." ”

"Then get on the bed."

An Xiaonuan did so, lifted the clothes on her abdomen, and the doctor began to check.

After a few minutes, come down, "Doctor, am I sick?" ”

The sonographer handed her the examination report, "I have written everything on it, go to the gynecology department and let the doctor show you." ”

An Xiaonuan returned to the gynecology department again.

Later, he was arranged by a gynecologist to do a series of thirteen examinations.

She had a hunch that maybe the situation wasn't going well.

The doctor looked at the results of the examination and immediately said, "An Nuan, are you in a hurry to have a child?" ”

An Xiaonuan chuckled in her heart, and then nodded.

"An Nuan, I can responsibly tell you that your typical infertility is pathological, very obvious, and you can't ovulate, menstrual disorders, and you have a serious cold in your body, and you want to get pregnant, even if you cure infertility, it's not easy, but as long as you have a horizontal heart, this disease can still be slowly regulated, and there is a small chance of getting pregnant."

An Xiaonuan was chilled by these words, and her face turned pale, "Doctor, do you mean that I basically can't conceive for 95% of my life, right?" ”

"That's what it means, but it's not hopeless—"

Before he finished speaking, he saw An Xiaonuan grab all the inspection lists, stand up and run out.

She ran to the hospital bathroom,

Sitting on the toilet is like a fool.

A few days ago, she was still thinking that Gu Changqing couldn't live without children, she really thought she was blind, but it really fell on her head, An Xiaonuan felt that she was really joking.

She finally decided to be brave, she finally didn't care about her reputation or everything, as long as she was by his side, but why should she be sentenced to life imprisonment.

They said in the morning that they would never be separated, and now how can they continue this fragile vow?

She couldn't stop trembling, she lay on her lap, crying uncontrollably, her internal organs were pulled in pain, a knife hit the position of the heart, no matter how she pulled it out, she died in pain.

After crying for a long time, An Xiaonuan felt that she couldn't stay here all the time, she stood up in a hurry, looked at the mirror in the bathroom, she turned on the faucet, quickly washed her face with cold water, put on the mask again, An Xiaonuan walked out of the hospital with her head down.

Without a ride, she walked back down the sidewalk alone, and in this huge city, she suddenly felt that she was always alone.

After walking for two hours, she stood at the door of her lips and lips, staring there, her eyes were quickly filled with tears, An Xiaonuan turned her head and went to the community next to her, the elevator stopped on the eighth floor, she stepped out and took out the key to go in.

Close the door, lean against the door, bend your knees and crouch there.

The mobile phone rang at this time, she picked it up, it was Gu Changqing calling.

I pressed the answer button, and his voice came from inside.

"Xiao Nuan, what did you buy?"

She replied softly, "After looking around, there's nothing to buy, aren't you at work?" How do I call? ”

"I miss you!" He said with a low chuckle.

An Xiaonuan seemed to be able to see his handsome face with a smile on this end.

I couldn't help but tear up in my eyes, "I miss you too." ”

"How much do you want?" That beautiful voice seems to be the most beautiful language in this world, making the ice and snow in An Xiaonuan's heart melt little by little.

Something overflowed in her chest, and she reached out to touch it, only to find two words: despair.

"I won't say anything, I'll go home later." She hurriedly hung up the call, clutching her phone, her tears blurring her vision and sealing her heart.

At noon, Gu Changqing came back for dinner and found An Xiaonuan lying on the bed sleeping.

He leaned over and rubbed in her ear, "Why are you so sleepy?" Do you have our baby? ”

An Xiaonuan closed her eyes and her heart was like a knife.

"How do you know that Lu Dao will be sleepy when she is pregnant?"

Gu Changqing handed her a copy of "Pregnancy October" in his hand, "The baby on it is very cute, right?" Xiao Nuan, I have some expectations for me and your child, I hope it is a girl, because the girl is as good-looking as you. ”

An Xiaonuan sat up and threw the book aside, "I don't like children at all, Changqing, if I don't have children for the rest of my life, do you mind?" ”

He looked at her, sensing her abnormality, "What's wrong with you?" ”

An Xiaonuan lay down again, she stared at the window, her eyes were long and desolate, and finally said, "Changqing, do you think we are really suitable to be together?" ”