Lu Changping said: "To be a person should be smart at the right time, and confused at the right time. ”

Han Shuhui felt that it was difficult to grasp the degree of "confused". The wedding is imminent, there are many trivial matters at home, and someone must be in charge, so Lu Changping stayed at home, and Han Shuhui went to the airport to pick up the airport in person.

Before leaving, Lu Changping seemed to be relieved of his wife, and began to talk about celebrities: "Zheng Banqiao said, it is difficult to be smart, it is difficult to be confused, and it is even more difficult to turn from smart to confused. ”

In March, there was still a bit of spring cold, but because of the good sunshine, the pear blossoms along the way had already bloomed, and Han Shuhui looked forward to maintaining this warmth after seeing Shen Ya.

Seeing Han Shuhui at the airport, Shen Ya pressed the accident in the deepest part of her heart and simply greeted her, so under the reporter's lens, the two families were harmonious.

On the way back, there was silence in the car.

Han Shuhui didn't speak because if something was said, it would become a kind of injury; Don't say it, Lu Changping said that it was tolerance.

Everyone has their own inferior roots, and all their intelligence is used on others, and what others have done wrong, or what shortcomings they have, can always be seen at a glance, and then invisibly magnified, so unforgivable, but they are always confused in themselves, and feel that they are right many times.

At the beginning, she really wanted to have a deep talk with Shen Ya, accusing Shen Ya, maybe she couldn't hold back her anger and slapped her, but after so many things, several juniors told her: How precious is tolerance and letting go.

Halfway through the car, Han Shuhui still said some things after all, only once in this life, she asked Shen Ya: "After Ah Sheng went crazy, did you regret it?" ”

Han Shuhui's words brought back Shen Ya's trance, no matter how much remorse is worth one hundred thousandths of the pain in her heart?

"From '07 to 2012, I only saw her when she was first delirious, and I haven't seen her since, not because I don't want to miss her, but I don't dare to think about it. The Gu family doesn't have a photo of her, because how sweet she smiles in the photo, how cruel the reality is......" When Shen Ya spoke, she lowered her head slightly, and her voice was very soft, as if some words had been backlogged for too many years, so she had already lost her due strength, leaving only exhaustion and powerlessness.

"Do you regret it?" Han Shuhui repeated the previous question.

The corners of Shen Ya's mouth opened a sarcastic smile, with a hint of hoarseness: "As a mother, I regret seeing my daughter like a lost lonely bird, huddled alone in a world." This remorse intensified after she returned to Seattle, and every time she got sick, she became accustomed to relying on drugs that had completely ruined her body. I locked her in my room, stopped giving her medicine, and listened to her screaming my mom in her heart, and I knew I was cruel, and I was ...... to her It's been cruel all the time. ”

Shen Ya had an inexplicable cry in her throat and held back.

Han Shuhui was originally holding a tissue in her hand, but after listening to Shen Ya's words, she subconsciously grabbed the tissue into her palm, and she looked out the window with red eyes, until the tissue was soaked with sweat in her palm, and then she threw it in the paper basket on the side.

As if to stabilize her emotions, Han Shuhui just spoke, but she didn't look at Shen Ya from beginning to end, she said: "Some pain is exclusive to Ah Sheng, and in her world, no one has participated in it, so no matter how painful she is, it is only her own." I don't blame you, I don't judge you, no one in this world can measure the pain and suffering of others by their own feelings, I can only represent myself. I just want to tell you that Ah Sheng is not only a member of the Gu family, she is also the Lu family. You indirectly ruined my son, but I am not annoyed or resentful now, because you lost a daughter, and I got a good daughter-in-law. ”

Shen Ya's face was as white as paper, and she closed her eyes because her eyes were moist enough......

Gu Cheng sat in the front seat, all the words rolled down into his body, what could he say? What should I say? Tasted all the ups and downs, he tasted too much in this world, too much, not to talk about it......

When the car got off the highway, Han Shuhui leaned on the back of the chair, and there was indescribable indifference in her tone: "Ah Sheng has suffered a lot of hardships and grievances before, and the Lu family will only be a hundred times better to her in the future, you are not rare as a mother, but I am rare......"

In a word, Shen Ya's tears were forced. After 7 years of torment, all the time, she was always stuck in the past dreams and couldn't get out, and she couldn't wake up.

Han Shuhui's words seemed polite, but they hit the nail on the head, drawing out the deepest guilt and pain in her heart. She is willing to atone for her sins, but her daughter doesn't want such an atonement.

"Thank you." This was the last sentence Shen Ya said to Han Shuhui in the car on March 7.

Someone treats Ah Sheng well for the Gu family, and she can only thank her.

At the end of February, Lu Changping came to visit Seattle, and he and Shen Ya had such a conversation.

Shen Ya said: "The chance of Ah Sheng's pregnancy is very small, does the Lu family really not care?" ”

Lu Changping did not answer Shen Ya's question immediately, and after a brief silence, he spoke: "Ah Sheng is a person who has struggled and despaired countless times in hell, I have seen faith and perseverance from her, even if life is very humble, there is still no idea of suicide, stubborn life, she made me realize that Zichu is not only a lifesaver for her, but also a spiritual belief." What about Zichu? If you don't go crazy, you can't live, except for Gu Sheng, he has no ability to love people. I've been thinking a lot lately, what should happiness be for parents? Zichu and Ah Sheng are both children who have experienced pain, and what they yearn for most is nothing more than touching warmth. The only thing you can do as a parent is to provide a path to happiness for your children. ”

In the end, Lu Changping said: "The Lu family is not without grandchildren, Qingqing will always live in the hearts of each of us."