Children are God's gift to every parent, their simple smile is the purest smile in the world, it is a holy weapon that can touch all dirty things, every parent will be happy and proud of their children, but I don't have such an opportunity...

I still remember the child that Ouyang Ze teased on the way home, and what he once said, "How cute children are, I also hope to have a child of my own." Now that I think about it, this sentence is so piercing.

I'm a man, I don't have the ability to have children like a woman, and it's impossible to want to give him a child. But even if it is impossible for me to give birth to him myself, others have the ability, even if Ouyang Ze is unwilling, there are lovely children waiting for families like ours to claim in some places...

The years are advancing backwards little by little, and our age is getting older little by little, and our physical strength is weakening little by little. We used to be able to "exercise" many times a night, but now we only stay once, and we don't have any strength afterwards.

Listening to Ouyang Ze gasping beside me, the undulating chest was also moving regularly. If you can hear the cry of a child at this time, maybe this is the most fulfilling moment in the world, and it is also the happiest moment for everyone.

Although I had just exercised and my lower body was tortured by Ouyang Ze, I still tried my best to move towards Ouyang Ze's shoulder, and only when I moved to the crook of his arm did I dare to relax and lie down.

His body was hotter than mine, and he sweated more than me, and although the smell of sweat evaporation was a little unpleasant, the aroma of male hormones emanating from my pores still stimulated my fragile nerves.

"Ze, let's bring a child back."

I moved to Ouyang Ze's ear and whispered to him.

When he heard my words, he was still closing his eyes, but now he opened his eyes suddenly, and his black pupils were full of surprise, and he was surprised by my words.

"What do you say? Child? ”

In the dark night, although the light of the moon shone in and sprinkled on Ouyang Ze's face, I still couldn't tell whether his face was happy or angry, I only knew that his tone was a little trembling and surprised.

He turned sideways and embraced me into his arms, and patted me on the back with his other hand as if he were soothing a frightened child. In his arms, I could only hear his beating heart, and I could only smell those two special breaths more thoroughly.

"Why did you suddenly think of adopting a child? I can't take care of this child in my arms, how can I bring another one back to raise? ”

Ouyang Ze said to me jokingly, listening to his tone, it seemed that he was laughing at me, laughing at me for being a child who didn't grow up.

Indeed, in his eyes, I am not mature enough, and many times I will do things very recklessly. But after all, I am already an adult, I still have the ability to take care of small children, and I still want to have a small child by my side to fill the void in our family.

"Don't you like children? If you can have a child at home, you can also be happy, besides, how cute the child is, and the meat is very interesting. ”

I stroked my fingers across his pectoral muscles, sketching out the appearance of the child in my heart little by little, and drawing his cute appearance with the liquid in his chest.

"I like children very much, but it's just someone else's child. Children are very troublesome, not so easy to raise, every day he will cry, every day he will have to feed, when changing diapers is even more devastating, how can you serve this little ancestor 24 hours a day? ”

Ouyang Ze seemed to know children very well, and every sentence seemed to be very reasonable. It felt like he had raised a child himself.

But isn't that what children are? Isn't it difficult for all children to raise them? They cry, they make trouble, they can be coquettish, but no matter what, they are still just as cute, and they are still the cutest little angels in the world.

"I'll take care of him, I'll learn to take care of him."

Ouyang Ze snorted lightly, and didn't seem to have any trust in my words, he just blindly patted me on the back and continued to instill in me the idea that "children are not easy to raise".

"That is to say, Rui Rui, you are just a novelty, and you won't think about it in a few days. Okay, go to sleep, and play with your little one in your dreams. ”

As he spoke, Ouyang Ze took a long breath, closed his tired eyes, and waited to fall asleep. Even though he was exhausted and his ability to speak was getting weaker, I was still in no mood to sleep. The "slime" that Lang had drained was running down my body, and how could I possibly fall asleep?

These liquids could have grown into little children, could have added some color to our family, but now they can only flow in my body, and they can only lose the essence of life in one night.

A family without children is unsatisfactory, without the maintenance of children, all families are vulnerable, and besides, we have a marriage supported by the feelings of the flesh and heart? Without the support of our children, how long can we go?

Although his love for me is true and very good to me, how long can this feeling last? Without the crystallization of love and the support of emotion, will he get tired of me in the future, and will he abandon me like changing clothes?

This is not possible now, but how long can it last? Although we have been together for four years and have been married for almost a year, the future is still far and the road is still long, how can I guarantee that I can always keep Ouyang Ze's heart? How can he let him love me all the time and not change his mind?

Cristao and William both have children, and William will still look for Miss, not to mention the situation like me and Ouyang Ze...

Ouyang Ze fell asleep little by little, and his breathing became steady little by little, and it didn't take long for him to find Zhou Gong and play mahjong with him in his dream.

I was the only one left awake in the darkness, and I was the only one wondering if there was a future that still existed.

Facing this man who loves me, facing this man who I have given so much for me, I really don't want to give up, I really don't want to lose him, I want to persevere, I want to go on with him for a long time, but I don't know how long I can last...

Now, I can only go on step by step with the love he gave me, and I can accompany him with my initial feelings...