I saw Qi Han and smiled: "Long time no see, Nine Kings ......"

Qi Han walked over, frowned, and said distressedly: "Xi'er, what's going on—"

I snapped and interrupted, "You get out!" ”

Qi Han was stunned there, and the emotions that I had pented up for a few days came up, and I yelled at him: "You go out!" I don't want to see you! I looked at him stunned, so I smiled to myself, and suddenly realized, "I forgot to congratulate the nine kings on their wedding, you look at the memory of this palace!" It's just a long time late, don't blame the ninth brother! ”

Qi Han came over and grabbed me and asked, "Xi'er, are you okay?" ”

I pulled it away coldly and said with a smile: "This palace is very good!" Sickness, resentment and bitterness, life and death, in just a few days, they have all experienced it, what else can't be seen through? ”

Qi Han just came over and gently hugged me in his arms, I pushed it away, and said with a smile: "Can the sign for the son still work?" ”

Qi Han prayed: "Xi'er, don't be like this, you will cry out of suffering." ”

I grabbed the porcelain on the table and threw it out, the shattered porcelain was everywhere, and I laughed, "There is nothing to go back." As he spoke, he swept out the candlesticks and cups on the table, and the candlesticks flew out lightly, wiping Ah Han's face, and a bloody mouth appeared, Ah Han just wiped off a few traces of blood with his sleeve, and then he still walked over, grabbed me tightly, and said, "Xi'er, you cry." ”

I laughed more and more miserably, simply sat down on the ground, and said faintly: "It's a dream, why bother...... Why...... So? Overnight, the mountains and seas swore that nothing existed, wake up early, wake up for a long time......"

I gently pushed Ah Han away and stood up by myself, but Ah Han looked at the ground with a shocked face, I looked at the blood on the ground, I stroked my chest, and blood flowed out again, and the wound was broken open again, I really didn't have the strength to toss anymore, so I could only sit in a pool of blood again.

Ah Han had already hugged me tightly and asked the palace people to pass on the imperial doctor, Ah Han hugged me a little nervously and asked, "Xi'er, how are you?" ”

I looked at the wound on Ah Han's face, a drop of blood dripped onto my face for a long time, Ah Han gently wiped it off for me, I finally felt tears slipping out of my eyes, and how many days of forbearance finally broke the embankment......

My days of pain have reached the limit, those intrigues and undercurrents surging, those who have left and those who are coming, those who have been deceived and those who are deeply loved, those who I believe in but are the first to deviate, those who should be in the present but can only wait for the future......

Perception is the most basic human being, but at this time it is not owned by me, in the face of the person I love the most but I will not love, in the face of countless people coming and going but do not feel the noise, in the face of the sunset but do not feel the arrival of darkness, in the face of the departed life I do not feel sadness, but fortunately, I can still breathe, as if that's all.

I pursue life, what I look forward to, I don't know at all, I'm not at a loss, it's not that I can't be loved, but a trace of fate that is like a cocoon, I don't know everything, I don't know the ending, I don't know the process, I can't control anything, the only thing I can control is my own life, but I'm such a cowardly person, I can't end myself, I can't end the reincarnation of spring, summer, autumn and winter, I can only end the past time that flows around me, but those times are useless, It's just a memory of my own cold night.

People are born by fate, and if I think like this, I will probably have a little comfort, but the materialistic education I have received has made me suffer a lot.

Finally in such a year, I was helped to see the coffin of Qi Qing and left the palace, weishenme The ancients said "I don't see the coffin and don't shed tears", I firmly believe that the original meaning of this sentence is so, I thought that the dry tear ducts unconsciously gushed out salty liquid again, not under my own control, and finally goodbye, Ah Qing, finally leaving here, I wish you a good future......

The emperor is still a good emperor at this point after all, and he is not reckless, but if he says so, then those bastards who have been in harmony with the land and reparations since ancient times are all good emperors.

There was no taboo and avoidance, and Qingge got married in the next few days.

The princess's phoenix crown, the princess's name, the princess's fiery wedding dress, the princess's guard of honor, the princess's servants, and even the princess's father and mother are ready, but there is no mercy and God's gifts.

Qingge was dressed up by a group of palace maids in the room, she didn't cry, and she didn't complain, but I knew that she was afraid that I would think too much.

I stood behind her and said softly, "Qingge, do you have anything to tell me?" ”

Qingge shook his head, and even the golden hairpin and jade chuan jingled, still smiling like a flower: "No, it's just that you can't choose a husband for me personally." ”

I stood on the ground and smiled: "Qingge, there is still a chance to zaijian." ”

Qingge said lightly: "Chuxi, don't blame yourself, I will have a good life." It's just a lonely country thousands of miles away, and in this life, I'm afraid I'll say goodbye. ”

After speaking, Qingge stood up, knelt down in front of me, and choked up: "Life, how is it not a lifetime, why bother to practice yourself, please be well." ”

I nodded, but I didn't say anything more, the palace maid helped Qingge out, boarded the chariot, and the honor guard slowly left.

I followed the emperor and queen to stand on a high place and watch, Qi Min stood next to me, looked at me and asked, "Do you want to go back first?" ”

I smiled and said, "Maybe it's goodbye, how can I not take a second look?" ”

Until the smoke and dust dissipated, the empty lane was empty and the grass was dry, and the palace people were also dispersed, I was still watching, and the emperor and queen had already returned to the palace.

The cold wind suddenly rose, blowing away the only remaining wisps of smoke and dust, revealing the blood-colored remnant sun, the residual fragrance left by the princess's honor guard, infiltrating the cold capital, and the clothes soaked with the cold wind, Qi Min was still standing on the high pavilion with me, I just didn't know how to end this farewell.

I can finally touch the distant poet who was heartbroken and said so, the sound of the guqin is faint, ethereal and clear, and it fills the vague air......

I don't know why Qingge is willing to be reconciled, but whether it's resentment, hatred, or gratitude, I can't explain it, I can't accept such a ridiculous parting, but so what?

In the depths of the forbidden palace is a giant dragon, although old and old, but ruthless, unkind, he exploits the people of the world, but also eats away at his loved ones, what he wants, I don't know, but I know, no one knows what he wants.