There is a faint scar on the knee, and if you don't look closely, it almost blends with the color of the skin, like a small flower that has withered and withered.

Jiang Ning saw it on the bed, got out of bed and walked to the cabinet, rummaged back and forth in it several times, found an ointment, and threw it to Ah Sheng: "Apply this, maybe the scar can fade." ”

A scar removal ointment, lying quietly on the thin quilt, Jiang Ning stood under the bed, raised his face and said to Ah Sheng: "Women must know how to love themselves." ”

Jiang Ning said this himself, but a few days later, the person who overate in the dormitory was also Jiang Ning himself.

The little boyfriend stepped on two boats, which was a great irony for Jiang Ning.

She didn't expect that when she went shopping with a female friend, she would meet her little boyfriend and someone else, Jiang Ning couldn't stand it, but she was Jiang Ning after all, and she knew how to avoid reality when she was the most angry and painful, just because there were things in those realities that she didn't want to touch.

Dormitory 508, it's late at night, and they're still talking. What to talk about? Talking about men and women, talking about love and love to the extreme, you will usher in the end of the road.

With such a firm tone, it seems that no matter how hard the love is, once it encounters time, the wall will definitely collapse, and the last thing to end up in must be the ruins of the wall.

Jiang Ning said that she was a failure to talk about this love, because after this happened, she sat in the sun for an afternoon, and the sun was so strong, but it never warmed her cold hands and feet.

She propped her chin on her knees, her tone was less fiery than before, and when she talked about her little boyfriend, as if she was talking about the weather, she could see that she was controlling her emotions, but it was a pity...... Jiang Ning is not a real master of emotional control, because her expression betrays her heart, and the more she wants to show that it doesn't matter, the more loopholes she will have.

But after all, she has grown up, at least she has begun to learn to disguise bad moods, she lies on the bed, and says to them: "Tianliang said to break up, this relationship has been a little long, so that even if I find out that he has betrayed me, I still want to stay in peace." ”

Ah Sheng found that Jiang Ning has really changed, how to say it? has become mature, Guan Tongtong comforted Jiang Ning: "I'm much more miserable than you, I see that my sophomore year is coming to an end, but I haven't even found a boyfriend, it seems that I can only hope for my junior or senior year." ”

The sentence "sophomore year is about to graduate" caused Xue Mingzhu to sigh repeatedly, "A year has passed, and it seems that many of my plans have been put on hold in various trivial matters and excuses." I'm not like you, and although I expect to have a college relationship, I feel sad every time I think about my parents, and that sadness can repel all my fantasies and imaginations. I remember very well that when I was in the third grade of primary school, I went home once a week, and every time I went back, my father would stuff the crumpled money in my hand and let me take it to the school to buy food stamps and food. Eating food, I never thought about the money in and out, until that time, I saw my grandfather and father take advantage of my class, pull a cart of firewood to the school cafeteria, sell it and exchange it for money, the two of them were reluctant to eat, so one of them bought two steamed buns, squatted outside the canteen and devoured them, I hid aside, not embarrassed, but sad...... I can't be sorry for them, and from then on I vowed to get ahead in the future and make a good life for the whole family. Xue Mingzhu wet the corners of her eyes and said: "Jiang Ning, in fact, I have always been very envious of you, you see, even if you lose your love, you still have a lot of things, such as family affection, such as our ......"

For Ah Sheng, this is the first time Xue Mingzhu has talked about her family affairs, although they are not from a wealthy family, but if they think about it carefully, they have indeed not worried about food and clothing and going to school in this life, but Xue Mingzhu is different, she used to think that her personality was a little weird, but behind the weirdness is not hidden pain?

Jiang Ning was moved in her heart, she smiled warmly, smiled and smiled, but it was a long silence.

Later, she said to Ah Sheng: "Ah Sheng, maybe you will graduate in July, what can you tell us!" ”

Ah Sheng thought about it seriously, and then said: "Learn to love the people around you, it will make us very warm." ”

There was silence for a long time, and then Xue Mingzhu's voice sounded: "Ah Sheng, let's take the postgraduate examination!" We also stayed in a dormitory. ”

In the dark, Ah Sheng smiled, this is Xue Mingzhu, she knew what she wanted a long time ago, so she lived a very strategic life, and the words "no clue in the future" had nothing to do with her.

That night, it was raining outside, and it was raining so hard that it was as if God was whimpering.

In the middle of the night, Yiyi sent a text message to Ah Sheng: "Did you sleep? ”

"Nope."

"If you're not busy or sleepy, talk to me."

Recently, Yiyi doesn't seem to be in a good state.,Rarely log on QQ.,Rarely take the initiative to contact.,Occasional text message contact.,Always a few words.,Use the most concise words to maintain the friendship of childhood sweethearts.。

The most they talk about together is usually when they are young, which sounds beautiful, but because of the passage of time, every time they talk, they will inevitably be contaminated with a little melancholy.

Ah Sheng didn't spy on Yiyi's most secret thoughts, she was thinking that she was patient enough, as long as Yiyi was willing, she could tell her her at any time.

But Yiyi didn't say anything, she fell in love with Gu Cheng, but was rejected by Gu Cheng, which was a hurt for Yiyi......

The pain is silent, Ah Sheng understands.

……

At the end of June, Jiang Ning and her little boyfriend officially broke up, I heard that Jiang Ning was very calm on the day of the breakup, and the little boyfriend asked Jiang Ning if he had ever loved him?

Jiang Ning thought for a moment and nodded: "Loved." "But it's just love.

That day, Ah Sheng was eating in the restaurant, and Jiang Ning was holding the meal