312: Love and hate

Dealing with evil spirits will definitely pay a heavy price in the end.

Xia Ruan listened to Xia Qinghe's words, and was inevitably a little embarrassed.

If the eldest uncle hadn't had those so-called greed back then, he wouldn't have had anything to do with cinnabar.

In the end, the eldest uncle and eldest aunt ended up like this, they all brought it on themselves, no wonder no one.

Some money is earned with a life, but it is not used by a life.

It's really, pathetic, and pathetic.

"I met her at the White Horse Temple." Xia Ruan said very slowly, "It's just that she shouldn't be alive." ”

Xia Qinghe raised his head and looked at Xia Ruan, his eyes widened: "How come?" How so? ”

Her sister is no longer alive.

It was her only hope of survival.

She's cowardly, so cowardly that a person doesn't know how to go next.

Xia Ruan looked at Xia Qinghe, and there was a hint of helplessness in his words: "What kind of person is Cinnabar, why don't you know?" He...... He's a demon. ”

Xia Ruan agreed with Xia Qinghe's words.

Cinnabar is an evil ghost, a bloody evil ghost that crawled out of the eighteenth floor of hell.

In fact, many times Xia Ruan didn't understand why Cinnabar and Nanting were both children born to the same mother, Nanting was as gentle as jade, but Cinnabar's behavior was bloody and tyrannical. Why is there so much difference between people who grew up in a bad environment? Simply, it doesn't look like a pair of brothers at all.

Nanting has always avoided talking about cinnabar, especially about their life experience, and this question seems to have become a taboo for Nanting. Xia Ruan remembered that she and Xiao Jiu had talked about Nanting, from her husband's words and deeds. She could also guess that her husband didn't know these things from Nanting's mouth.

About the background of Nanting and Cinnabar, it is like a big mystery.

In her previous life, she didn't know.

It's the same in this world.

It's just that the cinnabar in the previous life is still the same as in this life, and in his eyes, human life seems to be child's play.

It seems that only blood can make him feel at ease.

I still remember that Cinnabar always carried three highly poisonous daggers on her body. In the arms, in the waist, in the boots...... Each has a handful hidden.

In the eyes of cinnabar. There seems to be no one who can be completely believed.

When Cinnabar is drunk, she always likes to knock on her head and say, "Don't trust people, don't trust anyone...... Otherwise, how will you die in the coming day? Maybe I don't know. in this world. There is nothing more ridiculous than feelings. It looks like it's real. ”

When Cinnabar said this, the yellow sand around her blocked her vision.

Xia Ruan couldn't see clearly whether Cinnabar was crying or not, the only thing she could see clearly. It was the lonely look of that person, and that look didn't look like the expression that should appear on Cinnabar's face at all.

Too lonely, too lonely.

In her previous life, she believed too much in Tang Jingxuan's feelings and her family relationship with Xia Ruan, so she was angry to death by these two people in the end. Xia Ruan thought that maybe from the beginning, Cinnabar knew something, but he didn't tell her, and only mentioned it occasionally.

Because, that person has never been a nosy person.

"You're like me." This was the last thing Cinnabar said to her, "They all want to live, but they are all pitiful." ”

Xia Ruan disliked that sentence in the past.

In the end, Xia Ruan realized that she was really pitiful, and she didn't even have the strength to refute.

Xia Qinghe cried for a long time, and seemed to vent all the emotions in his heart. She shrunk into a ball in embarrassment, and her whole body was in a daze, as if she was going to faint the next moment.

"Do you remember the water nobleman?" After a while, Xia Qinghe said in a hoarse voice, "She used to be the most distressed person in Cinnabar. ”

After Xia Ruan heard this, he looked at Xia Qinghe in disbelief.

But at this time, Xia Qinghe's face was full of despair.

Xia Ruan soon understood that Xia Qinghe's words were true.

Xia Qinghe ignored Xia Ruan's eyes, and just smiled coldly: "She grew up with Cinnabar, and whatever she wants, Cinnabar will give her." She once wanted the jewel in the city lord's crown, and Cinnabar really risked her life to steal it for her...... In the end, she told me that Cinnabar was almost beaten to death. However, you said that Cinnabar once loved her so much, but why did you let her use those medicines and send her to this cage. ”

In this palace, there is a cage without an exit, and when you come in, you have no life to go out.

Mizumoto is the princess of Nixi Kingdom.

She didn't look like a princess......

There are always a lot of strange people around her friends, and cinnabar is one of them.

"She's a princess, what kind of favor do you want? Why do you have to put all your thoughts on Cinnabar? Xia Qinghe looked at Xia Ruan with some confusion, "Why do you say that a princess would fall in love with a businessman?" She is not short of silver......"

Shui Yuanmu loves cinnabar miserably.

In the end, he was even willing to enter the palace to do things for Cinnabar.

Moreover, the medicine that Shui Yuanmu has been taking is the same as the one Xia Qinghe has taken, which is a magic medicine that can make a woman's face stunning and her skin as delicate as jade.

There is not only musk in this medicine, but also the highly poisonous sunflower of Nixi country.

Using this carefully refined pill, a woman's whole body will emit a strange fragrance, especially when she is having sex with a man, this fragrance will become more and more intense. Men will be intoxicated by this fragrance and emotional......

The emperor likes the fragrance of the water nobleman very much, so he will approach her.

She has used these pills for a long time less than the water noble, so the fragrance is not as attractive as the water noble.

But...... Even if the emperor loves the water nobles, in the end, he still doesn't want to kill the water nobles.

The emperor's favor is like this cloudy and uncertain sky, when it is good, it is like the warm wind in March, and when it is bad, it is like the ice and snow of the cold winter moon.

The emperor likes the water nobleman so much, but in the end, he let people set fire to the body of the water nobleman. In the end, she begged the emperor to get the ashes of the water nobleman...... It's just that the water nobleman died. But he still didn't escape from the palm of cinnabar. The ashes of the water nobleman finally fell into the hands of Cinnabar.

Xia Qinghe raised his head, looked at a withered hibiscus flower outside the window, and then smiled miserably.

Back then, the water nobles loved hibiscus flowers the most, and they often carried such a hibiscus flower on their heads. Her eyes are as blue as the sea, and they are very attractive.

"I, in this life, like such a person." Shui Guiren smiled and pulled the hibiscus flower on his head, "But he doesn't like me...... No. No...... It stands to reason. He likes me, but he's afraid I'll be his weakness. So, I have to pull out this weakness...... A person who achieves great things does not need any weakness. ”

When the water nobleman said these words. It's a faint smile.

Xia Qinghe didn't understand that kind of feeling. But she felt that the water nobleman was very pitiful.

was sent to this palace by the man he loved the most. In the end, I have to die for the man I love the most, what kind of life is this kind of life?

The only thing that Xia Qinghe didn't expect was. When the water nobles died, they didn't hate cinnabar.

"He's very strong, he looks very strong, in fact, he is more pitiful than any of us, I feel sorry for him but I can't be by his side anymore." Shui Guiren smiled miserably, and the look in his eyes became lighter and lighter, "In this life, he thinks that I have enjoyed the warmest everything in this world, and also let me know the most indifferent feelings in this world." If there is an afterlife, I would rather endure such coldness since I was a child, rather than let myself get this warmth that should not belong to me again. Otherwise, even if you are going to die, you can't let go of him and still think about him. ”

Because he has experienced everything that is warmest in the world, the person who can't finally get this warmth can't be blinded even if he dies.

Xia Qinghe didn't know what Cinnabar and Shui Yuanmu had gone through, so she couldn't understand Shui Yuanmu's feelings at the moment.

It's just that there is a lot of humility in loving someone, and she knows better than anyone else.

She loved Wen Zhonghuai very much at the beginning, and she loved so much that she didn't deserve to love Wen Zhonghuai because of Wen Ruyan, and finally fought with Wen Ruyan.

Knowing the result of this, she still did not hesitate.

She likes Wen Zhonghuai, and she likes it humbly.

But as a result, he was completely injured by Wen Zhonghuai.

Loving someone is never wishful thinking, never ......

"Anything you want to know, I'll tell you." Xia Qinghe took off the bracelet in his hand, then stood up and put the bracelet in Xia Ruan's palm, "I know I can't get out, I know I'm going to die here." But I am not reconciled...... Since childhood, I have envied you. When I was young, they always said that you were a beautiful embryo, and you would definitely be dazzling when you grew up. So my sister and I hate you because you're so good. Later, you really looked better and better, as they said, so I hated you even more. A woman's jealousy is sometimes a terrible thing......"

Xia Qinghe smiled and took a few steps back, "But Xia Ruan, I still hate you now, and I can't wait to kill you with my own hands." However, if you kill you, Cinnabar should be happy, and I won't make him happy...... At the beginning, he promised me that he would not kill my sister, but now that I think about it, it was all a joke. ”

Xia Ruan looked at the bracelet in his hand, a little sad.

Xia Ruan's words were soft: "Although I can't save you out, you can still live." Although the lobby sister is gone, the fifth cousin is still alive, and she is also your sister-"

"She's not." Xia Qinghe let out a long sigh, "Her birth is the beginning of all misfortunes, and I can't face her...... Xia Ruan, you see that I hate you like this, and I still ask you in the end. This bracelet is something that the emperor gave me, and it is also the longest thing by my side. Hehe, I can't find anything that has been worn for too long...... Put this next to my parents' graves, and hope to find them under the Yellow Spring. ”

Xia Qinghe sat back in her seat and began to talk to Xia Ruan about some of the things she had heard when she used to serve by Shui Yuanmu's side.

Almost, it's all about the past of cinnabar. (To be continued......)

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