Chapter 103: Hold back
Ah Han just grabbed my hand tightly and didn't speak. I said lightly: "Liang Xiang, there are some things in this palace that I don't know whether to say or not. ”
Liang Xiang said respectfully: "Niangniang, please speak." ”
The remnant sun is like blood, the sun outside also shines in, there is no longer darkness gathered in the house, I know what I am about to face, although it is not a good result, my heart is more clear at this time, although the body hurts, the spirit is soothed.
I said lightly: "The code of ethics is constant, although sometimes it imprisons people, but the reason is good. Those who are unfaithful and unrighteous will not end well in the end. ”
Liang Xiang smiled faintly and said, "The old minister doesn't understand what the imperial concubine is talking about. ”
I also smiled faintly: "In life, Liang has experienced more than this palace. But these many earthly things, fame and fortune, gold, silver, and jewelry, are not brought with them in life, and they are not brought with them in death. For the sake of these, human nature is annihilated, and true sincerity is annihilated, and it is really in vain. I looked at Liang Xiangyi and looked at me with a frown, and I said, "What do people want to live for a lifetime?" Did Liang Xiang get what he wanted? The wife is separated, and the white-haired person sends the black-haired person, what is it asking for? Does it make sense? ”
Liang Xiang interrupted me and said, "The old minister is not here to listen to Niangniang's preaching. ”
I didn't care: "Only I know my own suffering, and digging my own grave is also self-inflicted." ”
Liang Xiang didn't say anything, but saluted lightly to Ah Han and said, "The old minister thinks that the emperor should make an order now." ”
Ah Han asked Liang Xiang rhetorically: "What if I insist on protecting the imperial concubine?" ”
Liang Xiang smiled faintly and said: "The soldiers in the hands of the old minister also insist on protecting the queen to the end!" ”
Ah Han shouted angrily: "Liang Xiang, are you going to rebel?" ”
Liang Xiang smiled faintly and said: "The king forced the ministers to rebel, and the ministers had to rebel." ”
Ah Han asked gloomily: "It's no good for Liang Xiang to tear his face at the moment. ”
Liang Xiang said lightly: "But if the old minister doesn't do it, the disadvantages will be even more." He looked at Ah Han and smiled, and said, "As long as the old minister still has military power in his hands, even if it is only half, the emperor can't do anything, right?" Liang Xiang stood in front of Liang Yu'er, protected Liang Yu'er behind him, and said, "And the old minister's request is not much, just an imperial concubine." ”
Ah Han sneered: "Just for the sake of the imperial concubine, is Liang Xiang going to draw his sword to meet each other?" ”
Liang Xiang looked at me and said, "The imperial concubine has reached thousands of troops alone, hasn't she?" ”
I smiled weakly: "Thank you Liang Xiang for your praise." I frowned, and finally spat up a mouthful of blood, and then fell to the ground with my head down.
The sticky blood was mixed with cold sweat, and a trace of cold wind blew in outside, I was still awake, but I really didn't want to face such a situation, seeing everyone busy around, I was relieved, and I fainted.
When I woke up, I was still very familiar with Chenji Palace, Ah Han sat next to me, watching me wake up, busy calling people. I stretched out my hand to stop him and said lightly, "I just want to stay quietly for a while." ”
I didn't ask Ah Han what he was going to do with me, nor did I ask why I was still in Chenji Palace instead of Lenggong, I didn't want to mention this, I was really tired. Ah Han asked me, "Do you want to sleep a little longer?" ”
I shook my head and sighed softly, "The scourge of witchcraft can really kill people," I lowered my eyebrows and sighed softly, "Ah Min was back then, and I am now." ”
Ah Han was stunned and asked, "Xi'er, what do you want to say?" ”
I hugged my knees, tilted my head and sat on the bed, smiled softly, and said, "You made the witch things in the prince's mansion back then, right?" ”
Ah Han looked at me and nodded lightly for a long time. I couldn't hide my loss, and said lightly: "Then you still told me that you had nothing to do with you?" ”
Ah Han sat on the bed, hugged me gently, and said, "Xi'er, I'm just afraid that you will be sad, let's not talk about this, okay?" ”
I promised, "Okay, don't talk about it," I sighed, "I said I would do my best to understand you, and I would do it, and that's all in the past." ”
I thought about it, but I was still stuffy in it and said, "Ah Yue told me not to live too cleanly." Your aunt told me that I should not take some things too seriously. I also know that I am not a good person, but I am just a person for the time being, so I can get by. ”
Ah Han hugged me gently, I buried my face in the crook of my arm, and asked sullenly, "Did I mess up your original plan to protect me?" ”
Ah Han said softly: "I protect you, nothing will change." ”
I said softly, "Hmm", and Ah Han said, "Xi'er, don't be afraid, I will always be there." ”
I looked up and asked blankly, "And then?" ”
Ah Han stroked my hair and said, "So you can take care of yourself in the days to come." I'll take care of you. ”
I answered softly, and Ah Han stayed for a while before leaving.
On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the Lantern Festival is celebrated all over the world. The sound of drums in the palace has never stopped since I got up in the morning, I don't know what the reason is, but it seems like there is some happy event.
Although I didn't have the heart to inquire about anything worthy of playing the sheng like this, I wanted to go out and walk around, and I didn't want to be depressed in vain. It doesn't matter to me, the child in my womb also wants to see the sun.
Walking out of the path of Chenji Palace, I faintly heard the sound of drums coming from the main hall, and I really didn't want to make a noise to join in the fun. Miao Wu helped me to walk in the opposite direction of the drum music, and from the small platform on the high ground, I could see the situation in front of the main hall. I secretly thought to myself that when I ascended the throne, I watched the emperor and queen worship heaven and earth here.
Standing on the platform, I saw the situation in front of the main hall from afar, the strict guard of honor, and a line of kneeling women in palace clothes. I just think that a person's figure is in a trance like Yin Li, but it is far away, and it is not easy to identify. The drums just drifted like that, and I didn't know what the hell was going on.
When I was young, the shrill voice of the eunuch cut through the drum music, and I clearly heard the words "Concubine Ceremony", Miao Wu was also startled, looked at my expression, and asked, "Girl, let's go back?" ”
I smiled faintly and said, "It's out of the way." ”
The first canonization read by the eunuch was Yin Li, and I watched her walk forward and thank the Holy Grace.
The little eunuch said in a thin voice: "Title as a nobleman, title, Chen, give you a residence in Yichun Garden." ”
When I heard that the title was Chen, my body suddenly became unstable and I almost fell. I helped Miao Wu and said, "Let's go back." ”
Miao Wu couldn't wait for me to go back, and hurriedly helped me go back. Where do I still have the heart to care about those other show girls, this word "Chen" has overwhelmed me. The same face, the same name, the same background, the same acquaintance, the same title, if I didn't live in Chenji Palace at this time, I'm afraid that Chenji Palace would also be Yin Li's.
Miao Wu helped me back to Chenji Palace, and hurriedly called Yuyu to quietly invite the imperial doctor over. I tried to calm down as much as possible, for fear of getting a tire.
The imperial doctor came to ask for a pulse, but just said to me: "Imperial concubine Niangniang, forgive Weichen for being blunt, let it be fate." ”
Miao Wu lowered her face and said, "You imperial doctor, I haven't seen you talk like this!" ”
I persuaded: "Forget it, follow the prescription prescribed by the imperial doctor to grab the medicine, don't make any noise, my brain hurts." ”
Miao Wu stopped speaking angrily, and just led the Imperial Doctor down. I walked over to the couch in the inner room and leaned down.
I probably know why I'm still in Chenji Palace at this moment, I'm afraid that such a concubine ceremony is the result of the transaction, Ah Han accepted the show girl secretly arranged by Liang Xiang, and Liang Xiang let me go for the time being. However, having said that, Liang is full of confidence in Yin Li, otherwise he would not agree to such conditions.
I sighed to myself: "Yin Li can be regarded as fighting for Liang Xiang, Chenzi, it is not unimportant." ”
The birds outside the window were chirping again, and I smiled self-deprecatingly, if Liang Xiang let me go, it was impossible. Cutting the grass does not remove the roots, the spring breeze blows and grows again, and it is just a plan to delay the army. Since Liang Xiang has picked out everything clearly, he will deal with me as soon as possible.
I closed my eyes and thought to myself, I was just worried about Han. Since Liang Xiang dared to speak like this, this rebellious heart was really more and more obvious. Liang Xiang either really wants to rebel, or he just wants to support his young son, in short, judging from the previous situation, Liang Xiang has seized the throne.
I sighed, "It's hard to fill the craving." ”
Ah Han asked softly, "What is the desire that is difficult to fill?" ”
I opened my eyes and saw Ah Han standing one step away, just looking at me with a smile. I looked at him lightly for a long time, and then slowly spoke: "Everyone, Liang Xiang's desires are difficult to fill, and he is trying to usurp the throne, and his heart can be punished. Liang Yuer's desire is difficult to fill, her mother is not enough in the world, and she wants to be a legitimate queen mother. Yin Li's desire is difficult to fill, step by step, and she wants to climb the dragon and attach the phoenix. I can't fill my desires, I just want to be the only one in your harem. Ah Han, your desires are hard to fill, and there are 3,000 beauties in the harem. ”
Ah Han was stunned by what I said on the phone, I looked at him stunned, but smiled faintly: "It doesn't matter, I just want to take care of myself at the moment, I know you have no choice." ”
Ah Han sighed: "Xi'er, thank you. ”
I raised my eyes, looked at him, and asked, "I just don't understand, why do you use the word Chen as a title?" ”
Ah Han came over, sat down beside me, hugged me, and said softly: "That's just a commemorative meaning, if my father and the emperor canonized a concubine with the word Chen, it will be unforgettable." Ah Han smiled lightly and said, "If I use the word Xi, you have to be careful." ”
I said quietly: "What you can't get is the best, because the owner of Chenzi has gone, so Chenzi is very worried." ”
Ah Han hugged me, gently rested his head on my shoulder, and whispered in my ear, "No, Xi'er." ”
I could only smile lightly as if I was perfunctory, and after a while, I said: "Although it is good for you and Liang Xiang to exchange like this, but the villain is a villain after all." ”
Ah Han said lightly: "Sooner or later, he will bite back." ”
I wondered, "Then why did you say yes?" ”
Ah Han smiled and said, "In order to paralyze Liang Xiang, let him think that he has the upper hand and let him get carried away," he gently touched my hair and said, "So Xi'er, you have to be wronged for a long time, and there will probably be more grievances in the future." ”
I nodded slightly, Ah Han looked at me distressedly, and sighed: "I can only endure silently until the last move." ”
I smiled faintly and said, "I know, I will endure any grievances." ”