Chapter 100: The Book of the Wild Goose
Miao Wu and Yuyu were already stunned by me, but they didn't know what to say. Eventually, the two looked at each other and asked, "So what's next?" Go and ask the emperor about the edict or ask the queen mother to get back those rosters? ”
I thought about it, and I had a little unpleasantness with Ah Han, and it was not good to be angry in the middle of the night at this time. Besides, I thought about it, and Ah Han's original intention was just to let me rest, and I didn't want to make me too tired, and I didn't plan to say anything more.
And Liang Yu'er's side, she must not come back, and I don't want to ask for those things in vain.
Yuyu and Miaowu saw that I was frowning and thinking about it, so they asked me softly, "Girl, what are you thinking?" Why are you so entangled? ”
I sighed softly and said, "Forget about this matter, just treat it as if it never happened, see the move!" In the future, it would be good to pay more attention to the people on the queen's side," I drank the tea in the teacup and said, "It's not early, go to bed quickly, don't think about these bad things." ”
Yuyu and Miaowu listened, and they also got up and packed up their things, made the bed, and I went to bed to rest.
The next day I woke up late, and slept all night in a daze. I woke up early and washed up, and I just sat there stunned and didn't know what to do.
When Xiang'er came in to set the dishes and chopsticks, she saw me still sitting in confusion, and said with a smile: "Girl? Haven't woken up yet? ”
I looked at her in confusion, smiled, and said, "Well, I had a dream all night yesterday, and I woke up in the morning just staring in a daze, and I don't remember what kind of dream I had." ”
Lin'er also came in with food, and when she heard my words, she smiled: "Didn't you say that you couldn't remember sleeping well?" ”
I just smiled and shook my head, "I don't know." ”
A few people were sitting together and were about to have breakfast, but I just looked at the dishes on the table and felt sick to my stomach, so I couldn't help but run to the spittoon in the middle and vomited. This time it was okay, but I vomited the little water I drank in the morning, but I couldn't eat after vomiting.
After Miao Wu finished serving me to rinse my mouth, seeing that I was just sitting and watching them eat, she was a little reluctant and asked, "Girl, what do you want to eat?" ”
I shook my head and said, "Eat it, I don't have an appetite right now." ”
After a while, the few of them finished eating, and when they saw that I still didn't move, they packed up and went down. I sat straight and confused until it was close to noon, but I was a little sleepy.
It's just that he was a little drowsy just now, and Wang Ning hurriedly ran in with a happy face and said with a smile: "Girl! Girl! Guess what's going on? ”
I just didn't understand, Wang Ning raised the envelope in his hand and said with a smile: "The letter of the fifth master is for the girl!" ”
I was frightened, but I also woke up, and said with a smile: "Bring it to me quickly!" ”
Wang Ning handed me the letter with a smile: "Girl, read the letter, I'll go to the small kitchen to serve a bowl of soup to the girl, I didn't eat in the morning, I should be hungry at this time." ”
I opened the letter and looked at Qi Yue's words, although the letter was a short article, but I almost wanted to cry.
At the beginning of the day, seeing the words is like meeting. It has not been seen for many days, and it will probably not be seen in the future. Although the fief is bitter cold and remote, it is deeply desirable to me. The desert yellow sand, the north of the desert shooting eagles, riding a horse and galloping, a great joy in life. I have been informed a few days ago that you are not well, so I hope you will take care of yourself and stay for the next day.
I am very good here, I don't have to worry about it, I am grateful to the emperor for letting me live in the world. Under the rising sun in the north of the desert, the dew is slightly cold. Lu Chuxi, about that. At noon, the sun hung high, and the sand was hot. The slanting sun is the most peerless, the geese fly south, the thorns are withered, a ride is unstoppable, and everything in the world is not asked.
I can take care of my family here, and I can't take care of you in Beijing. Life is long, you must remember to protect yourself.
No reply, I know your situation.
Please salute the emperor on my behalf.
Ah Yue: After reading the letter, I was full of comfort. It seems that Ah Yue has really found a stable place, and the desert described in his heart is a bitter cold place, which obviously seems to be the peach blossom source written by Tao Yuanming that I am familiar with.
There is a long yellow sand, camel bells, sea buckthorn grows in the yellow sand, and the sound of the Qiang flute is like crying and complaining in the yellow sand...... There you can drink and chant poetry freely, without taking into account many fetters, and the desolation there blends into the yellow sand, and also melts into the years......
I looked at the letter, smiled faintly, took a deep breath, although it was comforting, but my heart was always panicked. Ah Yue's letter kept saying that he wanted to read Ah Han's benefits, and he didn't dare to ask me to reply to the letter. I looked at the envelope, there were traces of it being opened, and I secretly smiled bitterly: Ah Han must have read it first.
I put the letter on the table, a short page, and I had read it many times. Wang Ning came in with a soup bowl, and when he saw that I had put down the letter, he also put down the bowl and asked me, "Girl, do you want a pen and paper?" Do you want to reply to the fifth master? ”
I shook my head and smiled, "No need. ”
Wang Ning was puzzled: "As soon as the fifth master and the girl get along, they must miss the girl at this time, and the girl will not reply to the fifth master to say a few words?" ”
I just picked up the soup bowl, took a sip of the soup, and said with a faint smile: "No need, the imperial concubine is also a famous person." I put down the bowl, stood up, prepared to go out, and said, "The country has a great funeral, where is it necessary to write letters?" If I die, Ah Yue must know. If you're not dead, isn't it okay? What else to write? ”
After listening to my words, Wang Ning's face turned pale with fright, and he didn't say a word for a long time.
I smiled and said, "Okay, I'm hungry right now, you can go to the kitchenette and serve me food," I said and opened the doorway, "By the way, open the door and let the wind out, let in the sun—"
As soon as I opened the door, I was startled to see that Ah Han was standing in the door with a black face. I was taken aback and asked, "Ah Han? You...... Why don't you come in? ”
Ah Han just glared at me, then raised his feet and went into the house and sat there, Wang Ning hurriedly ran out to pass the food. I saw that Ah Han didn't speak, just had a black face, and was a little unhappy. I just sat there honestly and didn't speak.
Ah Han just didn't speak, and I smiled cautiously: "Why are you here now?" ”
Ah Han just glanced at me gently, and when I saw that he didn't speak, I smiled and said, "What's wrong?" Why don't you speak? ”
I smiled patiently and asked, "What is it that makes you like this?" ”
Ah Han asked me angrily, "You don't know it yourself?" Look at your statement that you have been thinking about the past and the future, and you probably have to say death and death a few times during the New Year? ”
I smiled and said, "I just said it casually," I hurriedly poured a cup of tea for Ah Han and handed it to him, and said with a smile, "It's just to express my emotions, nothing else, really." ”
Ah Han took the tea lightly, just took a sip, and put it down. looked at me, shook his head helplessly, and said, "Don't talk about it all day long, you don't taboo, I'm still taboo!" ”
I nodded hurriedly and said, "I know, I know." Seeing that Ah Han's expression was soothed, I just paused and asked, "You asked Liang Yuer to take away the roster of show girls?" ”
Ah Han nodded lightly and said, "I'm afraid you're tired, and I've also told her, she won't make decisions on her own, don't worry." ”
Although I have a lot of worries, but Ah Han said so, I had to nod, smile slightly, and not mention this matter.
Ah Han took a few sips of the teacup, and when he saw that I didn't speak, he said softly: "There is Yin Li in the show girl this time." ”
I was startled, looked at Ah Han with wide eyes, and asked, "What did you say?" ”
Ah Han comforted me and said, "It's okay, it's okay." ”
I tried to suppress my anger several times, but I couldn't help it, so I sneered and asked, "Then I want to ask when this person was stuffed in?" I didn't see it at the time of the primary. ”
Ah Han said lightly: "Liang Xiang has accepted Yin Li as his godgranddaughter." ”
I stood up with a bang, looked at Ah Han coldly, and said, "You can refuse." ”
Ah Han looked at me and said, "Liang Xiang will still have a follow-up." ”
I said lightly: "Can't all women in the world look like Concubine Chen, right?" What if he has a back-up move? ”
Ah Han was a little angry and said, "Xi'er! ”
I looked at him and didn't know what to say for a while, so I nodded and said, "Whatever you want." ”
Ah Han gently grabbed me and comforted: "Xi'er, I really ......" I looked at him, he didn't say the next word, I smiled faintly: "Really? ”
Ah Han just sighed, I didn't want to argue anymore, so I said weakly: "Ah Han, let's not quarrel, let's talk well, talk calmly," I looked at him fixedly and asked, "You tell me, what do you want to do with Yin Li?" If only you just told me. ”
Ah Han looked at me and said seriously: "I'm just taking Liang Xiang's move," he patted my hand lightly and said, "Xi'er, no matter how many people there are in this harem, you are you." ”
I had to nod, with endless sadness in my heart: How many people are in the harem? Am I just me? Then I can't be pure. I just looked at Ah Han lightly, and at this time I felt that he didn't understand me at all, and I didn't know him either, and they were each other.
After Ah Han left, I sat there for a long time without moving. It wasn't until Miao Wu came in and saw that I was still sitting that she asked softly, "Girl?" Have dinner? ”
I came back to my senses and asked, "Is it all night?" ”
Miao Wu nodded and said, "Girl, what's wrong with you?" ”
I thought about it, I made a fuss about myself every day, and I scared the wonderful dancers enough. When I thought of this, I smiled and said to Miaowu: "It's nothing, just thinking about things like this, but I didn't expect it to be night." In that case, let's have dinner. ”
Miao Wu was relieved to see that I was smiling happily. I went to dinner with Miao Wu.
After dinner, I went to bed early, just tossing and turning. Ah Han's sentence "No matter how many people there are in the harem, you are you" made me feel even more chilled. I couldn't sleep, so I got up, went to the window, and opened it. The cold wind came and woke me up a little sleepy, and I just lay by the window and looked at the moon in the sky.
I lay on my stomach for a long time, my cranky thoughts were muddy, but the cold wind was stirred again, I just felt that my throat was sweet and fishy, and I vomited out a mouthful of blood. I wiped it myself in a hurry, and said with a wry smile: "It seems that I am not lightly angry." I also knew that it was probably fine, but I was afraid that Miaowu would be afraid if they knew, so I rinsed my mouth again, but I didn't speak.