There are too many obstacles in this world, if you find that you are wrong, you must turn back in time.

Otherwise, you will be cocooned and bound to yourself.

When he watched Ang Lee's figure disappear at the end of the street, he knew that even if some people in this world betrayed and forgot themselves, as long as this person turned around and smiled. Those hatreds that were once full of hatred will disappear in an instant.

Mo Yan wanted to reach out and touch the person who had disappeared, but he could only think about it.

Because he understands that even touching it is a luxury.

A stone's throw away, the end of the world.

Heh, Mo Yan couldn't help but laugh.

From the moment he followed Cinnabar, from the moment he chose to be the head of Princess Qinghe, he entered the obstacle he had set for himself, and he could never turn back.

Mo Yan stopped on the street for a long time, and it was not until the little guy next to him called out to him that he regained his thoughts.

The little guy sitting in the carriage looked at Mo Yan's expression and couldn't help asking, "Childe, who is that person?" ”

Mo Yan sat on the horse, he gathered his cloak, and then whispered, "It's the son of the Li family." ”

The little girl slowly breathed a sigh of relief, as if she had unloaded the burden in her heart: "Fortunately, it is the son of the Li family, if it is Miss Gu, I am afraid that I will be reprimanded by the princess again when I go back this time." Childe, the princess has a bad temper these days, you better not ......"

The little guy was halfway through the conversation, and he didn't dare to continue.

I saw the young man in front of him with eyebrows like distant mountains and peach blossoms, his thin lips were slightly raised, and his smile was very sarcastic.

The little guy took a cold breath, and then looked away.

He was also ordered to do things.

He obeyed the princess's instructions and followed Mo Yan's side. The princess was angry because Mo Yan met with Miss Gu in private.

But the princess couldn't punish Mo Yan ruthlessly, so the unlucky ones were the people of the princess's mansion. He was the princess's guard in the past, and the princess specially sent him to serve by Mo Yan's side, hoping that he would monitor Mo Yan's every move while serving Mo Yan.

The little girl remembered that when Mo Yan was talking to the man on the street just now, the tenderness on his face seemed to be inexhaustible for several lifetimes.

That kind of ink is really eye-catching.

He closed his eyes helplessly, and he somewhat understood why the princess cared so much about Mo Yan. This person is really too handsome. His every move is so appealing. And he's also a man who knows how to advance and retreat.

How could Princess Qinghe not like such a person?

"Xiaomu." Mo Yan's voice was extremely soft, "What do you think of Miss Gu Jiaba?" Is she smart? ”

The little guy who was called Xiaomu suddenly opened his eyes at this time. He looked at Mo Yan in disbelief. "Childe. You...... You can't be tempted by Miss Gu Ba. ”

Xiao Mu has been following Mo Yan these days, and he can be regarded as understanding Mo Yan's temperament.

He doesn't remind a person lightly.

He is a person who usually doesn't like words, and he is also unexpectedly cold to people. But Mo Yan is also a soft-hearted person. When Xiaomu's mother was seriously ill, it was Mo Yan who personally invited a doctor to his mother, and rewarded him with a hundred taels of silver, so that he could take good care of his mother.

If it weren't for Mo Yan, his mother would have been gone a long time ago.

Therefore, for Mo Yan, although Xiao Mu was under the order of Princess Qinghe to monitor Mo Yan, many times he turned a blind eye.

It's just that he never thought that Mo Yan would actually mention Gu Xirou, the eighth lady of the Gu family, at this time. Although he had heard this name from Princess Qinghe's mouth many times, he was not as shocked as hearing it from Mo Yan's mouth.

Could it really be that as those faces in the princess's mansion said, Mo Yan wants to climb up to the eighth lady of the Gu family?

Mo Yan looked back, with a hint of a nonchalant smile on Junxiu's face, "I'm just asking you, what do you think of her?" As you saw a few times ago, she's a pretty smart person. ”

"She'......" Xiao Mu looked at Mo Yan's expression, and then hesitated for a moment before saying, "She's very smart, but ...... But Childe, you have to think about yourself. You can't be with her, she ...... If you really like her, don't be with her. ”

Mo Yan was slightly stunned, and was a little puzzled: "Why do you say this?" If you like someone, shouldn't you be with her? ”

When Mo Yan asked this sentence, he was extremely serious, "What if I like her very much, what if I like her very much?" ”

Xiao Mu hurriedly picked up the curtain of the car, and after seeing that the people outside did not hear Mo Yan's words, he turned his head hurriedly.

Xiao Mu's expression was a little flustered, "Childe, do you really don't know, or fake don't know." Even if you really like her, what can you do? You are now the person of Princess Qinghe, and you know the status of Princess Qinghe. The small ones can help you hide for a while, but they can't help you hide for a lifetime. Princess Qinghe is a jealous person, you have only met Miss Gu Ba a few times, and she asked the little one to follow you. Childe, if you really like Miss Gu Ba, will you hurt her? ”

There was a hint of loneliness on Mo Yan's face.

He smiled coldly and did not answer Xiao Mu's words.

"Childe, if you really like Miss Gu Ba, you should stay away from her." It took a lot of effort for Xiao Mu to say the words in his heart, "If you want to be with her, you will take her life." Even if Miss Gu Ba is the most distressed young lady of Concubine An, it's just that Princess Qinghe won't take care of these. She...... If you really have something to do with Miss Gu Ba, she will kill Miss Gu Ba. ”

Xiao Mu said very softly, and his whole body trembled violently.

These words, he was not going to sue sù Mo Yan.

Because, too cruel.

However, compared to watching Mo Yan lose his life, even if it was cruel, he had to say it.

"Even if you like it very much, can't you?" When Mo Yan said these words, his expression was very sad, and his beautiful eyes were covered with a layer of water, "Even if you just stay by her side, can't you?" ”

Xiao Mu lowered his voice and interrupted Mo Yan's words, "No. ”

Mo Yan's eyes were slightly red, this was the first time Xiao Mu had known Mo Yan for so many years, and his eyes were red when he saw him.

He still remembered the first time he entered the princess's mansion, it was the warm spring of March, Mo Yan stood under the peach blossom tree, and then stretched out his hand to stroke the peach blossoms on the branches, and smiled faintly after a while. His smile was so dazzling that he was amazed.

He never thought that a man would be so good-looking, even more delicate than the flowers in the garden.

Later, Xiao Mu also heard someone say in private, "Tsk, if the son of Mo Yan is a woman, he must be a demon who will bring disaster to the country and the people." Did you see that? The way he laughed was really beautiful. ”

Of course, some people say, "It's really a shameless thing, a man with full limbs, and he wants to choose to take such a path." Phew, I smell the fat powder on his body, and I want to vomit. What kind of dog thing, do you really think of yourself as a high-ranking son? ”

When Xiao Mu came to serve at Mo Yan's side, he learned that Mo Yan never applied rouge and did not like spices.

He has a faint sense of detachment on him, but he is actually very approachable.

During this time, Mo Yan would always say a lot of inexplicable things to him.

For example, Murphy said he wanted to go back to Nissi to watch the fireworks.

For example, Mo Yan said that he wanted to go home, think about Kamigawa, and where he wanted to put lanterns.

For example, Mo Yan said that he was tired and wanted to rest, and he didn't want to work so hard anymore.

……

Mo Yan said a lot, but Mo Yan's tone was sad every time, but he didn't see how much his expression changed. Today, Mo Yan's eyes suddenly turned red, which made Xiao Mu a little dumbfounded. He didn't know if his words were too heavy, but subconsciously he knew that those words should be said like this.

Xiao Mu has seen Gu Xirou a few times, and the woman looks very gentle, but when she speaks, she is not as soft as her face.

She speaks directly and doesn't know how to hide it, if she is a person with a little stronger self-esteem, she will not like people like Gu Xirou.

But Gu Xirou is very smart.

When Mo Yan was looking for Gu Xirou, Gu Xirou looked at Mo Yan's expression, as if she was watching a play.

Xiao Mu didn't know what Mo Yan and Gu Xirou said, but every time Gu Xirou saw Mo Yan, she shouted, "Fool." ”

The last time Mo Yan and Gu Xirou met, Gu Xirou smiled and said so loudly that he could hear it clearly when he was standing in the distance.

Gu Xirou said, "If you are a woman, I'm afraid, I am not your opponent." It's really hard to meet a fool like you. ”

Xiao Mu didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but he could see that Gu Xirou looked at Mo Yan with some appreciation.

Xiao Mu knelt in front of Mo Yan and collected all his feelings, "Childe, you and Miss Gu have no future. Even if you like it very much, you like it very much, there is no future. Childe, not everything in this world is love, and it is not that you can't live without feelings. The small one thinks that life is more important than feelings. Childe, you have to think about your own life, Princess Qinghe will not endure it again and again. If you go too far, she'll kill you. The little one doesn't want to do something like this one day himself. ”

Mo Yan was stunned, "Is life more important?" ”

"Alive, you can still do things for Miss Gu Ba, although you can't be by her side, but you can protect her." Xiao Mu said with some bitterness, "If you die, then there will be nothing." Even the last memories are gone. In the future, someone else will appear in her life in her place. ”

After hearing this, Mo Yan finally couldn't help crying.

He cried very silently and suppressedly, so that Xiao Mu did not dare to say anything more.

Xiao Mu was afraid that if he said too much, it would make Mo Yan's heart even more uncomfortable.

Still, Mo Yan is a smart man, and he knows what to do next.

"When you're dead, there's nothing, not even memory." Mo Yan smiled desolately, and his voice choked, "It's just that the memory will also disappear, and it will disappear cleanly, and there will not even be a trace of zài." ”

Xiao Mu looked at Mo Yan's crying face, and for some reason felt unbearable pain.

He cried......

I don't know if it's because I can't get affection, or if I ...... I can't help myself. (To be continued......)