Lin Ruyan hid the rag in his hand behind him and said to Chen Hao: "I don't want to come to this room as a guest, I want to be the owner of this room, do you think I have hope?" ”

Chen Hao stood quietly in place, except for his steady and light breathing, which was silence. This silence is like an invisible mountain, so that Lin Ruyan can barely breathe. As Chen Hao was silent for longer and longer, Lin Ruyan knew that her hope was getting slimmer and slimmer, and her heart gradually fell into the endless abyss.

After a long time, Lin Ruyan wanted to leave in despair, when Chen Hao took Lin Ruyan's hand, took her to the table and sat down, and sat opposite Lin Ruyan. "Like smoke, you sit first."

"Chen Hao, didn't you say you were going to tell me something? What do you want to say to me? Lin Ruyan knew that Chen Hao must have something to tell him, so he whispered.

Looking at that beautiful and delicate face, Chen Hao didn't know where to start for a while. After another silence, Chen Hao sighed, picked up the teacup and poured a cup of tea for Lin Ruyan, and then poured himself a cup.

Sunlight shines obliquely through the window, reflecting the shadow of the window on the ground. The fragrance of tea in the house is overflowing, but the atmosphere is unusually depressing.

"Like smoke," Chen Hao finally spoke, "Do you remember the scene when you and I first met?" ”

"Remember, at the subway station." Lin Ruyan's eyes seemed a little confused at this time, and his thoughts seemed to return to the moment when he first met Chen Hao.

"At that time, you were wearing a school uniform, carrying a school bag, and your long silky hair was casually tied in a ponytail at the back of your head, and the ponytail shook playfully when you walked. Your big eyes are as clear as a crystal, and the two dimples when you laugh completely intoxicate me, and the first time I see you, I know that you are the goddess of my life. Chen Hao muttered to himself, and at this time he also fell into deep memories.

"I know that my heart was captured by you at that moment, I know that you will be my all, without you, I don't know what the future life of Lu Dao will be. I never believed in love at first sight before, and from that moment on, I did. ”

Lin Ruyan just listened quietly, she stretched out her hand and held Chen Hao's hand tightly. Chen Hao didn't seem to feel anything, and continued to himself: "At that moment, although I still don't understand what love is, I know that I have fallen into the whirlpool of love and can't extricate myself. When you close your eyes every night, the first thing that comes to mind is your smile and the dimples that fascinate you. ”

Lin Ruyan lowered his head and was silent, and his hand that grabbed Chen Hao was tighter, the kind of scene Chen Hao said was similar to He Zeng who he had experienced.

"Like smoke," Chen Hao withdrew his gaze from the window and turned to the familiar face in front of him. "I find that I am in love with you, incorrigibly in love, in the dark, without you, my life would not have any color."

"Chen Hao, I love you too." Lin Ruyan interrupted Chen Hao's words. "As much as you love me, so do I love you."

"Ruyan," Chen Hao stared at Lin Ruyan's eyes and asked in a low voice, "If I love you and have another woman at the same time, will you hate me?" ”

"......" replied to Chen Hao's silence.

Hate? Should I hate him? Do I have the right to hate him? Lin Ruyan's heart was already blank, and her future was also confused, and she couldn't find a direction.

Before coming to the clinic, Lin Ruyan guessed countless things that Chen Hao might want to say, but she didn't expect that Chen Hao would actually tell herself such a message, and this information completely blinded Lin Ruyan.

Chen Hao knew that his words would hurt Lin Ruyan a lot, but if he concealed it, it would be even more harmful to Lin Ruyan. He sighed and said, "Everyone wants to have the true and only love, whether it is mental or physical, they don't like each other's betrayal. In love, everyone is selfish, although sometimes we also say that we can give everything for love. ”

"Would you like to hear my story with those women?" Chen Hao asked Lin Ruyan and nodded weakly, like walking with a corpse. Chen Hao's heart couldn't help but tingle, but if he didn't say it and continue to hide it, Chen Hao's heart would be even more uncomfortable, because to do so was to deceive Lin Ruyan's feelings.

"I knew Shen Yueru earlier than I knew you. Her father was diagnosed with terminal liver cancer and was sentenced to death by doctors. She overheard someone talking about me, so she approached me with the idea of a dead horse being a live horse doctor. ”

"At that time, I was really naïve and funny, in order to gain popularity, I actually came up with a bad idea of arrogantly calling myself a miracle doctor and paying a registration fee of 10,000 yuan, which made me a celebrity in the medical industry in Hudong. Later, I learned that the reason why I became a so-called celebrity is that I am famous for being ridiculed and ridiculed. ”

"Because Shen Yueru's father was my first patient, I waived his treatment fees. I didn't expect Shen Yueru to go to work in the company during the day, and go to the bar to be a barmaid at night, with only one purpose, that is, to pay for my treatment. ”

"I went to a bar with a few classmates, and I met her and was almost bullied by a few gentlemen. I was touched by her gratitude and perseverance, so I rescued her. ”

"On her birthday, I sent her a birthday present, and it happened on that day. On that day, I admit that men are animals that think with their lower bodies. ”

Then, Chen Hao told Lin Ruyan what happened to Zhao Xiaolei as it was. Lin Ruyan hadn't come back to her senses yet, and Chen Hao confessed to the third woman.

"You probably know a little bit about my relationship with Lu Shiyuan, although we have to quarrel every day and sarcastically mock each other, in fact, there is no malice in our hearts."

"She is a person with a true temperament, who dares to love and hate. She made it clear to me that I was her boyfriend, but I always saw her as a good buddy and brother. ”

"Until one day, when I encountered a strong enemy, she stood in front of me again and again. When her legs were broken, she crawled up to me and fended me off with her hands. Her hand was also broken, and she put her body across my face to bear the enemy's punches and kicks, and she almost lost her life there to save me. ”

The first time Lin Ruyan heard Chen Hao talk about this dangerous thing, she couldn't help but change her complexion, and couldn't help but exclaim.

"I told them everything as it was, and I respected whatever choice they made. Today, I confess everything to you. They have become a part of my life, and if you insist that I abandon them and be nice to you, I'm sorry I can't. ”