1495, if you don't succeed, pull it out and slip in
The place where he lived, not to mention what a good place it was, but it was quiet, that is, it would not affect his reading, and there was good food and drink during this period, and he was startled when he only inquired about the market price at this time.
Some students are poor and have to choose to live in firewood houses and other places, how can that kind of environment be completely unaffected, and even some live directly in broken temples, noisy during the day, reading books by moonlight at night, resting or something is not good enough, and it is necessary to prevent people from stealing things, in that case, it is really not a human life.
Others even if they share a room, and most of these have to be half a month in advance, first go to the capital to find the Confucian Institute to understand some things, such as the examination process or something, anyway, the time must be surplus, plus in the capital land price is more expensive than the outside, students enter Beijing during this time, it is inevitable that some hawkers will raise the price, not too much, but it is a lot of time for a long time.
Some students smashed pots and sold iron at home to scrape together a few taels of silver to enter Beijing, and this little bit of money may not be spent all the way into Beijing, and it is not possible to have a few taels of silver during this period in the capital, and it is really not possible for anyone to live a particularly hard life.
A dozen taels down to a dozen or so is about the same, which is still the least under normal circumstances.
Those who want to eat and drink well, after entering the capital, if they have a little background at home, they have to go to the people they know in the capital to walk around, give some gifts or something, there are no dozens of taels, and even some people can't beat hundreds of taels.
And like Yang Changjian, who lives in a separate courtyard, has a special person to serve, except for studying, he doesn't have to worry about anything else, some young masters of the family bring servants over, and they are not allowed to pay the order, but the house rented during this period has to be more than a month, and it is not enough to have a few dozen taels of miscellaneous things.
Yang Changjian only cares about reading now, plus Yun Cang and Bingyan are not disadvantaged, he also borrowed some silver from Yun Cang and Bingyan, he can't run out of ink, and now Baba informs Yun Cang and Bingyan, it's really easy to live from the inside out, hearing what others say about the current living environment, Yang Changjian listens to the big head.
Yang Changjian is also more and more serious about reading, but he is also very worried about whether he will do well in the exam, although Yang Changjian is still a little confident in himself, but this is a spring season, the most talented students in the country are gathered here, he thinks he is good, but there are people outside the world, there is a sky outside the sky, how does he know that he must be the best, this kind of thing can not be guaranteed, isn't it.
What if I don't do well?
King Cang and Princess Cang did so much to him, and also helped him deal with Peng Peng, and gave him a clean slate, and now he has more opportunities to read in such a leisurely environment, he came to the capital from his hometown, with a dream, it was really heavenly, at that time he felt that he was forever unstoppable, nothing could hit him, but after experiencing this, he suddenly found that he had lost a courage.
There will be no shortage of people like Peng Peng, and he may only have this chance to prove himself, Yang Changjian's name before, because of the trouble with Peng Peng, everyone present at the time knew it, and his talent and name were known to more people.
Getting the name of talent can be used to defeat Peng Peng and let him get the true recognition of others, but at the same time, it also raises him to a certain height, which makes people's expectations of him higher than that of normal students, if he fails to succeed, or if he does not do well in the exam, what he did before is a joke. Yang Changjian has not experienced the things that have been laughed at, in fact, he thinks he can handle it, but because of this, he is also afraid that others will think that he is deceiving people.
At that time, the matter must have reached the ears of Emperor Tianxuan, if he really lost, Emperor Tianxuan felt that he was selling his reputation, but there was no second chance.
A person as lofty as Emperor Tianxuan, I'm afraid he doesn't remember Yang Changjian at all now, but this kind of concern is also there.
The more he thought about it, the more anxious Yang Changjian became, and in this case, Yang Changjian originally felt that he already knew the book, but when he read it for the second time, or the third or fourth time, he suddenly couldn't understand it.
This made Yang Changjian even more anxious, which made him even more afraid, and the whole person became wilted and had no spirit.
And this kind of thing, for taking care of Yang Changjian, and there is a little bit of surveillance inside, although since the end of Peng Peng's matter, Yun Cang and Bingyan have not asked for it anymore, but the pair of people who are used to serving still dutifully told Yun Cang and Bingyan about it.
Yun Cang was puzzled: "Oh? Yang Changjian: What's going on, is there something sick about it? ”
Hei Yu reported: "I said that I called the doctor to see it, there is no problem, and the body is very healthy, but my appetite has not been very good recently, and the doctor has not found anything, so in the end, I only concluded that he may have some heart disease and has no energy." ”
Yun Cang's face was a little unpleasant: "At this time, what are you thinking about disturbing him." "During this time, Yang Changjian's home is far away from the capital, and there is no news, even if there is, they don't want to disturb Yang Changjian, it's not a hundred thousand urgent, they all ordered to go down, don't sue Yang Changjian first.
Although Yang Changjian has talked with a few students, they have all talked about it, and nothing happened, isn't it strange that it suddenly became like this.
Moreover, Yun Cang was so easily influenced by Yang Changjian, and he also had a different kind of affection for Yang Changjian, who was originally optimistic, and his original impression of Yang Changjian had begun to decline.
Bingyan thought for a while and said, "Maybe this Yang Changjian is under too much mental pressure. ”
Yun Cang snorted: "There is a lot of pressure, in this capital, there are a few people who are not under pressure, so they can't stand it, and they can achieve something big in the future." Leave him alone and see what he can do. Cheng Yuncang may continue to consider Yang Changjian, if not, Yuncang will not pay attention to this person.
He himself felt that he was teased by Yang Changjian, and he was inevitably a little dissatisfied in his heart.
What Yun Cang said is also the truth, living in this kind of territory in the capital, which one has no pressure, Yang Changjian is only where he is now, entering the court, which one of the officials is not living with his head, sometimes even if he doesn't do anything, he will be involved in the unjustified disaster, living in the court in the palace, that is called real pressure, if Yang Changjian can't stand it like this, then he will not do much when he enters the court, and he will really not do anything big, a little thing can defeat him, and he will face things in the future, It will never be less stressful than it is now.
Bingyan smiled and held Yun Cang's hand, and gently touched the back of Yun Cang's hand with a hand.
Yun Cang was originally an indifferent person, he was so angry because of Yang Changjian's matter, I am afraid that it was also because of his high expectations, but it turned out to be a matter of hope, and he couldn't stand it even more.
Yun Cang and Bingyan have indeed done a lot of things for Yang Changjian, not to mention whether these are voluntary or not, even if they do it voluntarily, when they see that Yang Changjian may be successful, this can be regarded as their support, how can they not want this person to be good.
Suddenly you're ridiculous, and it's not funny at all.
The more you care, the easier it is to get angry.
Yun Cang pursed his lips and said softly: "Yang Changjian has knowledge, and he is a very responsible person, this is the most clear to Xianggong, I don't have much contact with this Yang Changjian, and I don't understand as well as Xianggong you thoroughly." But there is one thing, I can also see that Xiang Gong takes a fancy to this talent, even if this Yang Changjian's future path is not what we think, Xiang Gong also has the idea of cultivating him, and now that he is making such a fuss, I know that you are uncomfortable. ”
It's just that now Yang Changjian can't get out by himself, he doesn't even know that he is in trouble, if he doesn't pull a hand at this time, it will be really difficult for him to do it this time. After that, there is still time to educate Yang Changjian, I don't want to see Xianggong angry because of him. ”
Yun Cang held Bingyan's hand, paused, and said, "You still know me." ”
Bingyan smiled and pulled the back of Yun Cang's hand: "Yang Changjian may be too nervous, and he wants to help him relieve pressure." ”
Yun Cang was a little unfamiliar with the word ice smoke, and wondered: "What kind of pressure method?" ”
Bingyan touched his chin and thought about it: "For the time being, I haven't thought about it all, I have to think about it first, but Xianggong will accompany me and Tuan Tuan to eat first, I have a word first, don't be angry with me when eating, if you don't eat well because of this, I won't allow you to go to bed at night." ”
Yun Cang looked at the concern in Bingyan's eyes, smiled and touched Bingyan's head, the previous unhappy mood suddenly disappeared, and the rare softness on his face: "I listen to you, I have you and Tuan Tuan to accompany your husband to eat, do you dare to be angry for your husband." ”
As he spoke, he hugged Bingyan and leaned into Bingyan's ear and said, "If there is no lady sleeping by her side, how can Xianggong sleep." As he spoke, he also touched Bingyan's waist, which was very ambiguous, and he was immediately pushed by Bingyan.
Bingyan glared at him with a red face: "It's time to eat, what are you talking about?" ”
Yun Cang rarely joked: "But this matter was brought up by the lady." ”
Bingyan's face turned red again, snorted, and glared at Yun Cang again: "Who said it, I didn't say it, you heard it wrong, you still rely on me, do you really want to study today, huh?" ”
Yun Cang smiled and grabbed Bingyan's shoulder, and whispered to Bingyan with some flattery: "Okay, it's all the husband's fault, what the lady said is right, I heard it wrong, okay, let's go pick up Tuan Tuan over, he must miss you, I heard Tuan Tuan's cry." ”
Regarding Yun Cang's serious nonsense, Bingyan also expressed helplessness, and pinched the back of Yun Cang's hand, but couldn't help laughing: "It's just perverse!" ”