Sometimes, what the world wants is often what fate can't give. Worse still, plundering without giving.

In 1984, Gu Qinghuan was 21 years old, that is, this year, she met Su Lan and had her first heartbeat.

They met at a gathering of friends, from different schools and departments, but they knew each other.

He is an open-minded man who likes to climb mountains and play basketball, and has white teeth when he laughs.

He called her "Qinghuan" in a soft tone, and she realized at that time that her name could be so beautiful when it was called.

Every day she was with him was like a dream. I still remember that the smile on the corner of my mouth at that time was brighter and more enchanting than Xia Hua.

She loved him because he was her first love, because they loved him very purely.

Su Lan has a humorous nature, and she has a weak temperament, he is a person who can't sit still, but after getting to know her, he likes to read quietly with her, occasionally tired of reading, he can always see his warm eyes when he raises his eyes, he will cross the table, hold her face with both hands, and approach her with a handsome face: "Qinghuan, how can you say that I like you so much?" Da"

In a word, the heart is enough to bloom dazzling flowers.

Four years of love, as if they have melted each other into the palm of the hand, is not easy to detect, but it is indispensable in life.

March 15 is Su Lan's birthday, and from 1984 to 1988, she spent it with him.

March 15, 1988, was the last birthday she spent with Su Lan.

On his birthday, Su Lan said: "Qinghuan, when will you take me home, meet our parents together, and discuss our marriage." ”

This sounded like a joke, but Su Lan's expression at that time was very serious.

She smiled, in fact, she had already planned to take him home in the summer of 88, she thought she would stand quietly beside him and introduce to her family: "His name is Su Lan, and I love him very much." ”

Su Lan had an accident on July 8, and he talked to her on the phone before the accident, and he could hear that he was very nervous in order to meet her parents, lest the details not be in place, and frequently asked her if her parents usually had any preferences?

After thinking about it, she said, "You go to the mall and wait for me first, and I'll go over to look for you later." ”

Su Lan smiled and said, "Look at it, it's not easy to marry you." ”

That day, Gu Qinghuan took a taxi to the mall, and the city's traffic channel in the car was broadcasting a car accident message: At 10:15 this morning, there was a major car accident at the East Bridge of the Third Ring Road. The owner of one sedan died on the spot, and the owner of another sedan was seriously injured and has been sent to the hospital for first aid.

The taxi driver sighed in front: "Alas, it's another human tragedy, whoever has this thing has to cry to death." ”

Gu Qinghuan only listened quietly and did not speak. The earth is so big, people die almost every day, and no matter how close people are, they will one day come to the end of the song and scatter, so when each other is still there, we must hold each other's hands tightly and live well.

Fortunately, the people she loves are still alive and well.

When he arrived at the destination, Gu Qinghuan got out of the car, but Su Lan hadn't arrived yet, and looked up at the sky. On July 8th, the sky was very blue, and there were big white clouds floating on it, like cotton wool, and I suddenly remembered Su Lan, and when I smiled, it was very warm, as clean as the sky.

The sky was too blue, the clouds were too white, and it stinged her eyes, and for some reason, when she lowered her head and rubbed her eyes, she suddenly felt very sad in her heart.

……

On July 8, Su Lan was seriously injured in a car accident and was in a deep coma.

On July 9, Su Lan lost spontaneous breathing and needed a ventilator to maintain his life. In the afternoon, the doctor said to Su Lan's parents: "You are close to brain death, please be mentally prepared." ”

On July 10, Su Lan was brain dead, but his heart continued to beat without lack of oxygen.

Su Lan's parents were completely desperate, washing their faces with tears every day, Gu Qinghuan had no tears, she lay on Su Lan's chest, listened to his heartbeat, and said to Su Lan's parents: "Listen, Su Lan is still alive, and his heart is still beating." ”

Listening to her words, Su Lan's father turned his back to wipe his tears, and Su Lan's mother covered her mouth and cried, but with such helplessness and despair, how could she resist crying and escape?

Holding his hand, she whispered, "Su Lan, wake up, we said we were going to get married." ”

Yes, they said that they were going to get married, it was all her fault, if she didn't propose to go to the mall, he wouldn't have had an accident, it was she who buried her happiness with her own hands.

On July 11th, someone from the hospital came to find Su Lan's parents, these people wanted to take Su Lan's heart, Gu Qinghuan, who had not shed tears, learned that Su Lan's parents agreed, and suddenly cried "wow", she hugged Su Lan tightly and refused to let go.

Su Lan's parents also cried: "Qinghuan, if Su Lan is alive, I think he will also support us in doing this." ”

She was so dazed and helpless, she knelt down to Su Lan's parents: "I beg you, don't give Su Lan's heart to others, let's wait, there will definitely be a miracle, Su Lan will definitely wake up." ”

Su Lan's parents were shaken because of Gu Qinghuan's insistence.

The doctor sighed on the side: "Mr. Su can only maintain the signs of life with instruments and drugs at this moment, but his heart and lung function will soon fail, and then his heart will completely stop beating......

The doctor's words completely shattered Gu Qinghuan's daydreams and destroyed all her beliefs and persistence after Su Lan fell into a coma after the accident.

She's miserable