On the day my father died, my memory was always a little blurry.

The only thing Xiao Yixue remembered was Xiao Jiu's tired and cold look.

At that time, Xiao Jiu seemed to be possessed by something, which made her can't help but retreat.

Her gentle brother was like a doll without joy, without sorrow, without desire.

It was precisely because Xiao Jiu showed such a look that she remembered that moment no matter what.

Xiao Yixue thought that she would be by her brother's side.

Protect him.

It's just a shame that she hasn't done what a sister should do all these years. Xiao Jiu has always been protecting her, if it weren't for her younger brother, Xiao Yixue thought that she would have been dead a long time ago.

A madman like her, who would want to raise her if she was stimulated and lose her mind.

That's why she thinks more than others.

"Fourth sister, Master Hou and I will not hurt Aunt Lin." Xia Ruan said it very lightly, but Xiao Yixue still listened thoroughly.

Xia Ruan's soft eyes showed some tenderness, "If the fourth sister wants to ask me if I hate?" I do have some resentment in my heart, but it can't be regarded as hatred. The only thing I hope for now is to watch Sheng'er grow up in peace. ”

Xia Ruan's words, but Xiao Yixue was speechless.

She originally thought that Xia Ruan would reprimand her.

After all, she heard from Du Ruo's mouth that Xia Ruan had a difficult birth at that time, and Xia Ruan almost gave her life in order to give birth to Xiao Sheng. The culprits of Xia Ruan's dystocia are his mother and maternal grandfather. If Xia Ruan didn't hate her mother and grandfather, she didn't want to believe it.

So on the way to the main courtyard, Xiao Yixue thought for a long time, whether to say these words to Xia Ruan, and how to speak.

She had already thought about it, if Xia Ruan didn't agree to let her mother go, she would kneel and beg Xia Ruan.

Self-esteem, this thing, was thrown away cleanly long before she married into the Zhang family.

"I ......" Xiao Yixue thought for a long time. I don't know what to say. "Thank you." ”

Xia Ruan looked at Xiao Yixue and couldn't help but smile faintly, "If the fourth sister really wants to thank me." Then come and see me. I'm alone in the room. I want to talk to someone. ”

Xia Ruan said casually, but Xiao Yixue looked at her with stunned eyes again.

In fact, Xiao Yixue has low self-esteem.

She was slightly stimulated. You will lose your sanity. She was afraid that she would hurt Xia Ruan when she lost her mind, although her condition had improved a lot these days, but Xiao Yixue felt guilty and didn't dare to look at Du Ming's eyes when she thought that she had hurt Dr. Du Ming.

The people of the Du family are very good, whether it is Du Ruo or Du Ming, she bit Du Ming when she was sick, and she also injured Du Ruo's face. But they never said no, but comforted her not to care.

Xiao Yixue sometimes hates herself, why does she not control her own reason, let alone her own thinking, and do these hurtful things.

Therefore, even if she came to the main courtyard to see Xia Ruan today, she was sitting in the farthest place from Xia Ruan.

Because if she is sick, then the outside girl ring can rush in in time to stop her.

Xiao Yixue thought of this, and her heart was even more uncomfortable.

How much did Xia Ruan believe in her, so he would let him stay alone in a room with her.

Once upon a time, she had seen her mother in private, but she looked at her like she was looking at an evil ghost. The room was always full of people, and the mother-in-law and maids looked at her without blinking, as if she would rush up and tie her up at the slightest wrong move.

Xiao Yixue many times, if she wanted to say something close to Aunt Lin, she couldn't find the opportunity at all.

Xia Ruan didn't guard against her, whether it was using the medicinal food she sent, or being alone in a room with her. From beginning to end, just as Xia Ruan just said, Xia Ruan really regarded her as a relative.

Because it is a loved one, there is no need to be guarded.

"I'm not a person who doesn't know good or bad...... Xiao Yixue wiped away her tears and looked at Xia Ruan with a smile, "It's his blessing that the third brother can marry you." ”

Xia Ruan shook his head and looked at the sleeping child, "I can marry Master Hou, which is my blessing, and I have accumulated two lifetimes of blessings." ”

In her previous life, she wanted a stable family and a lovely child.

But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get that.

Those seemingly ordinary lives don't seem to belong to her.

It's like a flower in a mirror, a moon in the water.

After meeting Xiao Jiu, Xia Ruan understood what love was like.

You love him, and he happens to love you.

No matter how many times you go around and around, you will end up in the same place.

She has never been a generous person, but for Xiao Jiu's sake, she can endure some things. Xia Ruan knew that Xiao Jiu would put Aunt Lin under house arrest, which would be the biggest punishment for Aunt Lin. For some, living may be more painful than dying.

If Aunt Lin can know her mistake, then maybe her husband's burden in the future will not be aggravated.

If Aunt Lin didn't know what was wrong, then Xia Ruan never thought of hurting Aunt Lin to take Aunt Lin's life. Because to do so, the gains outweigh the losses.

If Aunt Lin dies, some people will use the topic to play and say that Xiao Jiu is an unfilial person. Perhaps, Xiao Jiu will be the same as in his previous life, he doesn't care about these reputations, but she is his wife, and she cares about these reputations. She didn't want those dirty words outside to hurt her husband and family, because Xia Ruan knew that those words were actually cold knives one after another, and they killed people without seeing blood.

No matter how strong Xiao Jiu is, there will be soft places.

Xia Ruan hopes that her husband will be well.

Besides, the fact that Mrs. Lin is alive may not be a good thing for Mrs. Lin.

Because, time will prove to Mrs. Lin how stupid she was to do things in the past. The qiē she paid for the Lin family was not worth it. If Aunt Lin really cares about Xiao Yuanan's child, then after Aunt Lin understands it. will regret not being at the beginning.

Is there anything more painful than life than death?

Xia Ruan looked at Xiao Yixue and smiled softly.

She is not soft-hearted, because in this backhouse, soft-heartedness will become a double-sided blade, hurting herself and her relatives.

"I, thank you." Xiao Yixue thanked Xia Ruan again, "Really, thank you." ”

Xiao Yixue is a person who is not good at words, she doesn't know except thank you. What else can I say to Xia Ruan.

After all. Not anyone can be like Xia Ruan, generous and know how to take care of the overall situation.

Xia Ruan smiled kindly, and Xiao Sheng, who was asleep on the side at this time, kicked his legs, and then cried out with a 'wow'.

The child's voice is loud. Xiao Yixue, who was in a hurry, quickly stood up. I didn't worry too much about anything.

She walked up to Xia Ruan. looked at Xiao Sheng, who was crying a lot, and stretched out his hand to hold the child. However, the movement of her outstretched hand. Only halfway through, he froze in mid-air.

What qualifications does a person like her have to hold a child?

She's a lunatic.

Xiao Yixue was about to collect it, when she heard Xia Ruan say, "Fourth sister, help me coax the child, this little thing is always crying, and I can't do anything about him." ”

Xia Ruan said seriously, Xiao Yixue was stunned, and then asked, "Can I really hug him?" ”

"Of course, as long as you don't dislike him for making a lot of noise." Xia Ruan picked up Xiao Sheng and handed it to Xiao Yixue.

Xiao Sheng is a premature child, so his body is much smaller than other children, Xiao Yixue is cautious when she looks at Xiao Sheng, more careful than she caresses those peerless guqins.

Her body was tense, and she was afraid that she would accidentally fall the child.

The child in her arms was white and tender, and a pair of beautiful eyes were looking at her at this time, and then her little mouth pouted, and she snorted a few times and cried.

Xiao Yixue was a little anxious, and then coaxed the child, "Don't cry...... Don't cry ......"

Because Xiao Sheng cried loudly, Du Ruo and Jin Que also pushed the door and walked in.

Du Ruo subconsciously wanted to step forward and take Xiao Sheng back from Xiao Yixue's arms, but was stopped by Xia Ruan's look.

Because, Xia Ruan can clearly see how much Xiao Yixue likes this child.

Actually, Xiao Yixue is also a poor person.

When Xiao Yixue married into the Zhang family, she actually accepted her fate.

But Zhang Yuelang's wife hates Xiao Yixue, because Xiao Yixue is not only good-looking, but also versatile. She treats Xiao Yixue harshly on weekdays, and even pretended to accidentally push Xiao Yixue into the water when Xiao Yixue was three months pregnant, and finally led Xiao Yixue to give birth prematurely.

Xiao Yixue at that time was extremely desperate.

Because her husband is a beast, Xiao Yixue put all her hopes for the future on her children.

But the child is gone......

Xia Ruan didn't know how Xiao Yixue spent those bleak days, and in the end, Zhang Yuelang would beat Xiao Yixue, and finally Xiao Yixue completely collapsed.

The versatile beauty of the past ended up like this.

It's no wonder that Xiao Jiu would let people secretly kill the entire Zhang family......

"Don't cry...... Don't cry......" Xiao Yixue felt that the meat ball in her arms was almost moving, and her mouth was even more comforting, "Don't cry......"

She likes this child, because Xiao Yixue thinks that this child can't help but look like Xiao Jiu between her eyebrows, and she is a little similar to Xia Ruan.

This kid is so cute.

After a while, Xiao Sheng was still crying heavily, and Du Ruocai came up and said, "Fourth Miss, Xiao Shizi should be hungry, and the slave maid sent him to the nurse." ”

Xiao Yixue was a little reluctant to hand Xiao Sheng to Du Ruo, but her eyes kept following Xiao Sheng.

"Fourth sister, if you are not busy today, can you personally help me send Sheng'er to the nurse?" Xia Ruan couldn't help but speak, "I'm a little tired." ”

Xiao Yixue hurriedly shook her head, "I'm not tired." ”

In fact, Xiao Yixue knew that how could Xia Ruan be tired, and mothers would like to be by their children's side for the rest of their lives.

She said this just to give herself a few more glances at the child.

So Xiao Yixue said to Xia Ruan before leaving, "The head of the Lei family said that he would come to the Xiao family the day after tomorrow." (To be continued......)

PS: There is a typo, correct it immediately.