At 31 years old, he is no longer young

A silent hug seems to be able to open up all unspoken words.

For Ah Sheng, she had a long nightmare, but the arrival of Lu Zichu diluted all the sadness in the passing years. She told herself that perhaps in time, the people she once remembered would be stranded in old age, like wildflowers in the mountains.

The ups and downs are never fate, but the state of mind. But now, she leaned on Lu Zichu's arms, and then realized how much she longed for his proximity, and time could not erode her thoughts, but she was rusty and hugged.

She hadn't been close to each other for six years, she was faintly trembling, her breathing was nervous, and she was so gentle that she seemed to be afraid that she would disturb Lu Zichu.

In my vague memory, someone once said to Ah Sheng: "Falling in love with someone will be the beginning of carrying suffering, but there are far more contradictory existences in this world than love." In time, you will still remember the one you will never forget, but there will no longer be any waves in your heart. ”

Who said this, Ah Sheng has long forgotten, but the tone of that person's speech, Ah Sheng has deeply remembered in his mind, and the compassion and warmth are mixed with amazement.

That person was wrong, when she saw Lu Zichu again, her heart would still miss several beats, and she would lose her sense of proportion in an instant. But not everything that man said was wrong, at least one thing he was right. There are indeed more contradictory existences in this world than love, such as: time, reality, and change. It was a blank space in life that surfaced for no reason, like a wall, separating her from Lu Zichu.

As a result, any joy, once ending with sadness, seems to even hug can take on a hurtful posture.

"It is said that it is better to miss each other, but I am still very happy to see you." Ah Sheng raised his eyes to look at Lu Zichu, and his eyes burned with a decisive light: "Tomorrow, when you go back to China, don't come to Seattle again." ”

Lu Zichu didn't let go of her, imprisoned her in his arms, and said in a soft tone: "Okay, let's go back together." ”

"Zichu ......" Ah Sheng pursed his lips with a gloomy expression, "Now that I am in good sanity, you think it is nothing, once my mind is not clear, you will see a different me, you will be disappointed in me, you will regret it......"

Ah Sheng stopped talking, because when she spoke, Lu Zichu listened quietly, as if he was just listening to some old things. He was neither angry nor excited, his midnight-like eyes looked at Ah Sheng quietly, his eyes were clear and gentle, and he seemed to be able to tolerate everything, including Ah Sheng's joys and sorrows.

Lu Zichu spoke, his tone humble and peaceful, "We have been separated for six years, and I have been looking for you aimlessly for six years." I'm tired, I don't want to go anymore, I want to stop and rest. ”

He let go of her and touched her hair, his eyes were gentle, like a pool of lake water, and his words were vicissitudes: "Ah Sheng, I am 31 years old this year, and I am no longer young." ”

Searching for six years? Whether it is distressed or moved, Ah Sheng can't tell the difference.

"People will laugh at you." Ah Sheng sighed lightly, his face drooped, pale and quiet.

"It's okay, I still have you." With his hand on her back, Lu Zichu patted it gently: "We will always be together." ”