Chapter Ninety-Three: The Dream of This Life Is Deep
Lin'er ghost elf said, "It's easy to explain," she looked at us and said with a smile, "The emperor and the queen mother live in Qixia Temple today, and no one in the palace dares to care about us." ”
I smiled faintly, but Xiang'er pinched Lin'er fiercely on the side, and Lin'er said bitterly: "What are you doing?" She looked at Xiang'er glaring at her, and muttered, "It's true, this time it's not my hearsay, because Qixia Temple will have a virtuous and respected mage's ascension ceremony tomorrow, so the emperor and the queen's mother will stay overnight." ”
Xiang'er looked at Lin'er, shook her head, sighed and stopped talking. I looked at them like frightened birds, and laughed, "You guys! Don't think of me as weak," I looked at them and said with a smile, "Besides, it's a stay, what else can you do in a holy place like an ancient temple?" You guys......"
Xiang'er's face turned crimson, and she muttered, "The girl will do everything she can to speak for Lin'er." ”
I smiled and said, "That's it, let's not talk about this, let's see how long it will take to get there." ”
Yuyu didn't listen to us all the time, and kept looking out excitedly. The carriage was bumpy, and it didn't take long for us to hear the coachman tell us to get off, and we got off one after another.
The Taoist temple is in front of you, although it is built by manpower, but it looks like it is surrounded by mountains and rivers, and it looks like a fairy in the clouds, and such a place always makes people feel extra at ease. I always remember that I was reluctant to accompany my professor in retreat, and at this time, my mood was different, and the people were different, and I always felt that there was still some sustenance in such a place.
Speaking of accompanying the professor to the retreat, it brought back many memories that I could not touch, and I stood in front of the Taoist temple and took a few deep breaths.
Yuyu seemed to be familiar with it, and after a few steps, he walked down the stone steps and entered the door. I looked at the people behind me and motioned for them to follow, and we followed.
After tossing for a long time, it was already early afternoon, and after having dinner at the Taoist temple, I let a few people go separately and went with them to play or meditate.
I was probably very tired from being pregnant, so I went to the house early, and thought of taking a nap, so I lay there and fell into a deep sleep.
The Taoist temple is also a quiet place, and the breeze has been blowing gently, as if the breeze in the sky is gently blowing, bringing the distant nostalgia like a crying song. I slept more deeply with the rhythm of these natural sounds.
When I woke up from a good night's sleep, I felt that it was already dark. I got up and stretched, and went out to find Miaowu.
When Miao Wu saw that I was awake, she asked, "Is the girl hungry?" Would you like to have dinner? ”
I nodded and asked, "Am I sleeping until here?" ”
Miao Wu smiled, "No, I thought the girl would have to get up tomorrow morning," Miao Wu said and brought the food over, put it on the table, and said, "Girl, let's have dinner." ”
I picked up the chopsticks and asked her, "Have you eaten it?" ”
Miao Wu shook her head and said, "Not yet." When I heard this, I asked her to eat together, and Miao Wu took the dishes and chopsticks again and sat down to eat dinner together.
After dinner, Miao Wu cleaned up the table, and I took advantage of the remaining glimmer of sunset to go outside for a walk, afraid of sleeping and accumulating food at night.
In the Taoist temple, it is pure, quiet, and people are comfortable. I walked around for a while before I was about to go back to my room, and I saw Yuyu talking to her named godmother with her. I also slept and ate enough, so I cheekily leaned over and greeted the fairy girl.
After returning the salute, the fairy girl just glanced at me lightly, and said with a slight smile: "The girl is a blessed person." ”
I just said hello, and the fairy aunt said this directly, but I was shocked, and said with a smile: "The fairy aunt said that she was laughing." "I secretly thought of what the imperial doctor said that my body is not very good, and even said the words of preparing for the future, am I still a blessed person? I just smiled perfunctorily at the fairy girl.
Yuyu smiled: "Our girl is naturally a blessed person, and there is no such dignity without great blessing." ”
Xian Gu just shook her head lightly and said to Yuyu with a smile: "Yu'er, you don't understand. ”
On the contrary, I was a little curious and even more inexplicable by what the fairy aunt said, so I just stood there stunned. Immortal Gu smiled faintly and said to Yuyu: "Yu'er, aren't you going to have dinner?" ”
Yuyu looked at me, then at the fairy girl, and said with a smile: "Okay, godmother, you can talk to the girl for a while first." I'll go to dinner first, and I'll be with my godmother and girl later. ”
The fairy girl nodded lightly with a smile, and when she saw Yuyu go away, she turned around, looked at me, and smiled faintly. I was still confused, so I just smiled and said, "What Fairy Gu said just now has a deep meaning. ”
The fairy girl said lightly: "The girl picked up a life when life and death were at stake." Isn't it a great blessing to have a lot of time in plain life? ”
I was stunned for a moment, but I quickly reacted. Immortal Gu should be referring to the matter of crossing the time and space of the Dao. I looked at the fairy girl in puzzlement, and asked respectfully, "Why did the fairy girl say this?" ”
Seeing that I was so nervous, the fairy girl smiled: "I just glanced at the girl's face, I only know such a general and ambiguous thing, no matter how much, the girl should not take it to heart." ”
I still didn't believe it, I just looked at the fairy girl, and the fairy girl smiled: "This middle mystery is not something I can snoop on, it's just a trick to bluff people." ”
I relaxed a little, Yuyu also came over after dinner, and saw that my face was a little bad, so he asked, "The girl's face is not very good, do you want to go and rest?" ”
I just replied in a daze, "It's okay, I'll go first," I said to the fairy girl, "In that case, the disciple has retired." ”
The fairy girl looked at me, smiled gently, and went to talk elsewhere with Yuyu. I also went back to the room, lying on the bed and getting ready to sleep, but I kept thinking about the words of the fairy aunt over and over again.
Outside the window, a thin layer of paper can vaguely see a little starlight, the morning clouds have long since dispersed, revealing the sky that has been covered for a long time, although it is already night, the original sky is no longer visible, but such a clear and clear sky can still be seen, like a dark crystal, even if it is dark, it is also transparent and clean.
One or two inaudible bird calls could still be heard clearly in the ears, and although they were only small calls, they could be heard so clearly in the silence of the night.
I couldn't sleep, so I got up and got dressed, got out of bed, pushed the door open, and went out. In the still cold winter day, my chaotic thoughts were soothed, and I comforted myself, "Probably because I slept too much during the day." ”
As I was saying this, I saw someone there in the mist of the night, fluttering, and I saw that it was a woman, so I saluted respectfully: "Have you seen the fairy girl, and you haven't rested so late?" ”
As soon as I finished speaking, I just raised my head and looked at the fairy girl with her back to me, and in a trance, I remembered the night when I was mentioned by the fairy girl in college, and it was the same situation.
Clear memories travel through time and space, rushing in, and it is also a cold night, which is also such a scene......
The cold breath of winter was so cold that my hairs stood upside down, and I didn't dare to stay longer when I saw that the fairy girl didn't speak, so I felt that something was wrong, so I turned around and wanted to leave.
It's just that as soon as I turned around, I heard the fairy girl say lightly: "Why don't you rest?" ”
I listened to the voice that it was not Yuyu's name, so I was a little distracted, and because of this strange feeling, I thought about how to get rid of this place, and said for a while: "Yes, the disciple will go back to sleep immediately," I said and walked away, "Please also ask the fairy aunt to rest early." ”
Just after walking a few steps, the fairy aunt still had such a faint voice, but said clearly: "A dream for a thousand years, when you say goodbye, are you really okay?" ”
I was so frightened that I hurriedly stopped, trembling in my voice, and asked tentatively, "Fairy Gu, we've met, right?" ”
Immortal Gu said lightly: "Naturally, I have seen it." ”
I was a little surprised: "Does the Immortal Gu know how the disciple should go back?" Back to where you came? ”
The fairy girl replied lightly: "This is where you come from, this is where you go, where else are you going?" ”
I panicked: "Fairy Gu, I ......"
Xian Gu said lightly: "In that life, you don't have to be obsessed with it, in this life, if you want to live a stable life, you have to cut off the relationship." ”
I had already stood respectfully in the back, because this fairy girl had predicted my fate in the modern era for a short time when I saw it before, so this time I listened to it peacefully.
It's just that I can't understand what the fairy aunt said this, so I can only wonder and ask, "The disciple dares to ask the fairy aunt what is the deep meaning?" The disciple is dull and cannot have an epiphany. ”
The fairy girl smiled lightly: "That is if you want to live in peace and stability for a long time, as long as you leave the person you love, or no longer care about the life and death of others, and only care about yourself." I frowned, and was thinking about it, and the fairy girl said lightly: "Either let go of your lover, or let go of your lover, the former is your love, and the latter is your humanity." ”
I still couldn't understand it for a long time, so I could only remember it in my mind first. I watched the fairy girl fluttering in the gentle cold wind, and this picture seemed to travel through time, spanning thousands of years, and coincided with the picture I saw when I was in college those years later.
Layers of memories, layers of time, layers of fate, layers of entanglements, and layers of love, there is a red thread that binds all of them together.
Cut, inseparable, entangled, and drifting apart.
I looked at the fairy girl and asked lightly, "The disciple wants to ask the fairy girl something?" I closed my eyes and hesitated for a moment, then asked, "Fairy Gu, why did you meet me in two planes?" ”
The fairy girl turned around slightly, her delicate face was like a thin layer of ice, and her eyebrows were cold. The faint face coincided with the overlap in my memory, and I was shocked and speechless, it was the fairy girl in college.
I just looked stupidly, after a thousand years, the fairy Gu is as cold as an immortal, and she is independent, what is going on?
The fairy girl looked at me and smiled from afar: "It's just fate, it's useless to think too much." ”
I shook my head in a daze, deeply incredible.
The night fog deepened, gradually fading away the surrounding dead branches and trees, and also faintly hiding the fairy girl's slightly rippling clothes, and even the face was looming. It's just that the cold feeling is still there, and it melts into this moonlit night with a slight cold wind......
The fog became thicker and thicker, and the moonlight lingered on the outer edge of the misty night fog, flowing with a bright faint light, but the night fog became thicker and thicker, and the fairy girl had already hidden in the fog. I didn't look for it, I knew very well that even if I did, it would not be visible.
I went back to my room in a daze, and this time, no one would hug me like a professor would, and I was no longer the energetic college student. ups and downs, in this life has experienced most things that I can't think of, I am used to seeing people around me back and forth, and I have also witnessed such a sad parting of life and death.
Obviously, he is still full of hope to live, but he can't stop flowing with the sentimentality of loss. There are too many unknown things, too many fate tortures, too many things that are out of control, the years are merciless, I don't know if I will really accept it in my heart, and I don't know how long I can stay here.
It's just such a short few years, such a few years in the world that are not enough to tell about, but I am covered in bruises and exhausted.
I slept all night and woke up to realize that my dream was deep. I hired a carriage early in the morning, thinking that I had to return to the palace before Ah Han, so I set off after breakfast. I looked back for a long time, only this time there was really no one who would give me a parting hug, and no one would see me off with tears anymore.
If I realized that I really couldn't go back, then, this time, it was God who came to tell me to give up.
It was easy to return to Chenji Palace and take a break. It's already twenty-nine, and tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve.
Ah Han also came back in the afternoon, and he also came to Chenji Palace non-stop. I was taking a nap when I heard someone coming in, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Ah Han, so I smiled and asked, "Why are you here here?" ”
Ah Han sat on the edge of my bed and said with a smile, "I came to see you." ”
I raised my eyebrows and smiled, "See if I'm messing around when you go to the ** meeting?" ”
Ah Han hesitated for a moment, but quickly smiled: "No, let's see if you're tired?" ”
I smiled again: "I know, see if I'm tired when I go, see if I'm tired from staying at the Taoist temple, isn't it?" ”
Ah Han twisted my face, gave me a blank look and said, "It's here again!" He looked at my expression and said with a smile, "Don't be tired, you're going to keep the New Year tomorrow soon, don't be tired." ”
I watched him toss and turn over and over to say don't be tired, so I smiled and said, "Aren't you going to accompany the queen for the New Year?" What are you doing here? ”
Ah Han was stunned, and wanted to say something a few times, but he hesitated. I saw that he was at a loss, so I gently pulled his shirt and smiled, "Fun for you!" I grabbed his hand and said, "Don't be cramped. ”
Ah Han sighed lightly and said to me, "Xi'er, I'm also forced to be helpless," he rubbed my head and smiled, "It's just that you just have to rest assured." ”
I pouted and asked, "Rest assured of what?" ”
Ah Han smiled and said, "I'm just yours." ”
I was embarrassed and said, "Don't talk nonsense, make me look like a jealous woman!" ”
Ah Han laughed, "Isn't it? Then since you are so generous, Xi'er, I will accept more concubines in the future. ”
I squinted my eyes and said, "You dare!" ”
Ah Han gently hugged me and said with a smile: "Don't dare, I know that you are a kitten who protects food!" ”
I muttered, "Have you ever seen a cat guarding food?" ”
The scene like yesterday overlapped in my mind, reflecting the warm afternoon sun, and even my heart was warm.
Ah Hanluo sat down and left, and I saw that Miao Wu and Yuyu were also busy celebrating the New Year inside and out. Since I couldn't intervene, I also asked Wang Ning to take out my zither.
After a long time, there were one or two points of floating dust, dusted off the floating dust, and took advantage of the good mood and good daylight and good time, I sat under the window and played the piano.