164: Confession

There is no woman in the world who does not want to be inseparable from her husband.

A couple for a lifetime.

It's just that Xia Ruan knows that this matter may only be thought about and not taken seriously.

Li married Xia Fucheng at a low age, thinking that he would be loved by her husband.

Unfortunately, it turned out that way.

If one person doesn't think highly of themselves, others will look down on you.

Rather lack than excess.

Xia Ruan would rather not marry than look at her husband in the future, one woman after another around her, she still has to wronged herself and pretend to be generous, and said yes with a smile.

She missed once, wronged once, and she didn't want to wronged herself again in this life.

In her previous life, she was too hard and aggrieved, that kind of life made her feel like she was about to suffocate, and she couldn't wronged herself for another life.

If she wasn't sincere enough, then she would rather not.

It's just that in this world, there is a man who can understand such feelings?

In their eyes, no matter how good a relationship is, it is not as important as power and money, and if there are no children, a woman's status is equal to zero.

Thinking of this, Xia Ruan's eyes were wet.

"I'm not going to get married." After waiting for a long time, Xia Ruan said softly.

Xiao Jiu looked at the woman thoughtfully, and lowered his voice: "Are you willing to tell me this, do you want me to help you?" ”

Xia Ruan didn't deny it, because she thought so.

What she wants is to let Xiao Jiu help her, what Xiao Jiu can say in front of the saint now, and since Xiao Jiu knows about Concubine An, it means that he is somewhat connected with Concubine An. Xiao Jiu is very smart and powerful. He has only been in Kyoto for less than a year, and he can control all the situation very well, if Xiao Jiu is willing, then Princess Qinghe's side can also solve it.

Xiao Jiu sighed secretly, the smile on his face disappeared cleanly, and there was a trace of helplessness on the corner of his mouth.

"Do you want me to marry Princess Qinghe?" Xiao Jiu's voice was a little cold, "Do you already know about this matter?" ”

Xia Ruan was slightly startled, and his heart was hit hard.

"It's not." She quickly denied Xiao Jiu's words.

She didn't want him to marry Princess Qinghe.

In her previous life, although she knew that Princess Qinghe wanted to marry Xiao Jiu, she didn't know about it at all in this life.

She wanted Xiao Jiu to help her, and she wouldn't deny that. But if Xiao Jiu wanted to help her marry Princess Qinghe. That's what she doesn't want to see. In his previous life, Xiao Jiu was very disgusted with Princess Qinghe, so even if he risked resisting the decree, he refused to marry Princess Qinghe.

She is selfish, but she can't hurt someone who wants to help her because of her selfishness.

Chongli's thing. She was already ashamed of Xiao Jiu. Now, if ......

Xia Ruan bit her lower lip. "I don't know about it. ”

Her voice was very small, but Xiao Jiu heard it clearly.

After listening to these words. The smile on Xiao Jiu's face slowly gathered again, but this time the smile was different from usual, and he seemed to be really happy.

Xiao Jiu's voice was very light: "You said let me help you, I will definitely help you, even if you go against my will to marry Princess Qinghe." ”

Xia Ruan's eyes widened when she heard this, forgetting that there were tears in the corners of her eyes.

Is this person a fool?

"But you said you didn't know, I'm happy." Xiao Jiu's voice was very light, but it was enough to attract all Xia Ruan's attention, "You have been asking Nanting why Nanting always says thank you for saving your life, and now I can answer this question for you." ”

Xia Ruan was stunned, as if he was enchanted: "Why? ”

Nanting sent a lot of things over before, and every time she said thank you for saving her life, Xia Ruan received it inexplicably, and she had to send more valuable things back, but next time Nanting will send it twice. This made Xia Ruan feel a headache for a while, because there were more and more things sent between her and Nanting, and they would definitely be noticed by people outside, and she was completely unwilling to do this.

But she can't let Xiao Jiu come to the door to deliver these things in person, right?

When she was in Dongyang County, when Xiao Jiu gave her camellias, she could also send medicinal herbs and valuable cloth jewelry to Aunt Lin, but now she believes that she sent things to Xiao Jiu's house, and Xiao Jiu would send them back twice as much as Nanting even if she received them. This teenager has always had a strong self-esteem and always likes to do everything perfectly.

It's just that Xia Ruan has never understood where the life-saving grace in Nanting's mouth begins.

When did she save Nanting?

If this sentence was said by Nanting to help Xiao Jiu, then it would be even more nonsense. The matter of her saving Xiao Jiu is already in her previous life.

Xiao Jiu's eyes were unpredictable with a deep smile: "I didn't do the thing that Nanxiao's house would go to water, and that person actually wanted me to die in that fire, but unfortunately my grandfather found out, so he asked me to take my mother back." When I came to Kyoto, something happened to my grandfather, so I didn't have enough people along the way, and most of all, I always thought that this person wouldn't do anything more. Until the six sons appeared......"

That time he almost miscalculated.

He thought that what he had done was secret enough, but he was still discovered by that person, and when he saw the sixth son appear, he had a little more doubt in his heart. So I began to think about whether I had done something wrong, and then I suddenly realized that I had discovered the flaws I had exposed, and I covered up the flaws in time, and finally the person did not find his whereabouts. If it weren't for the sixth son, he would be more than lucky when he entered Beijing this time.

As for why the six sons appeared, Xiao Jiu was naturally clear.

Xia Ruan may have known something, but he couldn't tell him in person, so he asked Liuzi to follow him all the way to Beijing with a group of people from the rivers and lakes.

"If you're ruthless to me, how can you let these people follow me?" When Xiao Jiu said these words, his voice trembled a little, "I actually came here today to ......"

Xiao Jiu said halfway, and then never said any more.

Perhaps, Xia Ruan is just kind?

After hearing this, Xia Ruan showed a stunned expression.

Whether it was Xiao Shaocheng in the previous life or Xiao Jiu in this life, she knew was a very confident person. How could he show such a pale and powerless look at a critical time, and he didn't dare to finish his words.

Xia Ruan didn't know why, and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

She remembered the images that often appeared in her dreams.

The sunset gradually set in the west, and the afterglow sprinkled on his body, but it seemed that he was more jade tree in the wind, and his face was like a crown of jade.

He smiled lightly and curled the corners of his lips slightly: "In the future, when I become famous, if that young lady is not married, I will definitely marry her." ”

She heard her own laughter. Then he paused for a moment before replying, "Didn't you say she wasn't there?" It's all excuses...... She'll definitely be with you. Certain. ”

"Really?" Xiao Shaocheng replied calmly, but his fingers trembled a little, "Will it be?" ”

She nodded, "It will." ”

……

Whether it was in his previous life that he knew who she was.

It's just that he never said it.

Otherwise, Xiao Shao would always mention the young lady who refused to kiss in front of her. She felt sorry for Xiao Shaocheng's infatuation at that time. But the woman she has always envied is herself.

Xia Ruan only felt a little pain in the corners of his eyes.

She is going to marry Tang Jingxuan for a few days. Xiao Shaocheng's temper was a little weird, and he even said to her: "You deserve better." ”

It's just that Xiao Shaocheng didn't say those words after all?

So why?

"I've been wondering if I'm not good enough. That's why your eyes won't be on me. When he said this, Xiao Jiu looked at Xia Ruan and smiled a little pale, "So I did so much, you will treat it as if you didn't see it?" ”

Xia Ruan lowered his head, not knowing how to answer.

After waiting for a while, she slowly replied, "You're good, it's just that I'm not good enough." ”

In her previous life, she also thought that if that woman could marry Xiao Shaocheng, she would definitely be jealous of how happy that woman was.

She is not good enough, she was already Boss Xu when she met Xiao Shaocheng, and she is also a person with such a reputation, how can an ominous person like her be with Xiao Shaocheng?

She has always had an inferiority complex in her heart, so she doesn't even dare to think about these things.

Because she was afraid that she would be addicted to ......

Xiao Jiu's words solved the mystery of her previous life for her, and they both thought that they were not good enough for each other, so-

Xia Ruan's voice was a little choked, "You deserve better." ”

In the previous life, he said this to her, and in this life it is she who said this to him.

But Xia Ruan never thought that Xiao Jiu would actually stand up, and walked in front of her with some excitement and held her hand tightly.

She forgot to struggle for a while, with tears in her eyes, and looked at the young man in front of her with some embarrassment.

This young man who came out of the picture scroll was so close to her, and the gentle look in his eyes seemed to drown her in the next moment.

Xiao Jiu held her hand, then bent down and slowly put her hand on his chest: "You are the best in my heart." I thought that if I gave you those camellias, you would understand my thoughts, and I thought that Du Ruo or Du Lan would tell you the story of those camellias, but you still don't know. I gave you mulberries, and I thought you would remember me, but you forgot about them...... It doesn't matter if you forgot or didn't know, now I tell you personally, I want to be with you, and I will be by your side. ”

"You're too tired and too hard." Xiao Jiu's voice sounded incomparably beautiful, "If you marry me, you don't have to be so tired, I will accompany you and ...... all the time ...... all the time"

Xia Ruan's nose was sour, and her tears couldn't help falling anymore.

When she was about to die in her previous life, she always dreamed that Xiao Shaocheng was talking to a woman like this, and she was watching stupidly from the side, unable to do anything.

Maybe at that time, she was more of a blessing to Xiao Shaocheng.

Because that person is too good and too eye-catching.

In this life, she has been thinking about the regrets of her previous life.

If she had met Xiao Shaocheng in her best years, she might have let go of all her reserve and let go to ask Xiao Shaocheng who the woman in his heart was.

It's a pity that her heart was already tired at that time and she didn't dare to take risks.

Because, she was afraid of losing the only person around her who could give her warmth. (To be continued......) (To be continued......)

PS: Summer is here, and my heart is still in the spring~ and then you know~meow~

I wrote so passionately, don't you give me a pink to comfort me?

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PS: Title: Second Spring

ISBN: 2707581

A political disaster, the Lin family was imprisoned.

The married daughter of the Lin family also fell unlucky, and under the bow of her head, she was inevitably sent to the Buddhist hall, and it was not uncommon to get a letter of resignation.

Lin Yijia was sad and had some happiness in her heart, because her husband was more considerate of her. It's just that after drinking the soothing soup that her husband personally gave her, when she woke up again, she suddenly returned to the time when she was twelve years old and her mother began to carefully select her husband for her.