Jin Yushan tidied up her clothes and was about to leave the psychotherapy room when the man stopped her again and said to her, "Remember, the drugs you take that can help you relieve your addiction will only last for three to four days at most, okay, you can go."

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For the next two days, Jin Yushan didn't know how she survived, she just remembered that she cried to sleep every night and woke up in tears the next morning.

However, on the third day, Jin Yushan did feel that her subconscious desire for drugs was no longer as strong as before.

At the same time, her physical condition has also improved greatly, the most obvious is that when she eats, she feels that those ordinary meals are more delicious than before, and her body has gradually gained some strength......

Jin Yushan does have many shortcomings such as willfulness and stubbornness, but I have to say that she is still a more rational girl in a sober state of thinking.

Therefore, when Jin Yushan was sent to a drug rehabilitation center for treatment, when she saw and heard some real cases of drug addiction and eventually ruined miè, her heart was deeply touched, and she also clearly realized the great danger of drugs to a person and even a family.

In addition, since the first day she found out that Jin Yushan was addicted to drugs, even if Zheng Xinrong's body and mind were haggard and painful, she had never complained and scolded Jin Yushan, and her attitude towards her daughter became more tolerant.

And Jin Yushan naturally saw Zheng Xinrong's efforts for her, her mother's selfless love, and those quietly flowing bitter tears, all of which invisibly touched and inspired her, making her determined to stay away from that dangerous poison as soon as possible, hoping that she could end this non-human and non-ghost life as much as possible, and hoped that her mother would no longer worry about herself and suffer.

As a result, Jin Yushan successfully quit drug for the first time. However, after coming out of the drug treatment center, although she reminded herself more than once that she should never touch drugs again, she was a girl of less than twenty pairs, and when she got together with her former friends and once again faced those drugs that could bring people strong temptations and pleasant feelings, she still did not resist their temptation.

After Jin Yushan began to undergo compulsory drug rehabilitation due to relapse, she not only regretted her stupid behavior, but also felt extremely bitter hatred for the mistakes she had made. She is even more eager to be a normal person and be able to live a normal life.

Therefore, after Jin Yushan was insulted by that man, when she clearly felt that there was a change for the better in both her body and psychology, her beautiful expectations for her future immediately became stronger. The excitement and joy in the girl's heart gradually dispelled the dark cloud that shrouded her heart......

As the fourth day approached noon, Jin Yushan vaguely felt that she was missing and longing for the drugs that had just faded away for a few days.

At this moment, the man came to Jin Yushan's room, first affirmed her obedient expression, and then inquired about her physical and mental condition.

Jin Yushan did not hide it, and told her situation truthfully. The man laughed a few times as he placed a small half-bottle of water in a mineral water bottle on the table.

As soon as she saw this bottle, Jin Yushan's face suddenly changed, and she was also very conflicted in her heart, she wanted to drink the water quickly to eliminate the unbearable pain caused by drug addiction to her body and mind, and she was worried that after drinking this water, she would be in a daze like a few days ago, and she couldn't control herself at all, so she did that kind of dirty thing with a man here.

Seeing Jin Yushan's expression, the man was very satisfied, and said with a triumphant smile, "Drink it boldly, this time there is only medicine in the water that can help you relieve your addiction." ”

Just saying such a sentence, the man did not linger any longer, got up and left Jin Yushan's room.

After the man left, Jin Yushan stared at the half bottle of water and hesitated for a while, the girl felt that this man should not lie to herself, if he wanted to do that thing with herself, he would not run into her room, and explained it like this.

In addition, Jin Yushan was really afraid of the onset of drug addiction, and she thought that even if the water was still the same as that day, she would have to drink it first. So, she picked up the half bottle of water and drank it all in one gulp.

Afterwards, as the man said, Jin Yushan had no other feelings except for quickly eliminating her desire for drug addiction.

After a few more days, the man still came to Jin Yushan's room just right, and at the same time brought her such a half bottle of water, and still did not offer to have anything to do with her.

In this way, about ten days later, Jin Yushan has drunk this water three times, she thinks that she is getting closer and closer to the day when she completely quits drug addiction, but she also faintly feels that she is afraid that she is more and more inseparable from this water, to be precise, she can't do without this man.

Such a complicated feeling made Jin Yushan fall into contradiction again, she wanted to get rid of her dependence on drugs, but she didn't want to be controlled and entangled by this man.

Just when Jin Yushan was confused, helpless, painful, and anxious, the man proposed to her that if she wanted to get water this time, she had to go to the psychotherapy room to do that kind of thing first.

Because of the extreme fear of the onset of drug addiction, and also due to the gradual increase in the dependence on this water, Jin Yushan agreed to the man and followed the man to the psychotherapy room.

However, what Jin Yushan didn't expect was that after this man wantonly insulted her, he called a man in his fifties and ordered Jin Yushan to obediently accompany this man again.

Jin Yushan knew this man in his fifties, who was also recovering from drugs here, and heard that he was a businessman who ran a real estate business. In desperation, she had to endure the grievances and unwillingness in her heart, and fulfilled the wishes of the two men......

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A few months later, several different faces appeared in the sinful psychotherapy room, and Jin Yushan gradually became numb, and at the same time forced herself to try to learn to forget......

Although Jin Yushan felt that her drug addiction was getting lighter and lighter, her physical and mental state was obviously getting worse and worse because she did those things too often.

And Zheng Xinrong also saw the changes in Jin Yushan, because she didn't know the inside story, so she decided to transfer her to Hou Mingyu.

As soon as the man heard that Jin Yushan was leaving, he immediately cut off her medicine. Therefore, when Jin Yushan came to this new place, because she couldn't bear the torture of drug addiction, and even more because she couldn't bear the days without that kind of water, she had the series of conditions that everyone saw......