Chapter 44: Preparing for the Road Ahead (1)

That's interesting!

Wan'er laughed in her heart, and said in her heart, where is it not good for your princess Taiping to go when she has nothing to do, so she wants to go to the palace for a walk? Even if she enters the palace, she should go to visit her mother, Empress Wu, where does she have any reason to see such a female official who has never crossed paths?

This is such a common and easy to see reason for talking, when it comes to her ears, Wan'er just waits for it to be idle! Since Taiping didn't find out what she meant at the moment, Wan'er was silent, she really didn't have any feelings, and there was no need to guess and accept the kindness from the princess. Even if this kindness carries a clear implication, then it is even more unnecessary! Because there is no need to be enveloped, Shangguan Wan'er has long lost any leisure, and all the hearts she has always belong to Empress Wu alone.

What Shangguan Wan'er was thinking, Princess Taiping had already seen it. But she still feels that there is no one in this world who does not have weaknesses, and Wan'er is the same. And it is a very important move to bring the deacon lady who is trusted and relied on by my mother's side, so that she can take care of her in the future!

"Ugh." Taiping sighed, and looked at the fallen leaves in the wind, intentionally or unintentionally, Gu Xiang was silent on the side, this seems to be careless, but it is actually a clear word to Wan'er, "Spring and autumn are the cause and effect of nature, look, I haven't enjoyed the moist of spring and the drunkenness of midsummer, and this dry and cold early autumn seems to fall to the earth inadvertently...... I haven't tasted the beauty of this period of reincarnation, and I really lived this life in vain! There was a pretentious sigh at the end, which clearly meant something.

Wan'er laughed in her heart, but somehow, after this disdain, she was slightly in a trance.

She always seemed to be shrouded in a state of mind that was tending to be old, and many times she thought that she was an old man in her seventies and eighties, half in the earth; Only when I subconsciously looked back, I suddenly realized that I was only twenty-five!

People are old and old, and they all have to die, and the blessings are wide and the grass and trees and insects are wide...... But she can't die, and she can't really live!

This kind of slow mood change is not impossible, but if she wants to change, she needs to look at the right time and place. Wan'er is also a human being, and sometimes she will suddenly look back, look at the road she has walked step by step, and then look at the long road ahead that has no end, and also think about what she is living in the world for. There are many meanings in the meantime, and they are only a touch of self-deprecation...... Loyalty to the empress, in addition to the inexplicable and unclear hazy fate, if you think about it carefully, the most fundamental reason is just like many ordinary people who are suffering and unhappy in this world, in order to live...... I don't know why I live, but I don't want to die, just to live for the sake of being half-alive and half-dead, like the walking dead?

The redundancy of the mind is a momentary thing, and Taiping saw Wan'er's introverted face that she was deep in thought, but she couldn't understand the many feelings that Wan'er was provoked at this time. In fact, there is no need to fully understand it.

"There is a way to ......" the eyelashes are slightly raised, and Taiping's phoenix eyes are sparkling in the sun. He hooked his lips and opened his eyes, and he was careless.

With just this sentence, it instantly brought back Shangguan Wan'er's thoughts of the lost world! Wan'er thought to herself.

Immediately, I saw Taiping's eyes smiling, as if unintentional and clear and profound, and his voice was lowered by Zhengyi: "Presumably, Sister Wan'er, has had a hard time these days!" "Steep and sighing, the cramped sense of oppression is scattered in the invisible void!