Self-inflicted, clever but mistaken by cleverness
That night was unusual.
Ah Sheng opened his eyes in the dark, and unexpectedly remembered Lu Zichu, the heat on his face began to dissipate, but his brain activity became more and more active.
In recent years, she has been like a slow-crawling snail, because she is afraid of being hurt, so she has curled up her courage in her shell, and there will always be an inexplicable sense of sadness in the deepest part of her heart, helpless, and I don't know how to deal with myself.
She is not used to being comforted by others, and she is not used to showing bad emotions in front of others, so one day, she became an indifferent person in the eyes of others.
Lu Zichu is an exception.
She would blush when she saw him, and her words would fade away from her previous calmness, like a child, unscrupulously blooming her bad emotions in front of him, and then those bad emotions seemed to bloom into fragrant little flowers in his warm eyes.
Over the years, in order to protect herself, she has erected too many edges and corners on the periphery of her emotions, and now the edges and corners have been worn away by him, and it is difficult to put them together completely.
There are too many thoughts hidden in his heart, and whether the doubts and hesitations brought about by these growth roads should be changed because of him, and Ah Sheng fell into a long silence......
There are so many people in the whole world, and each person is an independent individual, because they are different, so they create a unique one in this world.
Since you are unique, you can't discard your persistence in something.
The night was like ink, the bedroom was covered with a thick carpet, Ah Sheng sat in the corner of the window with a pillow, looking at the lights in the community, trying to calm down the many uncertainties brought about by the unknown.
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The person who also suffered from insomnia was Lu Zichu.
That night, he had a dream.
In the dream, the ambiguously entangled male and female pythons became him and Ah Sheng.
Ah Sheng's dark hair was scattered on the pillow, and her skin was pale pink under the light, and when he lowered his head to kiss her, she smiled softly, and a faint dimple swirled out of the left side of her face.
As a result, the passion was out of control, intimate entanglement, neck kissing......
At two o'clock in the morning, Lu Zichu suddenly opened his eyes, his chest rose and fell, he lay on the bed for a while, sat up very slowly, and scratched his hair in annoyance.
A few minutes later, Lu Zichu changed out of bed sheets and pajamas, threw them into the washing machine, and experienced what real insomnia is in the sound of the machine.
In the bedroom, the electronic watch flashes with fluorescent green, and time advances in an orderly manner. It turns out that the long night is long, and sometimes it is also a kind of torment.
Poured a glass of water, got up and walked to the balcony, there was a hidden light in the community was still on, because it was too lonely, so it was a little pale, and the quiet night was quiet and beautiful? I didn't feel it, I just felt that it was too hard.
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In the early morning of the next day, Lu Zichu rubbed his sore forehead and walked downstairs, when he heard a stir-fry sound from the kitchen.
Ah Sheng got up early in the morning, although he had no strength and the fever had not subsided, but he lived in Lu Zichu's house, and he couldn't let him serve him in everything like a young grandmother.
It should be rewarded, it seems that you can only cook.
In the hospital haunted all day, clothes need to be cleaned, the problem is, Ah Sheng did not bring a change of clothes, got up in the morning, opened the closet, saw a few shirts hanging inside, took out a black shirt and compared it on the body, just reached the thigh, it is still very suitable to wear on the body.
So, in such an early morning, Ah Sheng didn't have a sense of defense, and appeared in the kitchen wearing Lu Zichu's black shirt.
Early in the morning, in the kitchen, the woman was wearing the black shirt that the male owner usually wears, no matter how she looked, she was a little sexy.
Lu Zichu looked at her quietly at the door for a while, turned around and poured a glass of water, drank it in one go, and before his breath calmed down, he heard Ah Sheng greet him behind him: "Morning-"
Lu Zichu didn't look back, and poured a glass of water slowly, probably because he got up in the morning, and his voice was a little low and hoarse: "Morning." ”
Ah Sheng's voice sounded behind him again, revealing a little uncomfortable: "I'm sorry, my clothes were washed and I didn't have any clothes to wear, so I borrowed your shirt......"
Lu Zichu glanced back at her at this time, she was standing at the door of the kitchen, her black hair was scattered over her shoulders, and her face was fair and quiet......
Removing his eyes, Lu Zichu went to the living room with water and said something like this: "It's very suitable for you." ”
Ah Sheng looked at his back, crossed his arms around his chest, hooked his lips and smiled, it was very suitable, how suitable was it?
After a night's sleep, Ah Sheng's whole person was much more energetic, even the bad mood and sluggish consciousness were like the ebb tide of the sea, after a night of cranky thinking, it seemed that she had figured out a lot of things, but at this moment she was much more relaxed.
She is not a good person, and she has a petty evil in her bones.
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When she was a child, there were boys who bullied her, and always liked to pull her hair to play in class, she didn't say anything at the time, but when she went back that night, she asked her brother to catch a gecko for her to play.
My brother looked at her with a hellish expression, "Fever, right?" Aren't you afraid of geckos? ”
She smiled innocently: "I want to keep it in a glass container, and take it out to see more when I have nothing to do, and I won't be afraid if I can't keep it." ”
The elder brother was speechless for a few seconds, and then looked up to the sky and sighed: "My sister is a god. ”
Having said that, the brother and sister really took advantage of the night to catch a big gecko with a flashlight.
After her brother caught it, he suddenly reached out to her and deliberately scared her, and she was really scared enough, holding on to the wall, and almost collapsed to the ground.