During the Chinese New Year, Ouyang Ze gave all the employees of the company a full month of long vacation. A lot of people can take the opportunity to take their family out and play or sit with their family to have a good relationship, but he doesn't have time to enjoy these things, and he is still busy explaining to me the events of that night.

Every day before going to bed, he would hug me tightly, whisper in my ear, say sorry after sentence, repeat sentence after sentence and almost forget. Although his tone was sincere, and there was a strong sense of love between the lines, it still felt ironic to hear.

He seemed to be reminding me to live in his heart at all times, and he also reserved a place for him, although I occupied the only throne, I still couldn't stop Ouyang Ze from building another bed for him.

In winter, although the heating in the house is transmitting a warm breath to me little by little, although the sheets and bedding are soft and insulated, even Ouyang Ze can't wait to hold me 24 hours a day, but I still feel cold, and my heart is still a crystal.

I loved him, but I didn't know how to open my mouth and say the first thing to him. Because every time I tried to open my mouth, he had a painful look on his face, and his brow was furrowed as if he was worried that I would scold him or give him a few more punches at any time, so every time I saw him like this, I remained silent.

"Rui Rui, you can tell me a word, you haven't paid attention to me for a few days."

Early that morning, when his eyes opened a little bit under the stimulation of the sun, the first thing he saw was Ouyang Ze's stiff face, and he heard his slightly pleading accent.

He looked as if he had already woken up, and was waiting for me to wake up, and then tell me the words he had been holding back for a long time at the first moment.

"What do you want me to say? You are sorry when you open and close your mouth, you forget one by one, and love you one by one, how can you let me take it? ”

Maybe I spoke too loudly and in too excited tone, so that Ouyang Ze's lips, which were originally full of words, remained closed at this time, and the tenderness in his eyes was also blocked by me.

He's like this again, and he's like a kid who has done something wrong. Whenever I get angry and shout at him, he must have this expression, not saying a word, motionless, as if waiting for me to leave a few scars on his body.

"See? And don't speak, every time it's like this, you can't justify yourself a few words? That's how obediently let me scold? Be an old child? ”

I've been tortured intermittently by his "half-dead" appearance for four years, and this time I really can't stand it anymore. What I need for the rest of my life is a person I can rely on, a man who stands up to the sky, not a "coward" like him.

I was angry with him early in the morning, how could I be calm? Although my stomach was not filled with breakfast, the strength could still hold me up, and it could still speed up my breathing, so that I could attack his eardrums with the most vicious language.

"Ouyang Ze, how old are you? Can you have a bit of backbone? Every time I train you like this, don't you feel good? Are you waiting for me to hit you? ”

"Rui Rui, I know it's mine, I'm sorry for you... I promise you, I really will..."

"Shut up!"

He sat up from the bed little by little, and when his warm palm tried to come and pull my arm, he knocked the hand that was hanging in the air off before he could finish the sentence that came to his mouth.

"Excuse me? Why are you sorry for me? Isn't it just that you have a clear heart? So I'm sorry for that? That's TM unfaithful to me, isn't it? ”

I don't want to hear Qing's name, because he was originally the one who was meant to disappear from my life, the one who had nothing to do with my life, and now his reappearance is undoubtedly to break my peaceful life and destroy my love.

"I promise you, I'll forget him. It's true! Trust me, please don't be angry. ”

Although Ouyang Ze usually looks majestic, he is also untouchable in front of outsiders, and his attitude towards his subordinates is not harsh, but at least he has a certain attitude, but now...

Now he didn't kneel on the bed like a "grandson" and beg for my forgiveness, but his pleading tone and slightly curved spine only made me feel how cowardly and humble he was...

In front of his lover, his IQ is always zero, and he acts like a child who doesn't grow up. But such a low IQ, such a "child", is really unacceptable to me, I can't compare him at this time with the tall and mighty Ouyang Ze on weekdays.

"Ouyang Ze! Can you TM like a man! Can you not pretend to be pitiful and sympathetic here like a! Where has your usual majesty gone? Where has your usual domineering gone? What I need is your protection! Not your apology! ”

Perhaps my words hurt him, so that his eyes, which were still slightly moist just now, suddenly became stiff, and his trembling lips no longer showed a begging breath at this time. The whole person sat in front of me like a zombie.

"Do you think I want this... Do you think I don't want to be like I am on a normal day! Do you think I'd like to have such a low profile in front of you! ”

The room was silent for a long time, and in that moment, his whole body suddenly exploded, and his tone became more and more excited, so that several walls of the room echoed with his roar.

"I don't want to show my vulnerable side in front of you, and I also want you to rely on me with peace of mind! But I can't do it at all! Every time I see you sad, unhappy, or crying, my heart can't be hardened at all! How could I be as fierce as I usually do to you! ”

His voice sounded like it came from the deep throat of a beast deep in the jungle, and his already hoarse voice was now filled with anger, so that when he finished speaking and looked at me, both cheeks were purple and red, as if he could seep blood at any moment...

I didn't know how to take his words, and his words seemed to make sense, and he didn't give me a chance to argue with every word, as if the weakness he showed in front of me was for my good, and all kinds of low eyebrows and pleasing eyes were also for my consideration.

What else can I say? How could I yell at him again with such an angry expression?

The room was once again quiet, back to the calm and quiet atmosphere of the early morning...