I grabbed my wallet, my phone and my keys and went out. As soon as I closed the dormitory door and was familiar with the structure, I hurried down the stairs, thought about it, turned on my phone as I walked, and called Hatsu.

After a while, the phone was connected. The sneaky voice of early summer asked, "Hey? The first day? What's the matter? ”

I heard the voice of early summer first surprised and then angry, so I shouted angrily: "What are you doing sneakily for? Also, who told you to call me by my name? Crazy about you! Call sister! ”

There was no sound for a long time in early summer, and for a long time, it seemed that she was crying with joy, and shouted timidly: "Sister......"

I sighed and asked, "What for?" Why are you still sneaky? ”

Chu Xia happily replied, "I was in class, and I just ran to the toilet to answer the phone." ”

I was so angry that I said angrily, "Then you just hang up, go back to class!" ”

Chu Xia smiled and said, "This is the first time my sister has called me, and I am reluctant to hang up." ”

My heart also softened, and I comforted: "It's okay, hang up, my sister will call you often in the future." ”

Early Summer was pleasantly surprised: "Really? ”

I let out a soft "um", and I hesitated for a long time before hanging up, and I hurriedly shouted: "Early summer!" ”

Chu Xia immediately replied: "Well, I didn't hang it!" Sister! ”

I said for a long time: "Actually, my sister likes you very much." ”

Hatsu suddenly sobbed somehow, and gently agreed, "I know." ”

I pretended to be relaxed and said, "You help my sister, my parents, and my grandparents to say that I actually love you very much." ”

Chu Xia was very puzzled: "Why didn't my sister say it herself?" ”

I hesitated for a long time: "I ...... I ...... "Suddenly, my mind was confused, and I didn't know where I was now. The foot of the downstairs stepped on the air again, and all the situations from a long time ago rushed into my mind, a long time ago, the pain of falling down hit clearly, and then I knew that it was not an illusion, I really fell down.

I woke up suddenly, sweating and panting. Miao Wu happened to come in, looked at me, was startled, hurriedly came over, squatted on the edge of the collapse, and asked, "Girl? What happened to you? You okay? ”

I saw Miao Wu and looked around again. It is still bright window paper, carved hibiscus lattice, incense is still burning in the incense burner, the curtain is gently swept with the wonderful dance in, and there is still the chirping of birds outside the window. I really couldn't tell if it was a dream or a reality, so I grabbed Miao Wu's hand and said, "Miao Wu, you hit me hard!" ”

Miao Wu was frightened and asked me, "Girl! Girl! What happened to you? ”

I looked at this real scene, but I really didn't want to believe that it was just a dream, so I grabbed Miao Wu beggingly, but tears flowed from my eyes, crying: "Miao Wu, you hit me, I beg you!" ”

Miao Wu grabbed me with her backhand, hugged me, and comforted: "Girl, are you having a nightmare?" It's okay, it's okay," Miao Wu shouted out the window, "Yuyu! Xiang'er! Lin'er! Who are you going to call for a doctor! Fast! The girl may have been scared from a dream! ”

Someone outside the window hurriedly agreed and then went silent, the door curtain was opened, and Xiang'er and Yuyu came in. Xiang'er Xu saw my face, was startled, and hurriedly leaned over and asked me, "What's wrong with the girl?" I've only been out for a while! ”

I was just ignorant, I didn't know where it was, and suddenly remembered that I had just called Hatsu Summer, so I asked, "What about Hatsu Summer?" ”

Miao Wu and Xiang'er just looked at each other, and Yuyu comforted each other when she saw the opportunity: "It's only a little time since early summer, girl, wait." ”

I just shook my head and cried, "Which of you hit me!" Miao Wu and Xiang'er just persuaded me, but when I saw that they refused to do anything, I pulled out the hairpin on my bun in a hurry, hesitated a little, and stabbed it on my hand.

Miao Wu was startled when she saw this, Yuyu hurriedly grabbed me, and Xiang'er ran outside and hurriedly looked for medicine powder and gauze. Drops of blood began to ooze from my hands, ticking and dripping onto the couch, I was so painful that my forehead was covered with cold sweat, but I never woke up, I smiled bitterly, it seems that this is the reality......

Xiang'er had already brought in the medicine powder and gauze, and sobbed while carefully bandaging: "Girl, what are you making a fuss about?" "Miao Wu and Yuyu just grabbed me and didn't dare to let me move on my own.

Xiang'er sobbed, "What do you say? Why is this the case? I just walked out on my front foot, and I knew I was here to guard the girl. ”

The powder seeped into the wound, the pinprick pain irritated me, and the sudden pain in my temples made me really unable to move, and let them give me the medicine.

Miao Wu asked Xiang'er softly, "Did you just tell the girl?" ”

Xiang'er cried: "I didn't say anything. ”

Miao Wu frowned and remained silent. Xiang'er bandaged it, suddenly remembered, and said: "I just told the girl about the New Year, saying that the emperor can only be with the queen during the New Year...... ...... celebrate the New Year together," Xiang'er said and cried again.

Miao Wu sighed: "You, you! The girl is pregnant! You're going to plug it! ”

Yuyu said softly: "I just mentioned to the girl that the puja of Qixia Temple can only be attended ......by the emperor and queen."

Miao Wu looked at me, sighed, looked at Yuyu and Xiang'er and shook her head, and then stopped talking. The room was silent, and I saw Lin'er hurriedly come in with the imperial doctor.

When the imperial doctor saw my face, he was stunned at first, and hurriedly took the pulse, but he didn't care about putting on the silk handkerchief. Miao Wu just said eagerly beside her: "Doctor, what is going on?" ”

The Imperial Physician glared at Miao Wu, and the room fell silent. After a long time, the imperial doctor sighed and said, "What the hell is going on?" As he spoke, he looked at a few palace maids in the house.

Miao Wu replied, "The girl had a nightmare just now, and when she woke up, she was a little delirious. ”

The imperial doctor sighed: "Qi and blood retrograde, the mother's heart disease is taboo, but now it is troublesome." ”

Miao Wu's face changed, and she asked, "What should I do then?" ”

The imperial doctor hesitated and said softly: "Niangniang, I'm afraid I can't ......"

Miao Wu's face turned dark, and Yuyu stopped the imperial doctor and said, "What should you do?" We just want to save the girl, we don't want to hear the results. ”

The imperial doctor thought for a long time and sighed: "Weichen prescribes the prescription first, Niangniang regulates it first, and then slowly changes the prescription, let's eat and eat first." The Imperial Doctor said and went out to prescribe a prescription.

I just frowned and clenched my hands tightly, not knowing if it was a pain in my hands, a headache, or a pain in my heart. In short, it hurts a lot, but the more it hurts, the more sad I become, because the pain proves that this is the reality.

In the outer room, I heard the voice of the imperial doctor knocking on the emperor, and in the next moment, Ah Han opened the curtain and came in. At a glance, he saw me sitting on the couch in despair, he stepped over a few steps, looked at me with concern, distressed, and scolded Miaowu and said, "How do you take care of them?" Don't you want to live anymore? ”

I said with difficulty: "Ah Han......"

Ah Han hurriedly squatted in front of me and asked, "I'm here, what's wrong?" What's uncomfortable? ”

I shook my head and smiled, "It's all good......"

I looked at Ah Han casually, the golden dragon robe had not been changed yet, it seemed that I was in a hurry, and I had not had time to change it. I just looked at Ah Han with a smile, Ah Han frowned and asked softly, "Xi'er?" How are you now? ”

I sighed and said softly, "It's a pity......" I looked at Ah Han's puzzled expression, and smiled softly, "Fortunately, ......" I just didn't know that I didn't have too much strength to toss, so I fell headlong.

It's a pity, I thought I was back in my original life, back to the green years like me, where there is still my favorite family, and I have always been very sorry for the early summer; It's just that when I saw Ah Han, I had a feeling that I was lucky that it was a dream, otherwise how would I see Ah Han again?

You can never have both. It's just that if it's all icing on the cake, it's okay to do whatever it is. It's just that for me, neither side is the icing on the cake, they are all indispensable people in my life that I can't leave. It's just that where can there be a perfect life? Why can't I get my fish and bear's paw together?

When I woke up again, Ah Han breathed a sigh of relief, and I stared blankly at the decorations in the house.

This time, I finally knew that I really couldn't go back.

If I still have the thought of going back in those endless dark nights, like a spark in the ashes, waiting for Heaven to give me a chance to rekindle by the east wind. It's just that after these endless nights, at this moment, I finally understand that even if I escape, I can't escape the reversal of time.

I thought it would hurt my heart for a moment but it calmed down, I looked at Ah Han calmly, smiled faintly, and then two lines of tears fell.

Ah Han was at a loss to wipe my tears, I just smiled reassuringly: "It's okay, Ah Han, you go back," I saw that he was not at ease, so I comforted again, "I'm sleepy at the moment, I just want to sleep for a while." ”

Ah Han was still not at ease, I urged several times, and the bright yellow figure left the room step by step, and I called the imperial doctor in.

The imperial doctor was obviously frightened by me, and seeing that I was more conscious at the moment, he asked An to say, "Weichen asks for Niangniang." ”

I nodded, and I didn't want to foreshadow it too much, so I asked, "What did the Imperial Doctor mean just now?" The palace didn't understand, and asked the doctor to make it clear. ”

The imperial doctor was also stunned for a moment, and did not speak for a long time. I smiled and said, "But it's okay to say," I saw that the Imperial Doctor still had no intention of saying anything, so I smiled and said, "Even if you die, you have to make me a ghost who understands, right?" ”

The imperial doctor was taken aback by my self-proclaimed "me", and when he saw that I was sincere, he said lightly: "Niangniang, don't hide it, Niangniang's body may not last long." ”

I said lightly: "How long is it long to dare to ask?" ”