Chapter 25: You Won't Understand

"No matter how much money I spend on this disease, it will be Lang fee! Do you understand! ”

Ouyang Ze turned his face sideways and didn't speak, but there were tears in the corners of his eyes.

Looking at his red and swollen face that I had beaten him, and looking at the five distinct finger prints, although he didn't say anything, I knew that he must be in pain.

I didn't say anything more, just looked at him quietly, at his eyes full of guilt.

"I... I'll go get the ice packs. ”

Cristao consciously got up and left the room, giving the two of us a chance to be alone. Before going out again, she still turned her head and glanced at me and Ouyang Ze who were sitting on the ground, and her frowning brows were also pouring out her worries about us.

The pain in my stomach was still tormenting me, and my body was trembling, although I wanted to continue to maintain a tough attitude and no longer show fragility in front of Ouyang Ze, but the beads of sweat on my forehead announced the pain of my body for me.

"Rui Rui!"

Ouyang Ze hugged me again, his trembling arms wrapping around my back like vines.

"It's really not worth it, let's use the money to solve the company's difficulties."

The physical pain made me unable to pretend anymore, and my originally tough tone became trembling. It seems that under the torture of illness, I am destined to be a weak person.

"No! Absolutely not! I've missed it once! Definitely can't miss a second time! ”

Ouyang Ze finally couldn't help it, and tears finally poured out of his eyes again, revealing his fragile side again.

Once? Second? What exactly did he mean by that?

"What do you mean?"

I broke away from Ouyang Ze's embrace, held his cheeks with both hands and asked.

The face soaked in tears looks so haggard, and the sunshine and handsomeness on weekdays also look decadent at the moment. Is this still the Ouyang Ze I love? Is this still the sassy and heroic business tycoon?

It's me, it's all me, it's all because of me that he's what he is today...

He looked at me quietly, not saying a word, but his trembling lips told me that he must have something to hide from me.

"It's all in the past, I don't want to say it."

Ouyang Ze turned his head to the side, avoiding my gaze. It seems that the secret buried in my heart is unwilling to be touched by me.

The more he was like that, the more curious I became. I know so little about his past, I really don't know anything about him. I don't know his past, I don't know who he is, I just know that he is my love. That's all.

The pain in my stomach was still tormenting me, and seeing that I was still in pain, Ouyang Ze quickly picked me up from the ground, and his movements were gentle as if he was holding a baby, for fear that I would be injured again if I exerted a little force.

It's been a long time since he's hugged me like this, and since I've been sick, I've been sitting in bed or on the couch every day and refusing to move, and there's no chance he'll want to hug me.

Then I remembered that it had been a long, long time since he last hugged me like this...

"Why didn't you tell me? I want to know..."

When Ouyang Ze put me on the bed and wanted to stand up straight, I didn't let go of the hand around the back of his neck, and I didn't let him leave my "claws" so easily.

His face was so close that I could feel his breath and smell the faint smell of perfume on his body.

He didn't speak, he didn't look at me, he just let me hold him like this, and let my arms around his neck.

"Forget it, you go out, let me be quiet for a while."

He didn't speak for a long time after such silence, and at last I couldn't take it anymore and voluntarily let go of my hand so that he could get up.

"Rui Rui..."

"I don't want to hear it, you go out."

I turned away from him, and though he was still calling my name, I never answered.

He reached out to touch my shoulder, but I shook his hand off, and he leaned over to imprint a kiss on my forehead, but I covered my head with the quilt to avoid his lips.

"Rui Rui, don't do this."

Even with the quilt, I could still hear his voice and hear his somewhat trembling tone.

I still ignored him, just curled up in a ball and endured the pain in my abdomen.

I don't like to hide between two people, and I want both of them to be open and honest about their secrets. In my opinion. Two people who are transparent to each other are true lovers.

"It's been a long time, and I really don't want to mention it."

"If you don't want to mention it, forget it, you can get out."

He put his hand on me again, stroking my back and forth.

"My stomach is still hurting, I'll ask Criss Tao to make you something to eat, and then I'll take the medicine." That way, you can go to the hospital tomorrow to see a doctor. ”

He still wants me to go to the hospital, or does he want me to use the huge amount of money to save the company from crisis. I can't accept it, I really can't accept it.

I jerked off the covers and sat up with the pain in my stomach.

"I told you so! I don't go to the hospital! I won't use that money! ”

I yelled at Ouyang Ze with all my strength, and while my voice was making a sound, my whole body was trembling.

"I told you so! I don't allow a second time! Not allowed! ”

Ouyang Ze's crazy appearance frightened me, the heart-rending screams were like the voice that had been pent up for a long time had exploded, the corners of the eyes that were wide open seemed to be tearing at any time, and the tears on the face were even more obvious on the red and swollen cheeks. His hideous expression made me wonder what to say.

"Why is it the second time! What the hell can't you tell me! ”

Not to be outdone, I raised my voice, and although my physical condition did not allow me, I was still unwilling to bow my head to Ouyang Ze.

"You don't understand! You won't understand! ”

Ouyang Ze was like crazy, more like he was possessed by Brother Xiaoma, both hands were desperately grabbing his hair, and the roaring sound was also stimulating my eardrums.

"How can I understand if you don't tell me!"

"Even if you say it, you won't understand! You're only going to hate me even more! It's just going to hate me even more..."

His voice became smaller and smaller, and the whole person was like a deflated ball, his eyes were still open in anger just now, and those two eyes lost their luster at this time.

In the end, he just snorted coldly at me and turned to leave the room...

The sneer scared me, and goosebumps all over my body were stimulated by his laugh. At this point, I felt like I was being thrown into an ice cave, and I just felt cold.

He wouldn't tell me his secrets, his secrets that were buried in his heart... However, I will not give up, I will still try to enter his heart and remove the secret truth with my own hands...