Smiling against the light, who wants to be born indifferent
On November 1st, although it did not rain, it was still a bad day.
Ah Sheng was not as panicked as Han Yu imagined, even if she was imprisoned in his arms, there was still a strange aura enveloping her, and her arrogance was just like Dong Liju.
There was no bloody scene between Han Yu and Lu Zichu: they fought or spoke ill of each other, but they were not staged in front of people.
When the mood is bad, the words will be stinging, and the exit will hurt people, Ah Sheng has seen it before, but even in an angry situation, Han Yu can still restrain his anger very well, and he stares at Lu Zichu expressionlessly.
The footsteps in the corridor were chaotic, but in the eyes of the three of them, there was a deathly silence.
The two of them stood facing each other, their heavy eyes touching each other, unsure if there was a spark, only that even the air seemed to be filled with danger.
Han Yu's embrace, the hot heat subsided, and suddenly became very cold, as if it could freeze Ah Sheng.
"A press conference will be held at 10 o'clock, and you still have half an hour to arrive at Xinyao." The clear and light voice belonged to Lu Zichu, but it was a little hoarse.
These words were obviously said to Han Yu.
Han Yu pursed her lips, there was no emotion in her eyes, she lowered her eyes to look at Ah Sheng, she didn't push him, and her tone was calm: "The press conference is over, you should go to see a doctor." ”
"For what?" Han Yu's breathing became very shallow, as if he was afraid of disturbing the dormant bad mood.
"Han Yu, I'm not a person who was born indifferent."
That morning, after Ah Sheng finished saying this, Han Yu withdrew his hand, and a voice sounded above her head: "Who wants to be born indifferent?" ”
The slender and straight back was gilded with a layer of light by the light, and the moment he turned around, there was clearly a floating light in the corner of Han Yu's eyes......
Ah Sheng didn't delve into what that floating light was, maybe he just didn't want to admit that it was his hidden tears.
After Han Yu left, the atmosphere seemed to become a little tense.
Ah Sheng raised his eyes to look at Lu Zichu, he was calm and calm, just looking at her without waves, his emotions were unknown.
This kind of staring at each other is like a silent movie, the picture is fluid, it seems to be calm, but it hides the turbulent waves.
Ah Sheng could only guess for himself, maybe he was angry.
"Do you need me to say I'm sorry?"
When she said this, someone sent a text message to Lu Zichu, he lowered his eyes and looked at it, his cold face looked confused in the light.
"Are you doing something wrong?" The voice was mixed with a little coolness.
After thinking about it, Ah Sheng said, "No." ”
Putting away the phone, Lu Zichu raised his eyes to look at her, and his tone was quite light: "Then don't apologize." ”
"......" Hearing him say this, Ah Sheng's heart was even more up, so was he angry or not?
In fact, it is completely unnecessary for Ah Sheng to be entangled like this, because Lu Zichu spoke immediately, he said: "Ah Sheng, I am far from being as generous as you imagined, seeing this scene, I will be angry, jealous, and want to pull you away from him, but I can't." If I do that, I'm breaking the trust between me and you. ”
After a pause of two seconds, Lu Zichu's voice sounded again: "I understand what you want to do and what you want to say, so don't apologize, once you say that I'm sorry, it is equivalent to indirectly admitting that you did wrong." ”
Hearing the sound of "I understand", Ah Sheng's throat tightened, and the corners of his eyes began to feel sore.
It turned out that he was not indifferent, but he won in his attitude towards life, taking into account Han Yu's feelings and her feelings......
He stood in front of her against the light, his expression was calm, and his tone was even more flat and he couldn't hear the slightest clue, but it was just a few words, but it gave her a lot of emotional support.
How fortunate to be able to meet such a him in this life.
"Come on." Seeing her standing still, Lu Zichu softened his voice slightly and stretched out his hand to her.
Ah Sheng approached, put his hand in his hand, and was slowly clenched by him.
Unlike Han Yu, his hands were a little cold, and he was born cold, Ah Sheng raised his other hand to fit the back of his hand, and he looked down at her, his eyes were deep.
It doesn't matter if her hands are cold, there is a fire slowly burning in her heart, because of her thoughtfulness, because of her silent comfort.
He asked, "Is Uncle Gu here?" ”
"It was there last night."
Lu Zichu nodded, paused, and said, "I'll be busy these days, I'm afraid I won't have time to come to the hospital, remember to call me if there's anything." ”
"Okay."
Ah Sheng raised his eyes and fell into a pair of dark and deep eyes, hidden bloodshots, and a faint pain suddenly appeared in his heart, and his forehead was pressed against his chest: "I'm sorry, I can't help you with anything." ”
Lu Zichu's eyes were warm, he wrapped one arm around her, patted her on the back, and although his voice was hoarse, it was with a strange gentleness: "Ah Sheng, time will take away many things, such as pain." I am sad at this moment because of the death of a loved one, but it is only at this moment, no matter how painful it is, we must also have hope for the future. Rational as him, cold as him, warm as him, after saying this, slender fingers slid into the back of her neck, clear eyes and looked at her, "You're by my side, so I'm fine." ”
Ah Sheng's eyes were sour, and after getting to know him, she became a person who was easily moved.
This is the love between her and Lu Zichu, in the intersecting eyes, there is always affection flowing slowly between them, one look can understand each other, and one action can wash away all the unhappiness.