There are many kinds of love on this shijie, some visible and some invisible.

Giving is a kind of love, missing is a kind of love, and even silence is a kind of love.

Sometimes, we don't understand each other's actions, but we know what each other needs most; Sometimes, we don't know who is right and who is wrong, but we know who loves whom more; Sometimes, we are not in the same lens, but we shine in each other's shijie for a lifetime.

Love is incomprehensible, but it knows best.

Lin Yishui's love is a silent film and a one-man show. It only has body movements and facial expressions, no words, no dialogue, and any melancholy is too weak.

In that past, thousands of silent films were lost in the footsteps of the times, but love was frozen on the black and white screen.

How to hate can be painful; How to forget, in order to be silent; How to love can be the best of both worlds.

After graduating from high school, a month after Liang Sheng was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, Lin Yishui's shijie died partly, as if a piece of the eight-grid puzzle was missing, and no matter how much he put it together, he couldn't get it back.

How people grow up should be to survive in self-torture and being tortured!

During that month, Liang Sheng's smiling face turned to crying, his hair became thin, and his stomach grew bulging.

The perfect image that was originally engraved in Lin Yishui's memories was also overturned.

Lin Yishui walked between home and hospital day after day, no matter how Liang Sheng refused, she couldn't control her feet, her direction was always towards a place where there was him.

Liang Sheng likes to listen to the sound of the wind blowing the leaves, so Lin Yishui stood on the campus all day, recording the sound of the wind blowing the green leaves to Liang Sheng under the bright sunshine and under the verdant plane trees.

Liang Sheng likes to see Lin Yishui wearing a floor skirt, so she bought thirty long skirts and changed them every day to show Liang Sheng.

Liang Sheng likes to hear Lin Yishui's laughter, so she goes home every night and practices smiling in the mirror, until no one can see the sadness in her eyes.

In the half hour before Liang died, Lin Yishui was always by his side, and she witnessed the process of a person from hideous to calm.

At the moment when all rescue was declared ineffective, Liang Sheng calmed down his powerless struggle.

During the five minutes of Zuihou, his demeanor was calm and enjoyable, as if he had poured 18 years of energy into it, all for the sake of this Zuihou moment of safety.

Liang Sheng left Lin Yishui a word, but after all, he didn't make a sound, it was a silent ending, Lin Yishui could only look at the shape of his mouth and guess the three words.

For a person, dying is a breeze; is alive, but you have to endure too much loneliness, and every second is difficult.

Lin Yishui's love does not need to be disturbed by others, she lives in her own barrier, blocking all interference from the outside world.

In the past, she was always smiling; After losing Liang Sheng, she was silent.

It's been a year, and she's still in that shadow, she can't get out, and no one else can get in.

As I said, attachment is not love, but love must be attached.

Is this a necessary condition? A simple relationship that seems complex.

At Liang Sheng's funeral, Lin Yishui wore a black dress to attend the family's side.

She stood in front of the statue, holding on for a day and a night, no matter how others drove her, she couldn't take a step, as if the farewell ceremony was not over, as if she had to say goodbye for a long time before she could put it down.

After Liang Sheng's death, Lin Yishui underwent a 360-degree transformation, and now she is taciturn and irritable.

Many people who have just come into contact with Lin Yishui think that her character is innate, but only she knows that she was not like this before.

Lin Yishui once told me that if Liang Sheng was still alive, even if he changed his mind, she would be able to accept it, but he couldn't even give her a chance to betray her.

How much she wanted to see his smiling face again, feel his body temperature again, and hear him say I love you again.

But one has to learn to forget, and time will always take everything, although I can't be sure how long it is.

In the more than nine months she has been in college, Lin Yishui has participated in many small commercial dance performances, and later worked part-time as a dance teacher in the club, she wants to save some savings and send them to Liang Sheng's mother.

Liang Sheng was already self-reliant when he was alive, and he participated in various competitions and activities from the beginning of high school, and then won prize money to help support the family.

Because Liang Sheng's mother was born lame, she couldn't support a family by relying on her liliang alone.

And Liang Sheng's father went out to wander in the early years, but never came back.

The burden of this family naturally fell on Liang Sheng, and now, Liang Sheng is gone.

Lin Yishui felt sorry for Liang Sheng's mother, and after going to college, she worked hard to work part-time to earn some extra money to help Liang Sheng's mother.

In the past nine months, Lin Yishui has mailed a total of 10,000 yuan to Liang Sheng's mother's account, which is all her hard work.

In this way, she wants to cherish the memory of Liang Sheng and let herself go.

The weather-beaten middle-aged woman in front of her is Liang Sheng's mother. With this 10,000 yuan in cash, she traveled thousands of miles to find Lin Yishui's school.

She wanted to say thank you to Lin Yishui in person, and she also wanted to return the money to this girl who valued friendship too much.

On this shijie, people and ghosts are different, but love is the same.

Liang Sheng's mother finally stuffed the money to Lin Yishui.

Before leaving, she left Lin Yishui a note, the handwriting on the note was not beautiful, but it could be seen that it was written stroke by stroke.

The note reads like this:

"Yishui, there are some words that I can't say to my face, I'm afraid I won't be able to control my emotions.

"Actually, in my aunt's heart, I have long regarded you as a daughter-in-law. Liang gave birth to this child, which is the pride of my life, although Liang Sheng and I lived a poor life, but the years when Liang Sheng was alive made me feel the meaning of life.

"You are a good girl, Liang Sheng told me before leaving, he was afraid that you would never forget him, so he specially instructed me before leaving, if you can't let go of him after half a year, let me be sure to untie your heart knot, no matter what method is used.

"I've thought about it, I don't know how to persuade you to take life and death in stride, but I want your life to continue to be wonderful. You must know that you still have Liang Sheng's hope entrusted to you. What he wants to see is that you can be happy.

"So, forget about some people and things! You still have a long way to go, you have to find the meaning of your life, and you have to reassure the heavenly beams. ”

After Lin Yishui read the note, she wept like rain, she lay on the window of the bedroom, looking at Liang Sheng's mother who was drifting away outside the window.

Liang Sheng's mother was limp when she walked, and Lin Yishui stared at the back of the departing until she disappeared from sight.

It seems that the back really took away Lin Yishui's pathos and some inseparable bonds.

We always have to talk to the past, even though it's a long way to go.