Chapter 15: The Secrets of the Body
"Rui Rui, I'm sorry, it's my fault! I shouldn't have said that about you. It's just..."
"I know, I know! It's all my fault, I shouldn't be willful. ”
I was afraid to hear his trembling voice, I was afraid that if I heard one more word, my heart would be torn apart, and if I listened to it for a second, I would collapse.
Then I realized that his fragility was far more irritating to me than his gentleness, even more than his ferocity. His hoarse voice and haggard look were my biggest weakness...
"I know everything about your company, and I blame me for not being good! It's that I don't understand you enough. ”
Ouyang Ze's hands were clenched tighter and tighter, for fear that I would leave his arms again and disappear from his sight, so that the strong tightness made me unable to breathe.
"I... I'm sorry... I promised to make you carefree in the future..."
His voice trembled even more, and although I couldn't see his face, I knew that the hot tears were already dripping on my shoulders.
"It's okay, I'll be with you later. Let's face it together! ”
His arms will always be my warmest harbor, and his unique cologne fragrance and familiar temperature will always be my belonging.
No matter what the road ahead is, I will accompany him, accompany him through every difficulty, and accompany him through every bump in life until the end of his life.
But before that, I found out that the person who needs to be cared for and comforted at the moment is I...
In Ouyang Ze's warm embrace, even the pain heated up again. Although I didn't feel anything just now, in this second, it tortured my body and my fragile soul with that fatal pain.
"Ahh
Although I wanted to persevere, I didn't want Ouyang Ze to be sad about my affairs again, but that force broke through my throat and let out a hoarse scream.
"Rui Rui! Rui Rui! ”
Ouyang Ze panicked in fright, and he shook my shoulders vigorously in an attempt to arouse my fragile spirit, but all this was to no avail.
But before that, before I closed my eyes and lost consciousness, I could see Ouyang Ze's face, and I was already very satisfied to be able to lie in his arms...
When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital, and I still had the strong smell of alcohol, even in foreign countries, the smell still did not change because of the region, and it was still the same pungent.
"Rui Rui?"
The moment I opened my eyes, Ouyang Ze's face appeared in front of my eyes.
Isn't that the life I want? Every day when I wake up, I can see my lover's face and hear his first love words every day. It's just that this time the location is in the hospital, not in the warmth of home...
"Didn't you eat last night?"
Ouyang Ze's eyes were filled with bloodshots, and the one in his pupils was blurry when I looked at it. Heavy eye bags and a shiny face, the whole look of sleepless night.
"Didn't you sleep last night..."
When I woke up, I only felt paralyzed, and I could only rely on glucose to support my speech.
"Why didn't you eat last night..."
Ouyang Ze said in a slightly complaining tone, and his eyebrows also wrinkled.
"Didn't you sleep too... Let's go to sleep. ”
"Which is more important, sleep or your body? Don't talk yet, get some rest, I'll go buy you some food. ”
With that, Ouyang Ze got up and left. Looking at his back, he only felt haggard, and the whole person looked like he was a teenager old, but the spirit of a young man in his twenties did not show the slightest expression in him.
The pressure of work has overwhelmed him, and now I am a burden to him again... Although I don't have the strength to cry, I have the strength to feel distressed...
It didn't take long for Ouyang Ze to rush back, carrying all kinds of Chinese food in his hands. Although it was not served to me yet, the smell of rice had already wafted into my nostrils and whetted my appetite.
"Why is it so fast..."
"Chris Tao is here, she is the one who prepared the meal."
Ouyang Ze said to me while sorting out the tableware on the table.
"What about her? Why didn't you see her..."
"She's outside, and she said that she would come in after you recover, for fear of disturbing your rest."
Chris Peach, the Western woman who was the best for me. Whenever it happens, no matter what happens, she thinks about me. I think that in this world, apart from Ouyang Ze, she is the only person who treats me and me...
"Let her in, I want to meet her..."
"Okay."
Ouyang Ze smiled at me and turned around and walked out the door.
"Chen Rui."
Before I could enter the door, I heard Christao's voice. Although she deliberately lowered her voice, her eager tone touched my heart.
"I'm sorry I didn't take good care of you."
Chris Tao came up and grabbed my right hand and rubbed it vigorously, maybe it was really because of my illness. So much so that the moment she touched my palm, I felt that she was extremely hot.
She apologized to me, her sapphire pupils surrounded by tears. It seems that in the next second, the tears of guilt will come out of his eyes.
"It's okay... It's me who doesn't eat well..."
Although I wanted to pat her hand to comfort her, the strength in my body was really not enough for me to lift my other hand, not enough for me to convey my gratitude to her.
"I will definitely take good care of you in the future."
Christao looked into my eyes and said, that firm tone came from Ouyang Ze's mouth, and I didn't hear it from anywhere else.
This is probably the second promise I have received in my life.
"What kind of illness am I..."
This sentence made Ouyang Ze's face change instantly after hearing this, and his eyes flickered, and he didn't dare to look directly at me.
Normally, Ouyang Ze would never hide anything from me, nor would he hide from my eyes. But this time...
"No... It's okay, I'm just too hungry... Just rest for a few days..."
Looking at Ouyang Ze's smile, which was more ugly than crying, I only felt weird. I always felt like he was hiding something from me, some secret about my body.
His words cannot be believed, this must be a lie! My own body, I know that since I will faint, there must be some serious illness, but Ouyang Ze deliberately concealed it from me.
"Say it, don't lie to me."
"Not really."
Under my repeated questioning, Ouyang Ze still didn't tell the truth, and even people couldn't help but take a few steps back, even more afraid of my question.
"I'll go to the company first, I'll be back soon, you can eat first."
Saying that, Ouyang Ze turned around and left, he deliberately avoided my eyes, and hurriedly walked out of the room without even listening to my farewell.
There must be something wrong with it, I must have some serious illness. But what the hell is going on, I don't know...