Chapter 180: Closed Doors, Persistent Dependence
Even if Wan'er herself is rational, she may not be able to maintain rationality at all times, because there are still some factors that cannot be controlled, such as meeting people who should not be met at this time.
In the autumn breeze and fragrant chrysanthemums, Li Dan knew that Wan'er had left the palace, so he hurried to visit him as soon as possible. But Wan'er closed the door and disappeared.
He wore plain clothes, a plain robe, and a simple crown and waited outside her newly repaired mansion for a day, but his Wan'er refused to open the door to see him, refused to let the pawn talk inside, and refused to welcome him back.
Langqiu is no better than spring and summer, nor is it better than dry and cold winter, and after a long time of silence, a thin cool mist gradually rises, climbing up from the soles of the boots, and gradually gathering to cover the waist and dye the back.
When the wind rose, Li Dan shook, and the coolness of his heart affected his whole person layer by layer along the winding wind, both in his body and in his heart.
The ink hair was sluggish by the wind Wei Ling, he raised his head, still calm and dyed with inner wisdom eyes took a deep look at the plaque hanging in front of the mansion of the top child, and his heart must have been a little inexplicably moved. Immediately, he shook his head again, and his body turned around, and finally he stopped clinging, and walked back helplessly with a wisp of flirtatious autumn wind.
Wan'er didn't see him, which was expected by him, because she was such a cautious and resourceful person, and she and he both had an unknown depth of the city and the rationality of the whole world; But it was also unexpected by him, because he and she were both temperamental, sometimes for the love in their hearts, in order to taste the rich wishes of their hearts, even if they knew that the difference waiting for each other in front of them was clearly the sea of fire and knife mountain, they would still run and kill themselves with a smile......
Yes, he and her are so extreme, in the eyes of the world, it is really unreasonable, maybe this can just see that they are really compatible, if they are not together, even the world will not be angry!
The tide of thought surged, and at this point Li Dan was suddenly funny, and a shallow laughing arc was indeed outlined on his lips, dyed slowly in the sun. Thinking about it this way, he and her seem to be no different from the madman!
The people who walk in this world are all soul-covered souls, wearing the so-called "normal" skin, living a life of intellectualization. Occasionally, there are one or two crazy people who are stupid and crazy in the eyes of the world, but who would think that they are truly enlightened beings and have supreme wisdom in themselves? How ridiculous and ridiculous, the world is running silently. What exactly is the law?
At this moment, a gust of wind swept up from the far away water pavilion, and the door of the mansion behind him was quietly opened. Wan'er behind the door of the pavilion slowly opened a crack in the door, and her indifferent eyes looked at Li Dan outside the mansion silently from the crack in the door.
In the end, the longing in her heart was so hot, even with the blessing of reason, she still couldn't help but feel that he had left, and quietly glanced at his back from a distance.
It's not that she refuses to see him, but she is afraid that she will be caught by the emperor because of her intersection with him, which will harm him!
It's just that when the urgent desire and strong love break through the deep reason, all the so-called stubbornness and resolute persistence will become a ridiculous thing in the eyes! Wan'er looked carefully through the crack in the door, but she couldn't see Li Dan's figure.
She was puzzled, and muttered to herself, wondering if she was a little sluggish in her perception of him at the moment, when he was drifting away from her sight.
In this way, her heart moved, grievances and sorrow suddenly came up, she wanted to cry like a child, she was in a hurry, and she pushed the door open without caring at all...... The person who was thinking about her heart suddenly flashed out from the side, and in a daze, he hugged her very quickly!
It turns out that Dan has never left, how can he bear to leave? How can you be willing to leave? He made a gesture of leaving to show her, deliberately hiding his body and waiting for her to take the initiative to open the door.
He knew that she had always been here, and he had stood silently with him for a whole day after the isolation of this vermilion mansion gate, and he also knew that she would definitely open the door to look at him and watch him quietly after he "left".
The sudden embrace and the sudden appearance of the person made Wan'er not know if it was a surprise or a nightmare for a while? The autumn wind is sprinkled, the leaves are like weaving, and the whole world is covered with a layer of sharp frost; In the hazy realm of weaving, she and Dan hugged each other, and wanted to push away but inexplicably failed to do so.
"Why don't you leave?" Finally, after a few tosses and turns, the pair of gurgling eyes were a little soft and moist, and Wan'er frowned and choked slightly on Dan's shoulders, "Why do you want to come back?" Another question, slender Xu.
"Why don't you see me?" Dan asked her rhetorically, raised his hand and hugged her soft body, and asked in a deep voice.
Wan'er's mind precipitated: "Because I don't want to ......"
"Don't want to see or don't want to miss?" Dan interrupted as he stepped on the edge.
I know you're missing me, I just don't know, do you miss me, or don't you want to see me?
It is easy to cause ambiguity in the question, but Wan'er can understand it. After a while, she said: "Both." His voice trembled.
I don't want to see you, because I can't see you; I don't want to think of you, because I can't think of you, because thinking of you will make my heart ache, I'm afraid I'll be unable to stop, I'm afraid I'll not be able to control myself...... But "don't want to" is not wanted, but can you really do it?
Li Dan shook his head, his cheeks were pressed against Wan'er's soft hair, and he sighed slightly: "Don't lie." The Adam's apple moved slowly, the eyebrows were raised, and the voice was low, with a touch of wisdom through the soul, "I know you've been watching me quietly." Affected by the autumn wind and the cold fog with me...... Never left. After a meal, he spit out.
Wan'er's heart suddenly moved, and she burst into tears, and the words that were wrong were thrown out at this moment: "Li Dan, I hate you!" She violently broke free from his embrace, and could no longer suppress the sorrow in her heart, and yelled at him with tears in her eyes, and then turned around and ran back to the house, like a child whose mind was debunked and suddenly lost his temper because of embarrassment.
Dan stretched out his long arms and pulled her back back all of a sudden, and his powerful arms hugged her soft and slightly cold body tighter: "Then hate me!" As he spoke, he bent his arm violently, hugged the chaotic Wan'er, grabbed her lips with his chin and kissed her fiercely.
Burning with love. The tide came with a raging kiss, and it was the first time I saw such a domineering Xiangwang Wan'er! Soon, his strength quickly overshadowed her self-proclaimed strength, and she was intimidated by his masculine aura and completely turned against his imprisoned love nest.
At this moment, she suddenly laughed in her heart, and suddenly understood that the universe is full of heaven and earth, the universe is yin and yang, even if a woman's strength is cold and tenacious, where can she be strong and tenacious? The world has its own laws, masculine men can always overpower feminine women, this is the same ** between heaven and earth, so women who are too strong and tenacious and will show their edges are said to be respectable, but it is better to say that they should be distressed!
The time for this kiss to last is not short, and it has slowly transformed from a strong siege of cities and lands at the beginning to a request for exploration. Excessive echoes of the heart's feelings, especially subtle.
The autumn breeze stirred the robes and robes and danced, and people were buried in the silk silk, which seemed to be gurgling.
Wan'er's slightly stiff body gradually softened into a puddle of water in this poisonous, sweet and sad kiss. The fragrance of powder lingers in her nose and sweats like a drench, she follows his guidance and caters to it step by step, so natural and so intimate, as if everything is falling into place. The two of them half-pushed, hugged each other all the way and leaned on each other to .......
The light and shadow of the morning light made this room ambiguous for a long time, and Dan and Wan'er both lay on the warm couch of incense.
They woke up together, looked at each other and found their own reflection in each other's pupils, and smiled softly, especially at ease.
Wan'er pillows Dan's arms, and her intimate posture is homeopathic and soft in her eyes, echoing the pure beauty of yin and yang under natural creation, and the jade girl and golden boy! Two people who truly love each other hug each other, no matter what time it should be, it should be touching.
The early autumn insects have not yet drunk the white dew, and they chirp and hiss among the dead branches and leaves. Wan'er frowned: "Now that I am out of the palace, it is not convenient to monitor and watch many current situations in the palace at any time as before." But how peaceful and peaceful his heart is, because he is by his side at the moment, "it is no longer convenient to do things." He whispered slowly, and there was still an unavoidable entanglement in his heart when he spoke.
Dan's eyebrows gathered and stretched, there was no need for Wan'er to say more about such a situation, he also thought about it and saw it clearly. But what else can it be? It is better to be sentimental and think hard and look at the results without results, but it is better to be logical and feel the stones to cross the river step by step.
He bent his arm and retracted it, and hugged her: "Come out, it's fine." "I didn't say much.
Wan'er shook her head, and when she faced him, she said a little anxiously: "But I am still the emperor's Zhaorong, if someone takes advantage of this to find out what we are together and harm you......"
"So you won't see me?" Interrupted by Dan, the burning gaze forced her to suppress the past.
Wan'er subconsciously lowered her eyes to avoid this oppression, and silently acquiesced.
This is the answer that she already knows, but she has to be asked what to do! With a thought in his heart, Dan turned his eyes and sighed, and there was a slow Luotuo in his flat voice: "Wan'er! You've always been a sensible person, but now you're so confused? He looked at her again, even if his tone was lower, "If the emperor wants to kill me, no matter how cautious we live, he can find a gap in this." It's better to be a little more reckless, and take care of the other side! The thoughts and repressions accumulated in my heart were slowly spoken, and when my heart suddenly became clear, I felt that the whole person was light.
These words made Wan'er certain, and she suddenly had a feeling of empowerment coming down! Her heart moved, evoking a touch of afterthought.
Dan's words are not wrong, the reason is clear, but who can follow the trend like him?
“…… It's me who is confused! After a long time, she sighed deeply with her chin and sighed.
Dan Maimai's gaze has been fixed on her clear lotus-like face, and those words that do not need to be deliberately pretentious and have their own affection come over like a tide: "If there is no you, what is the point of living?" He leaned over and gently attached himself to her ear, tickling his heart palpitations as his lips moved, "Wan'er, promise me, no matter when and under any circumstances, don't let me find you again, don't abandon me again, or...... Abandon yourself! ”
The low voice has its own profound precipitation, Wan'er's face is damp, and her heart is also full of tears.
No, I won't! No......
Following a scorching light deep in his heart, a drum-like cry rose. Wan'er complied with her wish and nodded fixedly. When the eyelids droop slightly, the vision is blurred and hazy.