Chapter 157 When you hate not to meet and are not shaved
As a guest, in the western Xinjiang, the life is so life, the leaves drift and there is no return, no return, no return, no return, no return......
In this way, everything was so natural, but there was no noisy and unruly, and there was no tedious guard of honor, everything was as Fadu liked, and Puya personally sent Fadu away, leaving the city that had bound him for many days, and sending him on a long journey, to wander, to go the way he ought to go, to go the way he ought to go
There is a way, it can be known that all kinds of things in this world boil down: "good" is "good", "good", if not, "good"; To be "good", it must be "already"
Therefore, all of these things need to be broken after all, only a broken party is broken, only a broken party is good for everything, and the party is good for everyone, and it is good
Those who see clearly in the world know that this is such a process of gathering and dispersing, and that it is such an experience that is neither sad nor joyful; But what I don't understand is how helpless and sad I feel
At the beginning, we met and experienced acquaintance, reunion, and promise...... And at the end of the day, we'll still be separated
The mountains, the waters, and the seas tolerated each other, reflected each other, but also forgot each other, and no one was attached; The rotation of the sun and the moon, the day and the night, are a whole of light and darkness, but they are two realms, they can have nothing to do with each other, they are the truest wise men, so they can retreat from the color of sorrow, and they are in peace and solitude in this world...... But the sad thing is that mortals and ignorant beings in this world cannot have such wisdom
The saddest and most painful thing is never the sentient beings themselves, because they are not sad or painful, and the saddest and most painful thing is actually the ropes they have made themselves, bound themselves and imprisoned, so that they have this thousand pains and all kinds of sufferings that they cannot earn...... It's clearly his own trick, but he can't know it, but he is willing to degenerate, he is willing to indulge, but he can blame anyone, who can complain
A pot of sake, a peach blossom tree, a promise to the city...... The end of a lifetime
Fadu walked steadily, and the wind was blowing in his ears, echoing him, and the fluctuations in his mood at this moment were so ups and downs that could not be calmed down
Indulge again, indulge again, this time, he admonished himself in his heart, as if he were drunk
Through the boundless illusory wandering thoughts, in front of his eyes, his ears kept floating the scene when Fang Cai Puya said goodbye to him, and the last conversation between the two of them......
Fang Cai, Puya and Fadu stood side by side, stretching and lengthening their gaze into the distance, Fadu was not in a hurry to leave, after all, this departure was already a foregone conclusion, and he was no longer in a hurry at this time
"If you hadn't been a disciple of the Buddha family, you hadn't gained boundless wisdom, and you were just a fool who had not yet been intellectualized, would you have had the hope that there would be so many love in the mundane world that you couldn't get rid of?"
This kind of question is not easy to answer, he has no way to answer, after a moment of silence, he had to look left and right to talk to him: "It's a blessing to meet in this life, and what do I still want?"
Puya knew very well in her heart that he was politely rejecting her
She smiled, but she didn't care about the peaceful sound waves, and at this moment finally evoked some of the longing of the past: "If you and I are in the same family, if you have never met your Buddha before you met me," she stopped, her eyes moved slightly, and her pulse was bright, "Then I must be sure that you will fall in love with me" The words were precipitated, but the voice was never raised
At this time, Fadu did not press his emotions anymore, he was a lover monk who was full of emotions and bowed to all good things, whether he was right or not, he was a lover monk regardless of whether he was right or not, he followed Puya's words and thought about it, and his eyes moved slightly when he looked at his chin: "Maybe at that time, I was really in love with you," peaceful Ruosi but dyed with seriousness, "Otherwise, why would there be such a situation in this life", there is no other taste, it is a natural conversation
The smile on Puya's lips did not recede, but he shook his head slowly, his eyes suddenly turned around, and he froze between the eyebrows of the law: "At that time, I must have been very stupid, in order to fulfill the future between us, and then continue, I had some room in my previous life, "I just hate myself, why didn't I try my best to fight for more time with you in this life?" If I could have broken off this inextricable thread and never had the desire to break clean, I could act a little more and be more resolute, how could I have this life, this life has been lost, and then so many sufferings have bred that sentence Silent and speechless, sighed: The king hates not to meet when he has not been shaved......
Fadu did not say any more, but met Puya's fixed eyes
But he knew in his heart that the words of the queen were like this, and it must be like this, otherwise he would not have provoked such a beautiful encounter between them in this life and this life because of the traction of such a leading edge
The gale started at the end of Qingping, Fadu did not continue to say anything more about such a topic, he had a certain determination in his heart, he was ready to leave the inseparable lotus thorn to Puya, and at the same time to leave the treasure of Buddhism, a volume of "Golden Tripitaka" to the queen
He said that I was going to follow the master's order to seal this treasure in the cave of the scriptures; But I don't want to......
Therefore, I left this scroll to the queen to hope that the queen will practice diligently, save herself and others, and grace Linchang and the people in the world
This is a grand wish, the most beautiful and vast wish, and he will wait for her in the Pure Land, waiting for her in the void...... She knows, she understands
There is no need to keep it, there is no way to save it, at the last moment, Puya couldn't suppress this unquenched obsession in her heart, she suddenly hugged Fadu, the warm lips were leaning into his ear, and whispered to him: "Do you know, you are the most beautiful lover in my heart......"
This sentence, this sentence with mixed feelings, a sentence that has been turned back and forth for a thousand years, half a lifetime of hard work, half a lifetime of fate, a soul ......
This fierce hug came and went suddenly, and when it was anxious, Fadu didn't even have time to react, and it was over, but as soon as his mind moved, he looked at Puya's eyes that were kind and longing, and his heart moved without warning
I don't know what kind of mind it was, and he couldn't even help himself, he couldn't suppress the excitement, he told Puya: "I will definitely come back"
I would like to come back with my wish, and not come back with Nirvana......
When he said this, his picturesque eyebrows were not only tenacious, but also flashed with invisible solemnity and boundless assurance
At that moment, the fate of the proverb was compatible, and a vow took root in each other's fate......
No one knew that he would be imprisoned and unable to be liberated before the unintentional retribution appeared
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The boundless mind suddenly retracted, and in a trance, the law had gone out of the gate of Linchang
He was not walking, walking, but falling down, kneeling in three steps and prostrating for a long time, and the long journey left behind his pious figure, his breath, his sweat, and all the nameless tears that he slipped into his heart......
The pedestrians who were destined to see were all dormant in this monk's devotion to my Buddha, perceiving the power of the Buddha with boundless blessings, but only he knew in his heart that only in this way could he cleanse his inner inner thoughts that were constantly affected by the magic test, and only in this way could he remain fully awake and not involuntarily lost and confused again
He didn't dare to look back, he couldn't look back
Amitabha Amitabha ...... A Buddha number, a heart, a heart sutra, a wish to leave you without many words, a sentence "Mida" as a boat
Three steps and one worship, three steps and one worship...... At that moment, the lost belief can be precipitated like a pearl in the bitterness of the journey, and he walked out of the future Buddha with this flesh and blood, a special and incredible road to scattering gold, and at that moment, he only had the Buddha in his heart
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