There is no reason not to love him
For two days, the sunshine became very good, and when I got up in the morning and saw the sunlight quietly crawling through the window lattice, the smile floating at the corner of my mouth made Ah Sheng's whole person very vivid.
Lu Zichu asked her, "How did you spend the day before I came?" ”
Ah Sheng knew that when he asked this, it actually meant that this man was feeling sorry for her.
She goes out around six in the morning, if the weather is good.
At that time, the streets were still a little deserted, and you could see elderly people practicing swords or tai chi along the way. She doesn't like to run, but she likes to walk and walk, and she can walk from the compound all the way to Jiangbakou.
Towards half-past seven, she began to walk back, and when there were more and more pedestrians on the road, she would buy a breakfast on the way to take home.
Tell him these trivial things, he will listen in silence without saying a word, fortunately there is always a light smile on the corner of his mouth, otherwise she is afraid that she will be cranky again.
In the morning, I packed up my things at home, full of past memories, discarded exam papers, and diaries piled up together, suddenly like a dream.
What was once inseparable from oneself, one day in my eyes, I felt very strange.
Lu Zichu brought her a glass of water, glanced at the box with lowered eyes, and said that she was a good student, because all the things in the box were related to studying.
The Gu family misses the old, Asheng primary, junior high, and high school books are all carefully kept by the family, and the exam papers are also, and now she has long forgotten the joy of the first time she took the first grade, but looking at those cold score numbers, she felt a little sour in her heart, because those numbers touched her heart.
She told Lu Zichu that the box was not filled with paper, but her growth trajectory for more than ten years, and only these things could record her past, because she had nothing in the past except for studying hard.
"And now?" Lu Zichu asked her.
She said: "Now in addition to your studies, there is also a you. ”
Lu Zichu unexpectedly remembered the courtyard where Ah Sheng lived, there was no defense between people, the more ordinary and trivial, the more down-to-earth.
Walking on the street, if someone recognizes "Ah Sheng", they will call her name at the top of their voices, and such a loud voice seems to be able to be transmitted far away......
Lu Zichu has not experienced this, he lives in a world of rules, where the neighbor will not open the door to smile at you for no reason, will not call you warmly and loudly, life will only make people more and more indifferent.
There was wind on the road, Ah Sheng walked backwards, and said to Lu Zichu: "Walking backwards can block the wind, if I keep walking backwards like this, can I also go back to the past?" ”
"Childish."
Local pedestrians passed by, and they all paid attention to this scene: the beautiful girl held her boyfriend's hand, walked backwards step by step, said soft words, and her handsome boyfriend who was led by her, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, occasionally when she was about to hit a pedestrian, she would quickly protect her in her arms.
"Ah Sheng...... "Someone called Ah Sheng's name in the crowd.
It was Tao's mother's voice, Ah Sheng followed the voice, and really saw Tao's mother waving at her not far away.
"Acquaintance?" Lu Zichu didn't ignore the sudden stiff smile on the corner of Ah Sheng's mouth.
Ah Sheng said "um", and after a few seconds, he added: "Tao Ran's mother." ”
Lu Zichu frowned, glanced at Tao's mother more, and Tao's mother over there was also very curious about Lu Zichu, seeing his gaze over, Tao's mother hurriedly removed her eyes.
"Do you need me to recuse myself?" He was as calm as ever, and he was maintaining his most basic demeanor.
"No, I'll say hello to her and come over." Letting go of his hand, Ah Sheng walked towards Tao's mother.
Lu Zichu looked at Ah Sheng's back, and his thoughts turned back and forth, which was indescribably complicated. He never asked what was going on between her and Tao Ran, but not asking didn't mean he didn't mind.
Touching his forehead and sighing lightly, he shouldn't have been so generous just now.
……
That day, on the noisy street, Tao's mother asked Ah Sheng: "Was that your boyfriend just now?" ”
"Hmm."
"You love him so much?" When Tao's mother said this, she couldn't help but think of Tao Ran, and her tone was a little choked.
Ah Sheng's expression was calm and calm, "He treats me sincerely, I have no reason not to love him." ”
Mother Tao looked a little fragile.
"Mother Tao, the curtains at home can't be closed all the time to refuse the sun, after a long time, the room will become very damp, and a person's heart will also become very moist, you are still young, you are only halfway through your life, you should not give the rest of your life to tears, Tao Ran If he knew, I think he would be very sad......" Ah Sheng's tone was very quiet and steady, as if he was just calmly narrating one thing, and it was difficult to spy on the slightest emotion.
After Ah Sheng said this, he turned his eyes and glanced not far away, and said politely: "Mother Tao, Father Tao, my boyfriend is still waiting for me, I'll go first." ”
Ah Sheng left, and Tao's mother kept her head down, as if she was holding back tears.
"If Tao Ran doesn't die, maybe Ah Sheng will be Tao Ran's girlfriend." Mother Tao murmured softly.
Father Tao patted his wife's shoulder: "Relax, Tao Ran likes her, naturally I hope she can be happy, don't you like Ah Sheng very much?" Then bless her! ”
"I'm just a little sad in my heart, knowing that Ah Sheng will have a boyfriend sooner or later, but ......" Tao's mother touched her chest and said bitterly: "My heart is sour." ”
Father Tao comforted: "I understand, don't mention Tao in front of Ah Sheng in the future."