She was sure that she was not in the underworld, nor in the world, but it was snowing, and the snow flakes had dyed the vast world white.

The tranquility of the surroundings made her can't help but want to sleep well, and she has been living in fear for a long time, and after the dust settled, she also let go of her hanging heart, not to worry about when the ghost will come to arrest her, let alone how to face Gongsun Yi, who loves her to the bone, with this dignity of her own.

No, it's all over, isn't it? There is no expectation, there is no future, it's time to rest, it's time to let go......

"Mother, mother, hug ......"

The childish cry pulled her back from her vast stillness, and she opened her eyes to find herself standing in a spacious mansion.

Mother? Is it calling her? She was surprised, no, she was already dead, how could she have children?

Running towards her were two roundly dressed children in red, who looked to be six or seven years old, both wearing furry hats, and from a distance, they looked like two walking red lanterns. When she got closer, she found that one of the two children was like Gongsun Yi and the other was like herself.

She was even more surprised, what the hell was going on? Could it be that the king of Yama saw her pitifully and allowed her to return to her soul, and these two children belonged to her and Gongsun Yi? Didn't she sleep for years? Missed out on such a year?

"Mother." The child, who looked very much like herself, shouted happily, and the two ran over hand in hand, Yue Mingchong was about to lean down and hug them—through them, through her body! She was blindfolded for a while, so to speak, she didn't return to her soul at all, these two are not her children, she is now, she is just a ghost?

Even the soul, when they hit it, felt pain, and its heart suddenly locked, and when I turned around, I saw that the two children were women who pounced on the other side and walked slowly.

When she saw the woman's eyebrows, her heart fluttered involuntarily, and she should have remembered that this woman must have a great connection with her, otherwise she would not have wept for no reason.

"Mother, hug."

The woman half-knelt down, stretched out her arms and tightly wrapped the two round red children, "Lingling, don't run around when it's cold, you go to the warm pavilion with Yi'er, and my mother will make you some snacks, okay?" ”

Yue Mingchong froze when he heard this. Spirit? What do you mean? Was it Su Lingtian and Gongsun Yi when they were young? This kid is obviously exactly the same as when he was a child, how can it be Su Lingtian? Weishenme wants her to see what happened when they were children? What does this have to do with her? Thinking of this, she was like being struck by lightning and suddenly woke up.

Is the secret of more than a decade ago about to be revealed now? God wants her to see her life experience clearly, in fact, is Yue Mingchong the Su Lingtian who Gongsun Yi has always been concerned about? Which link went wrong in the middle, weishenme she didn't have the slightest impression at all?

The heavy snow blurred her vision, and at the same time her own thoughts, she finally knew that when others mentioned that the Su family had been beheaded, she would cry uncontrollably, as if she had been stripped of her body. The guillotine she often saw in the endless village turned out to be her family.

The picture is constantly changing, time is passing, and she always stands in the same place, the green trees turn yellow and sprout new sprouts and lush green...... The expansive mansion turned into an abandoned mansion in the blink of an eye. She saw a man holding a holy decree to read the emperor's will, and her father pointed at the man and cursed.

King Jin Huai, the man who made her family fall into a place of no return.

She saw her father holding the little Su Lingtian, her mother was crying on the side, and tears slipped from the corners of her eyes when her father covered Su Lingtian's mouth.

He sobbed, "Lingling, beheading is very painful, you close your eyes and sleep for a while. He didn't want his youngest and most precious daughter to be separated from his own body and have no body. The little child didn't understand anything, she didn't know that she was going to face a catastrophe, and she didn't understand that Weishenme's father wanted to kill her, she struggled a few times, and her soft body shrank into her father's arms and stopped moving.

She saw her family being escorted to the execution ground, surrounded by white cloths, and idlers were not allowed to enter, let alone watch, and the man who was beheaded was the king of Jinhuai who read the holy decree.

She tried to block the executioner, and when she blocked it with both hands, the snowy big knife slashed down, penetrating her body, and the thick Yin Soul Qi made her soul also frightened, and when the knife came down, she only felt that her soul was almost shattered.

She couldn't stop it, she couldn't do anything at all, she knelt on the side and watched her relatives fall one after another, blood splashed and stained red and white cloth, and the blood rushed into her memory, into her entire childhood dreams.

Her heart ached and she couldn't stop crying. It turned out that this was the truth she had wanted to know for a long time, what happened to the fault line of memory, she knew it, she saw it clearly.

Cui Yang said that one day you will know everything, but at that time you will regret it, and would rather not know anything and remember nothing.

King Jin Huai was ruthless, and ordered people to bury the corpse and head separately, so that he could no longer be reborn and make chaos for eternity, and he could no longer oppose him even as a ghost, and Su Lingtian, who had just passed his tenth birthday, was also buried casually in another place.

She could sense Su Lingtian's plea for help, the plea from the soul, and subconsciously cut open the soft soil, she was a soul, but she could feel that her hands were really inserted into the soil. Laboriously dragging her small body out of the deep earth, she leaned down to cling to Su Lingtian's chest, and the real heartbeat made her ecstatic.

Su Lingtian didn't die, at that time, she didn't die at all, if it weren't for her father's pain of separating flesh and blood at that time, she would not have had the opportunity to dig herself out of the soil.

After more than ten years, it was she who saved her. If her soul did not return, would her life have ended when she was ten years old, and after that, there would be no more of her in this world?

She held Su Ling's small body and looked around helplessly. Where can you take her? Her fate won't change in the end, right? She will definitely be brought back to Endless Village, and she will definitely meet Gongsun Yi at the age of twenty-three, and then ......

If Su Ling is handed over to an ordinary family and let her grow up in an ordinary family, in her life, she is afraid that she will not be able to enter Ruiyuan and meet Gongsun Yi, right?

Destiny! It's all arranged haode, how can she change it? If she changes her own life, she will inevitably disrupt other people's lives. Cui Yang understands everything, she can see through everything, she doesn't want to understand, but she has to understand.

There was a strong wind, and she had to use a trace of yin spirit to put the little person in her arms by the river, fortunately, in the summer, she would not worry that this little Su Lingtian would freeze to death, and next, Ye Wuya would definitely find her by the river.

She caressed Su Ling's pale little face, and didn't know what to say for a while, the cycle of cause and effect, over and over again, it was not something she could call the shots, and she would lose all the games if she made a mistake, and she couldn't disrupt the fate plate casually.

In order to see Gongsun Yi in the future, she had to endure more than ten years of pain.

The sky changed suddenly, the clear sky was suddenly covered by black clouds, and thunder fell one after another, she had nowhere to escape, and she didn't want to escape, now she was a ghost, and she was going to be taken back to the underworld eventually.

A cacophony erupted in her ears, and she herself felt as if she was in the midst of an army, and the earth-shattering roar terrified her. The world in front of her began to fission and shatter, this is not her shijie, this is her past shijie. The shijie of the past collapsed, and she had to go back to where she was supposed to be.

The wind stopped, the noise died down, and her torn soul fused again, and when she awoke, she was as dark as a swamp of fog.

"It's time for you to go."

Hearing this, she slowly raised her head, and the man stood in front of her, looking at her condescendingly not far away, and she couldn't see his appearance clearly at all, only vaguely seeing the cold and hard outline.

"Are you going to the underworld?" She asked.

"No, do you want to go to the underworld so much?" This voice doesn't sound emotional, although it is as indifferent as a sharp knife scraping an iron tool, which makes people very uncomfortable, but it is familiar tight, could it be Judge Cui?

"Judge Cui? Where are we going? She asked tentatively, Cui Yu turned her back and walked forward slowly, she had no choice but to follow his steps, she was speechless for a while, she sighed and said, "Actually, everything is arranged by God, isn't it?" Let me die, go back to the past, know my own background, and then revive my childhood self, and then repeat the past, and so on. ”

Cui Yu didn't answer, and after a while, she spoke again: "I remember what a person said, he has the same surname as you, and his surname is Cui." ”

"Really?" He suddenly glanced back at her and asked lightly, "Do you still think he is cold and ruthless?" ”

"I can't help myself, and I can now understand the meaning of his words at that time."

He hummed, still asking in an emotionless tone, "Do you want to go back?" Back to Gongsun Yi? ”

"Is that okay?" She was stunned, "Am I not already dead?" Does the king of Yama allow me to return the yang? ”

"Your longevity is not over, so naturally you can."

Can she continue to be Gongsun Yi's wife? As soon as the soul returns to the body, the poison on her body will be completely lifted, and will she live a healthy life like others?

"At that time, my soul was about to disperse, and I would let you leave your body temporarily, and now, you should also go back, but you have a catastrophe, which must be experienced, and I can't reveal it in advance, you have to change it yourself."

"I know I know that I can find a way to survive no matter what the disaster is." For more than ten years, she has been constantly overcoming one calamity after another, as long as she can continue to be with Gongsun Yi and the family of Ruiyuan, she is not afraid of any calamity.

Cui Yu wanted to speak and stopped, and then sighed softly, she had to bear this catastrophe.

"The bridge in front of you leads to the Yang World, you go over by yourself, and at the end of the road, you have to jump off whatever you see, and you can't hesitate." As soon as the words fell, Cui Yu suddenly turned into a few wisps of green smoke and passed her, she looked back in that direction, and could only see the light smoke rising slowly, mixed with the smell of burnt fur.

The sky and the earth suddenly became clear, the clear blue sky, the endless green space beside her, and the soft breeze blowing in her face, she did not hesitate and strode onto the small bridge. He hadn't taken a few steps when the scenery in front of him took a sharp turn, and the whole earth seemed to shake with a rumbling thunder crashing down.

"It's okay, don't be afraid, just a few more steps to return the yang."

She comforted herself and mustered up the courage to run.

She had sketched a terrifying picture in her mind so much that she didn't dare to open her eyes anymore and jump no matter what was in front of her!

The body is falling rapidly, the wind, the roars and wails of people, laughter, cursing...... Her brain was clogged, and all sorts of voices were constantly pouring in.

For a moment, she felt herself fall to the ground, and there was no sound around her, and after a long time, she didn't hear any strange sounds, and her mind suddenly lit up. After a pause, she snapped her eyes open.