Chapter 55: The Origin of a Dream
I sighed and said, "Even if the assassin is not targeting me, he is still assassinating Ah Qing, after all, he is your flesh and blood brother, why don't you go to help him when he is in trouble?" ”
Ah Han nodded, looked at me and said, "Xi'er, don't be angry, I didn't mean to." ”
I didn't speak, Ah Han asked softly, "Don't go out, stay well for the past two days, rest and rest." ”
I shook my head and said, "I still have to go out, to Qixia Temple." ”
Ah Han asked, "What are you going to do there?" Do I need a visa? Shall I go for you? ”
I shook my head and said: "The queen mother personally instructed me to ask Liang Yu'er to go to Qixia Temple to ask for a child talisman, anyway, it doesn't take much effort, I just go over and take the carriage back and forth." ”
Ah Han still listened to my words, his face turned pale, I could faintly feel his anger, so I asked tentatively, "Ah Han, what's wrong with you?" ”
He smiled reluctantly, helped me lie down and said, "Well, take a good rest, if you go, come back as soon as you ask for a sign, don't be tired." Sleep a little longer, right? ”
I nestled quietly in the quilt, nodded, and Ah Han left.
I think something is wrong with Ah Han, but I can't say it, is it because of Liang Yuer's child sending charm?
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But I don't know where the queen got the news, although I don't know that I am a sword injury, but I still think I am sick again, so I simply asked me not to go to Qixia Temple to ask for a sign, but it made me embarrassed.
I wanted to hold on, but the wound was infected and inflamed, and I had a high fever for several months, and the whole person was delirious, so scared that Liang Ruier and Qingge kept guarding for several months.
When I was completely awake, I was already in front of the hall with the fragrance of osmanthus flowers, and I was really annoyed, and a few months passed in a coma, and I secretly hated those assassins to death.
I recuperated for a few more days, and I still remembered the matter of going to Qixia Temple to ask for a signature, so I felt that I couldn't delay it again and again. Knowing that Qi Qing and Qi Yue would not take me out of the palace at this time, I thought about it, I still went by myself, and it was more convenient to take the carriage back and forth, so as to save the toss.
It was already the season of falling leaves, and I estimated that the weather was good, so I made up my mind to leave the next day and go early and return early.
It was a night when the thunder was loud, and it rained heavily.
Qingge complained: "It really should rain or not, and I only remembered the rain after the autumn harvest was over." ”
I smiled and said, "It's been a lot of rain this year, and the harvest is okay, you!" Just stop complaining. ”
Qingge smiled, lit the incense to remove the moisture, and told me to rest early.
On the second day, the rain was getting heavier, and I still insisted on going to Qixia Temple, and I finally arrived at the mountain temple outside the city.
I took my umbrella and went up the stone steps, and because of the rain today, there should be many fewer pilgrims, which is exactly what I want.
The mountain road winds with the fragrance of laurel, filled with rain and mist, and the faint sound of bells comes out, as if it is untouchable glass, and it seems to be the land of Penglai.
I laughed while walking, how could anyone use Taoist Penglai to describe the holy land of Buddhism?
I followed the fragrance of flowers and bells all the way, and finally arrived at this thousand-year-old temple.
I didn't go to see the ancient buildings first, but I went to the main hall to ask for a sign to Liang Yuer, and the charm is something that can be met but not obtained, and I don't want to force it too much, so I took an umbrella and looked at it in the temple at will.
A few sycamores were planted along the mountain, the branches were covered, the leaves were intertwined, the leaves were knocked off by the rain and soaked in the rain, I stood still with an umbrella, looked at it for a long time, and said to myself: "Is it autumn?" ”
After a long time, an empty and wise voice said, "Why care about reincarnation outside the body? ”
I turned around and saw a master also standing close with an umbrella, and I smiled and saluted, "I've seen the master." ”
The rain had no intention of stopping, the crackling sound hit the umbrella, and the shoes and socks were already soaked, but they didn't want to leave the wet rain, because the rain could wash everything?
The master said "Amitabha" and asked me, "Why did the donor come from?" ”
I replied, "Ask for a sign for an acquaintance, and ask for a son." ”
The master nodded, and then asked, "What did the donor ask for for himself?" ”
I shook my head lightly and said, "The disciple doesn't know what he wants, and he is even more afraid that he won't be able to ask for it." It is better not to ask for it, but not to ask for it. ”
The master said calmly: "It was originally a dream, what is the difference between getting it and not getting it?" ”
I was a little puzzled, but the master just smiled thinly: "The beginning of the dawn of the shallot, a vain dream." How long does it take for the donor to wake up? ”
The rain was heavier, but I couldn't hear anything, more menacing than the rain was the memory, in the memory of the fairy aunt said to me who was still a college student: "The beginning of the shallot dew, a dream of life, how long will you be persistent?" "Such an admonition is just a dream for me, and it is the same for the master now. If both lives are dreams, then where should I be?
I was almost on the verge of collapse in my heart, and asked tremblingly, "Master, what ...... Before that...... What about me before? ”
The master said quietly: "And for the past? What is today? I have woken up from a dream, and now it is time to wake up. ”
The sound of rain continued, and the master seemed to be talking to me, and seemed to whisper to Qiu Yu: "This dream, if you don't want to be too bitter, it's better to wake up as soon as possible." ”
The master went back in the rain, and the rain became heavier and heavier, and the sycamore leaves were ruthlessly knocked down, and he couldn't help himself, drifting......
I looked at the sycamore leaves all over the ground, and my heart was so confused that I didn't know what it was like in my heart, so I took my umbrella and went down the mountain alone.
I got into the carriage and didn't leave, but on the way to the mountain temple, a little master called out to me, hurriedly ran down from the mountain, handed me a small wrapped golden Buddha, and said, "The abbot said that it should be given to people who know the benefactor." ”
I took it in my hand and said with a smile: "Thank you, master, please thank the abbot for me." The little master said yes and left.
I can't be calm all the way, if it's all a dream, who am I? Where should it be? It hurt to think about it, and I just put aside my thoughts a little.
It was easy to return to the palace, and when I arrived at Chenji Palace, I was about to enter the main hall, but I saw Liang Ruier sitting at the table bandaging Qi Min's arm.
I just stood outside and didn't go in.