Chapter 106: I Am a Sinner
After Wang Ying pulled Fang Wenke and Zhao Jun away, Zhao Jun sat at the bar alone and asked for two bottles of wine.
I followed Wang Ying out, and Wang Yanfen and Lin Yishui stayed in the bar.
After walking out of the bar, Fang Wenke stood alone on the street on the side of the road, constantly waving his fist at a towering tree.
I hurriedly stepped forward and shook his fist.
"Can you calm down?" I said to Fang Wenke.
"Do you like Zhao Jun?" Fang Wenke looked at me suspiciously.
"Nope!"
"Then you already knew he liked you?"
I nodded wordlessly.
"Then you weishenme don't tell me? Do you have to wait until you're with him before you tell me? Fang Wenke's tone began to become unpolite.
"Fang Wenke, calm down! Don't slander Li Weiming so much! Wang Ying interjected.
"You don't have to speak for Li Weiming, didn't you leave me so suddenly! What to pretend to be high! Fang Wenke looked at Wang Ying mockingly.
At this moment, I felt that Fang Wenke's words were very uncomfortable, and I even felt that he hated Wang Ying in his heart, even if he didn't notice it on weekdays.
"Done! You keep playing your drunken mania! I'm not going to accompany you! With that, Wang Ying turned around and went back to the bar.
I stood beside Fang Wenke, waiting for him to dissipate.
"Will you leave me?" Fang Wenke asked suddenly.
"No!" I replied without thinking.
"Then do you like Zhao Jun?"
"Like, but not like that."
"Don't leave me." Fang Wenke looked at me pleadingly, accompanied by the faint light of the street lamp.
"Don't think nonsense, Zhao Jun is just going crazy, it'll be fine after a while!"
"As long as you don't leave me." Fang Wenke suddenly hugged me tightly, so I couldn't breathe.
After about ten minutes of tossing, Fang Wenke and I went home, leaving Wang Ying and them to help me take care of Zhao Jun.
On the way home, Fang Wenke sat by the car window, silent.
At this moment, he lacks the morale and determination just now, like a lost child, the more he goes, the more confused he becomes.
I knew that Fang Wenke was hesitating, hesitating, and even wavering. But the only thing that didn't change was that he was holding my hands tightly, and I knew he was thinking of a perfect solution, but it was all in vain.
Later, I heard from Wang Ying that Zhao Jun had drunk a lot of wine that night, and he was so drunk that the three women carried him to a nearby hotel and placed him for a while.
This happened unexpectedly, and until now, I have not been able to break free from that night's dispute, I am afraid of such a confrontation, such a rupture.
I have asked many people, if there is a conflict between family affection and aiqing, will you favor the former, or the latter?
Most of them will tell me, of course, it is family affection! There is no doubt that blood is thicker than water!
But if it really happens, will your scales still be sane?
At least Fang Wenke and Zhao Jun around me are irrational, their choices have become directionless, and their relationship has become dangerous.
After the conflict between Zhao Jun and Fang Wenke broke out, they never said a word to each other.
I have advised Fang Wenke many times, but he has remained silent, as if he cannot come up with a clear answer because it is an unsolvable problem.
But Zhao Jun is different, when his feelings were exposed, he felt a lot more relaxed, he began to care about me blatantly, and even completely forgot the existence of Fang Wenke.
But Zhao Jun's sudden change made me unable to adapt, and I always felt that Zhao Jun's behavior was revenge, not pursuing my own heart.
Because of the breakdown of the relationship, Zhao Jun moved out of Fang Wenke's house, and he lived alone in the house where his father was alive. Their mother, Fang Yun, thought that Zhao Jun was just not used to the life of the new home, and did not expect the collapse of their brothers.
I always felt that Fang Wenke and Zhao Jun would come to this day because of me, and I was a sinner.
After this incident, Fang Wenke and I stayed at home for three days, and neither of us went back to school.
During this period, Zhao Jun called me a lot, but I didn't answer, to be exact, I couldn't answer it, because my phone had been confiscated by Fang Wenke.
During these three days, the only phone calls I received were from Liang Xue and Jiang Xiaoqiao.
Liang Xue told me that she and Chubby had arrived safely in the United States and had settled everything. She said that now Jiang Xiaoqiao's belly is getting bigger and bigger, and in order to hurry up, they must go out to travel before the belly completely grows.
I suddenly began to envy Liang Xue, Xiaopang, and Jiang Xiaoqiao, and envy their scruples.
As for myself, I really don't know how long this life will last, even if I stay at home every day and don't go out, I will inevitably meet with Zhao Jun in the future.
Perhaps this emotional battle has just begun.
On the fourth day of staying at home, Fang Wenke and I finally went out, and that was because the school had a public class exam today.
Today's weather is very good, the sun is warm and lazy, Fang Wenke and I are leisurely strolling in the yard.
"Are you sure you're going to keep imprisoning me like this?" I said to Fang Wenke beside me.
"What then? If you step away from me, I think you're going to be abducted! ”
"I'm not mentally retarded! What are you afraid of! ”
"I'm afraid of Zhao Jun! Didn't he tell me that day that he wouldn't give up! He's been calling you a lot these days, and he's my number one enemy right now! ”
"I think you and Zhao Jun should have a good talk, don't always be tough, you two are too stubborn!" I looked at Fang Wenke, hoping that he would listen to me.
"I know Zhao Jun too well, if he really decides to do something, no one can change him!" Fang Wenke touched my forehead, as if comforting a child.
"He's your brother, you can change him!"
"I can't do it."
Fang Wenke turned around and walked to the garage and opened the door.
I looked at his tall and thin back, and suddenly felt that his sentence "I can't do it" was really too bleak.
How well do you know each other to say something like that? How well do you have to know yourself to come to such a conclusion? How helpless does this have to be to give up without trying?
Perhaps the unchangeability of Fang Wenke and Zhao Jun lies in the fact that they know each other too well and understand that they cannot be integrated.
When Fang Wenke and I went back to school, I went back to the dormitory first, and when I came out again, I saw Zhao Jun, who suddenly appeared downstairs in my dormitory, which caught me off guard.
"How do you know I'm back?" I looked at Zhao Jun in surprise.
"I asked Wang Ying, and she said that you have a public class exam today, so I'm waiting for you here." Zhao Jun still looked at me with a smile on his face.
"Fang Wenke is in the car! You'd better go first! If he sees it, he'll be angry again! ”
"Well, I just came to see you, I haven't seen you for three days, I miss you very much." Zhao Jun touched my forehead, this action is exactly the same as Fang Wenke.
I reflexively dodged Zhao Jun's touch, and then ran in the direction of Fang Wenke.
When Fang Wenke saw me, he still found Zhao Jun standing in the distance, they looked at each other, and their eyes were full of unfriendliness.
"Let's go!" I took Fang Wenke's right hand.
"What did he say to you again?" Fang Wenke looked at me questioningly.
"Nope! Let's go! I'll be taking the exam in a while! I dragged Fang Wenke with all my strength and walked in the direction of the teaching building.