Chapter 21: Sleepless Nights
Since Li Man met Ouyang Ze and knew about our relationship that time, the whole person has changed.
On a normal day, every day in the store, she would chat with me about some gossip or have a snack with me. Now, pestering me every day to ask about Ouyang Ze's situation, he basically doesn't leave Ouyang Ze in three sentences.
The attitude towards me became more and more strange, and he no longer told me anything directly, but hesitated for a long time and then said "It's okay".
In the evening, I still enjoy my beautiful nightlife as usual, and feel the pleasure brought to me by different people. However, every time I returned to Ouyang Ze's side in the morning and saw his pretending smiling face, I felt as if I was surrounded by guilt.
When will such strange days come to an end!
"Yo, you're living a good life, why don't you come out and fool around~" Next to the bar, Xu Shaohui dangled in front of me with a goblet glass.
"Ye is happy, he can do whatever he wants." I looked at him contemptuously and didn't give him a good look.
"Don't be like this, introduce you to a business, do you want to do it?" Xu Shaohui put his arm on my shoulder, and his hand teased my chin dishonestly.
"Didn't you just say I was fooling? How? Now which ghost will you introduce me to? He took the vodka in his hand and drank it all in one gulp.
"This ghost is so much better than the one that covered you. This time, though, you're going to someone's house. Xu Shaohui reached out to help me remove the remaining liquid beads from the corners of his mouth, leaned into my ear and whispered.
"Okay, tell me the address."
"Xinrong Community, West Household, 5th Floor, Building B." Xu Shaohui took out his mobile phone and found a short path.
Xinrong Community? Isn't that where I live? Building B 5th floor west? Isn't that home facing me? Who lives inside? How come I've never seen one?
Leaving the bar, I rushed to the neighborhood with trepidation. I don't know what kind of guest it will be tonight, but my instinct is that tonight is going to be an extraordinary night...
Standing on the carpet at the door, I kept my hand on the doorbell for a long time. After some hesitation, I rang the doorbell anyway. Even if it was only a few seconds of waiting, it was enough to make me feel suffocated, and the inexplicable tension in my heart could not be dissipated.
"How could it be you?" I was startled when I saw that the person who opened the door was Wu Yao. How could it be him? Why did he live across from me? Is it a coincidence or is it a deliberate attempt to spy on me?
"Why are you here? Do you know I live here? "He's a little confused, too.
"Didn't you ask me to come?"
"I'm looking for an MB, but I'm not looking for you!" All right... It's a misunderstanding... Xu Shaohui is an idiot, stupid enough to introduce me to him...
"Oh, forget it. I'm leaving. "I turned around and was about to leave, after all, Wu Yao was looking for someone to accompany him.
"It's wrong, it's wrong, come in and sit down, and talk to me." Wu Yao beckoned to me and motioned for me to enter. For the sake of the early days, it's okay to go in and talk. So, I walked in without much thought.
Looking at the decoration of his house, it was exactly the same as the decoration of the house we rented together at the time, and even the TV was bought with a brand.
"Uh... It's the same as when we were together... It's all the same," I said, touching the ornament on the wall.
"Yes, it was specially decorated according to the original appearance." He walked over to the wine cabinet and took out two goblets, into which he poured half a glass of red wine.
"Why buy the house across the street from me? You're so rich, isn't it good to buy a big house? I turned to look at him.
His hand, which was pouring the wine, suddenly stopped, and then resumed his previous action. "Because then I can see you every day..."
"Didn't you say it's good to be friends? Don't work on me anymore! We are already impossible! "I'm completely speechless about him... They are already friends, and they still fantasize that there will be room for maneuver in the future.
"You're in love, aren't you?" he asked, putting down the bottle and just keeping his head down.
"Did Li Man tell you? All right... I'm not in a relationship and I'm still single. "I can't see his expression, and I can't gauge his mood, so I can only answer him flatly, so as to maintain a relatively peaceful situation.
"Li Man also likes him, tell me, what are you going to do?" Wu Yao walked towards me with two wine glasses.
"She already knows he's gay, what can I do?" I took the wine from his hand and took a sip of it.
"Aren't you afraid that Li Man will go to extremes? Will you do something bad? ”
"She's not that kind of person." I looked him in the eye and said firmly.
Wu Yao didn't say anything more, just shook his head and then bent over to sit on the ground, leaning back on the sofa and looking at me. "Does he really love you?"
"How do I know, whatever he thinks. I don't like him anyway. I avoided his gaze.
Wu Yao picked up the wine glass and drank the small half glass of red wine in one gulp, I knew that he must not be in a good mood now, so according to this situation, it is better to go with thirty-six strategies.
"Since it's okay, then I'll go." I put down my glass and prepared to leave.
"Rui Rui!" He jerked to his feet and hugged me from behind, his glass falling to the ground. Glass shards were scattered all over the floor, and the remaining liquid splattered on my legs.
"Let go, it's time for me to go." I struggled. I really didn't expect that what I said was a good friend would now give me this whole thing.
"Just one night, stay with me one night." Wu Yao still didn't let go, but hugged him tighter.
", I'm going to find someone to accompany MB. Lao Tzu has no spare time to accompany you. I squeezed his clenched hand hard, but it didn't let go.
"I don't do anything, I just want to hold you like this, just hold you like this." Wu Yao said to me in a pleading tone, Okay... I'm always embarrassed to say no to other people's pleas.
"Okay, you said it." I gave up struggling, after all, as long as I didn't move, I could do anything.
Wu Yao leaned back, my center of gravity was unstable, and I fell on him at once. He still didn't let go, just let me lie on top of him.
"Can't you hug me somewhere else? Isn't that awkward? Looking at his embarrassment, I smiled and said to him.
"It's okay, that's fine." He also looked at me with a smile.
We kept it that way, and none of us moved. Leaning on his chest, I could clearly hear his heartbeat, clearly feel his every breath, clearly feel his little brother against me...
Lying on his body, I always thought about Ouyang Ze in my heart, thinking about whether he had fallen asleep at the moment, and whether he would dream of me in his dreams.
I have to say that I really have feelings for Ouyang Ze, and I know that this can't be love, because a person like me can only give him a dirty body. Love? It was never possible to give it to him...
We didn't say a word all night, and he kept hugging me and didn't move. He didn't speak first, and I didn't mean to say anything. I just lay there, waiting for the dawn to come, for me to leave.