Chapter 021: Zhou Lin: I'm a girl who fell into the abyss
When I ran to the school gate, Ma Long and Hu Fei were accompanying Lu Xiaoyu back from outside the school.
Seeing me coming, Lu Xiaoyu hurriedly came over and asked, "You, you are fine, didn't the teacher embarrass you?" ”
I saw Lu Xiaoyu's eyes were red, obviously crying a lot before.
I nodded and hugged Lu Xiaoyu in my arms, it was evening self-study time, and there were not many people at the school gate, so I was not afraid of being noticed by anyone if I hugged her like this.
And Lu Xiaoyu didn't have any resistance, he was hugged by me and turned upside down, and then cried again.
Seeing this, Hu Fei and Ma Long walked away, and after taking a few steps, Ma Long pointed to the west, obviously telling me that he and Hu Fei were going west to find Zhou Lin.
After a hug, I didn't use extra words to comfort Lu Xiaoyu and asked directly: "Xiaoyu, there's nothing to do, I'm fine, and I won't leave you, you tell me now what happened to Zhou Lin, why are you in such a hurry to find her." ”
As we walked east, she told me about the situation tonight.
It turned out that not long after Lu Xiaoyu left the cafeteria and returned to the dormitory, she turned back to the cafeteria because she was worried about me, but as soon as she walked out of the dormitory door, she met Zhou Lin, who happened to come back crying.
The two girls who didn't know each other well, but who knew that Zhou Lin suddenly stopped Lu Xiaoyu and told her that she had something to tell her.
So Lu Xiaoyu entered her dormitory with Zhou Lin alone.
When she entered the dormitory, Zhou Lin cried even more, although Xiaoyu was also very sad, but she was kind-hearted and couldn't help but comfort Zhou Lin when she saw that Zhou Lin was uncomfortable.
Zhou Lin restrained his emotions and then said to Lu Xiaoyu: "Xiaoyu, my world, my life, it's over, I know that I am not worthy of Yi Feng, so you have to take good care of him, I can also see that Yi Feng likes you very much, and I hope you can be happy." ”
Lu Xiaoyu only listened to the part about me at that time, and nodded subconsciously, but who knew that as soon as Lu Xiaoyu nodded, Zhou Lin rushed out of the dormitory and ran away like a madman.
Lu Xiaoyu was startled, no matter how she called Zhou Lin, Zhou Lin didn't agree, so she hurriedly followed, but who knew that Zhou Lin ran too fast, and she lost it at the school gate.
Seeing that Zhou Lin was emotional and desperate, Lu Xiaoyu was worried about what would happen to her, so she asked Hu Fei and Pantene to discuss.
With Hu Fei and Pan Ting's temperament, they would definitely not care about Zhou Lin's affairs, but they couldn't resist Lu Xiaoyu, so they had to call Zhao Ziyang, Ma Long and others to help find it.
That's what Ma Yun told me when she came to me.
After listening to what Lu Xiaoyu said, I nodded, and a haze rose in my heart, Zhou Lin wouldn't do anything stupid this time, right......
Seeing the change in my face, Lu Xiaoyu said apologetically: "Yi Feng, I'm sorry, I didn't find out about Zhou Lin's change in time, otherwise I would have stopped her." ”
I took Lu Xiaoyu into my arms and said gently: "Xiaoyu, enough, you have done enough, you are too kind, don't take the responsibility on yourself anymore, even if something really happens to Zhou Lin, it is her own business." ”
I comforted Lu Xiaoyu so much, but I kept worrying about Zhou Lin in my heart, and at the same time secretly hated that I should have taken the initiative to find Zhou Lin earlier and understand everything clearly, so that we might not be calculated by Yu Zichen, and Zhou Lin would not be so hurt and uncomfortable.
But even if I take the initiative to find Zhou Lin, will she really tell me about such a private pain?
Lu Xiaoyu sobbed in my arms for a while, and hurriedly left my chest and said, "Okay, I know that I shouldn't cry and delay your search for Zhou Lin now, I was wrong, let's go find Zhou Lin quickly." ”
Alas, she has always been so kind, so I feel doubly guilty every time I hurt her.
After stabilizing Lu Xiaoyu's mood, I began to look for Zhou Lin anxiously, I don't want another girl to run away for anything.
One, that's enough!
I followed Lu Xiaoyu to the east and walked a few more streets, just when I met Zhao Ziyang and Pantene walking back.
I hurriedly stepped forward to inquire about the situation, and when I looked at Zhao Ziyang with a depressed face and shook my head, I knew that there was nothing to be gained.
"Crazy brother, do you think this week Lin will just come out to relax because she is in a bad mood, and maybe she will go back when she is in a good mood." Zhao Ziyang was obviously a little annoyed with the search, so he made an excuse for himself to end this aimless search.
And Pantene on the side was in no mood to look for it, obviously she was Lu Xiaoyu's hardcore sister, and she naturally wouldn't use any effort to find Zhou Lin, a good sister's rival.
I shook my head: "You guys go back first, I'll look for it again, or it's a light rain, you can go back with them, it's getting late, and the school gate will be locked later." ”
As soon as I finished speaking, Lu Xiaoyu shook his head firmly: "No, I want to be with you." ”
I nodded and didn't object, is Lu Xiaoyu worried about my safety, or is he afraid that what will happen if I find Zhou Lin alone?
Seeing that Lu Xiaoyu and I didn't give up, Zhao Ziyang waved his hand and said: "Forget it, who the let me be your crazy brother, I'll send Pantene back first, and then come out to look for it on the wall, but we can't go on looking for it like this, we can't be absent from school collectively for the sake of Zhou Lin, and then be expelled from school." ”
I understood what Zhao Ziyang meant, sighed and said, "Go back to school tomorrow morning before self-study, no matter what the result is, if you meet other brothers on the road, tell them these words as well." ”
In fact, I just said this sentence to them, and myself, I decided to keep looking for it until Zhou Lin, because I feel very bad in my heart now, and I always feel that something serious is about to happen.
While we were searching, we asked the people on the side of the road about Zhou Lin's whereabouts, but no girl like her passed by.
It's late summer and early autumn now, so it's still a little cold late at night, Lu Xiaoyu was very anxious when she chased Zhou Lin, and she didn't take a coat, she only wore a short-sleeved T-shirt, so she was starting to shiver a little from the cold now.
Seeing this, I took off my T-shirt and forcibly put it on her, and then hugged her shirtless in my arms.
Lu Xiaoyu looked at me shirtless and hurriedly refused: "Yi Feng, you will catch a cold like this, hurry up and put the T-shirt back, I'm not cold, you can just hold me, really, you see I'm really not cold, giggle......"
Unfortunately, before she could finish speaking, the two rows of teeth began to fight.
I smiled, and no matter how much she resisted, I still put my T-shirt on her: "Okay, I practice kung fu, I have a lot of muscles on my body, and I am resistant to cold, so you don't have to be polite to me." ”
Lu Xiaoyu also nodded, and walked forward with me in my arms.
Zhou Lin, every time I think of this name, I don't know whether I love or hate in my heart, and I don't even know how I should face her. I even sometimes feel that it was a mistake for me to bring Lu Xiaoyu to her, because this would hurt Lu Xiaoyu, no matter how simple and kind Lu Xiaoyu is, she will still feel such a wound sooner or later, and it will hurt very much and painfully until she unconsciously waits for the injury to be deep.
But I have always had another thought in my heart, and I have been urging me to find Zhou Lin quickly, otherwise my heart will be very uneasy, because if something happens to Zhou Lin tonight, my heart will probably not be able to "settle" for the rest of my life!
When it was almost twelve o'clock, I was basically desperate, Lu Xiaoyu suddenly shook my arm and said, "Yi Feng, do you see if that is Zhou Lin." ”
I looked in the direction pointed by Lu Xiaoyu, and happened to see Zhou Lin under a bus stop sign, she was sitting on the waiting bench under the stop sign, her head leaning against the iron pillar of the stop sign, and I couldn't tell whether she was asleep or awake.
We hurriedly crossed the road and ran towards the stop sign, and when we got closer, we found that Zhou Lin was not sleeping, but just staring at the ground with dull eyes.
If I hadn't been able to see her body still breathing, I really thought something had happened to her.
Seeing that nothing was wrong with her, a stone finally fell in my heart.
"Zhou Lin, ...... you" was just about to speak, but I didn't know what to say, was it a reproach? Is it comfort? Or just say hello like a passerby!?
Seeing me and Lu Xiaoyu appear, Zhou Lin was also taken aback and slowly stood up, but she sat for too long, and her legs and feet were a little numb, so she sat back as soon as she got up, and at the same time, the tears in the corners of her eyes flowed again: "Yi Feng, what are you doing?" Are you here to make fun of me? Or are you here to humiliate me? Yu Zichen told you everything about me, right? You know everything, don't you, what are you still coming to me for? ”
I didn't speak.
Seeing that Zhou Lin was emotional, Lu Xiaoyu slowly sat next to Zhou Lin and said, "Zhou Lin, Yi Feng is worried about you, we have been looking for you for a night." ”
Zhou Lin laughed while crying: "What's the use of worrying about me, worrying about me, I'm not worth anyone to worry about at all, I'm just a cheap woman, but, I'm still so young, I'm still so young, I still want to be happy and happy...... Woowoo woo ......"
Zhou Lin estimated that she had been crying for a long time tonight, so after crying for a while, she lost her strength, and leaned against the iron pillar next to her and began to sob.
Lu Xiaoyu didn't know what was going on in Lu Dao, he looked at me blankly, and I didn't know what Lu Dao said.
The more I think about it, the more I hate, and the more I hate, the more I want to cut Yu Zichen and Liu Ping with a thousand knives.
Lu Xiaoyu saw that I didn't speak and hurriedly said: "Yi Feng, since we have found Zhou Lin, let's find a place to rest, we can't go back to school, let's find a warm place to rest for a night, if there is anything, we will talk about it tomorrow." ”
I also nodded, and when I was about to follow Lu Xiaoyu to help Zhou Lin up, Zhou Lin pushed my hand away and said: "Yi Feng, Xiaoyu, thank you for being so good to me, especially you, Xiaoyu, I am really grateful to you for being able to treat me like this, but I don't want to go there tonight, I just want to sit here, because it's quiet here, and I need such quiet." ”
I didn't pull her again: "Since you don't want to leave, then Xiaoyu and I will accompany you here, and when it is dawn, it will not be quiet here, and we will go back to school then." ”
Zhou Lin didn't speak, so I assumed that she acquiesced to my proposal.
I walked over to Lu Xiaoyu and sat down, so the three of us lined up and sat under the dim street lamps of the city.
After a while, Zhou Lin suddenly said faintly: "I am a girl who has fallen into the abyss, and all I see is darkness." ”